22 June 2007, look back and it had been a long time since I last blogged. Well, you guys are used to it? (haha)

Back from school holidays, pretty bored at home. Thus for most the time, I am out to play sports. Every tuesday and thursday is judo and Friday Basketball. Swimming on wednesday, if not soccer. Anyway, just very happy that my skills for all these sports had improved~~!! Visited Kbox on the last wednesday of the holiday, sung and drunk all the way. errrrrrrrrrrrr kind of forget what else I had done after that HAHA so is the rest of the holiday.

Anyway, there is this girl whom I saw on bus for continuous 2 days. First day, she was sitting diagonally opposite of me and the second day she walk past me while alighting the bus with a surprised smile to me and that was WHEN i started noticing her. HAHA, but anyway I find her quite beautiful and cute. Height is about 160++ with a beautifully tanned body. There is a saying in chinese which says, the first meet is by chance, second meet is concidence, third meet is fate. So I was waiting for myself to see her again for the third time but sadly I didn't see her for the third day else if I might make an effort to know her! HAHA... Something tells me I am just a bus away from her on the third day....Such a puzzle of my heart as her face had been imaging on my mind for the past 3 days already, could this be an infatuated love?Or is it just a spark that cause that small fire which will extinguish one day?

School had been quite a drag for me for the week. Database SQL, JAVA, Networking and IT security and what SO EVER!! Don't really have the mood to do things right or even lead my teammates well to the solution for the day. Well, I had been forcing myself to come to school just to get that few more good results...

Now, I have some problem dealing/handling or even getting use to some people around me. Some just take me as a competitor, omg as if they are worth for me to defeat them. Rubbish.... I shall spare the details, don't wanna invite any revenge oriented spamming on my tagboard =D

Will be going for grading tomorrow, FOR MY YELLOW BELT!! Finally i have the drive for this sport.HAHA...

Shall stop here, i am still in class actually...

10 June 2007... Look here!! I am the owl again for tonight.....

Kind of bored, BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That should work.. understand?? bored....

9th June 2007...

All of a sudden, I thought I am an Owl. Why? I noticed that I have been much more active in the night than in the day. Is this part of mutation?? Most of my ideas for projects and stuff like this are done in the night.What is worse is I am always sleepy in the day. I am done for sure man, having more night life than day life. hmmm, should I join Police Force than since I am so active in the night, for then I will be the reason why Singapore sleep well in the night. WAHAHA...

Holidays had been trainings ,some games and guitar. Judo's grading had been postponed to next saturday. Had continuous physical excercise for the past 3 days and I admit that I had not been excercising for a long time. Stamina and strength had all deteriorated. Speaking of grading, I had not even really practise on the throws and ground work.. hmm I am so going to take that 5th Kyu(yellow belt). HAHA, quite slow in grading because the federation is alway slow further more I missed 2 gradings already. Pathetic huh?? Had been crazy about Need For Speed and also Blitzreig. Games are always boring to some, so I guess I shall not share the details. Guitar? hmm what is there to share beside the melodies and rhythm of it?

There is this one extra thing I am doing currently, and that is designing my own blogskin!! hahaha.. I had been trying since the start of the holiday, thus if this is successful more skins will come from me!! If I had really have the capablities then I might go into even more advance development. haha..

Shall stop here, a few days more I will be going to K box again... Seriously I had not sang for a long time, I am quite dissappointed with my deteriorated vocal the last time I went with my classmates.. hmm, back to some more vocal training!! wahaha.

3rd June 2007, finally june and here I am in the middle of the night? Ok fine, morning.... Don't really have the urge to turn in to the bed, thus stay up for movies; games and blog of course.

Finally, this thing which we call holiday descend to my life. So like an angel in my life... Cut the crap, I am going to enjoy this 2 weeks long holiday. Whats up for this holiday?? Into some planning for the external project, it will better work this time. Putting my time in Guitar as well, Don advice to hold my perseverence and patiences for this instrument. Just loud and clear here, I WILL!! There will be more things which I will be doing for this holiday... Anyway, my results for the term ends...

Well, quite satisfied with the results but of course what I want is stll pretty far. When I used to think that good results doesn't mean that I will be sucessful, but not really so now; I had to accept the fact that I am living in this world where that piece of paper and recognition is so much important. Just doing myself a favour=)

For the last day of my school, I had JAVA lesson. Touching on Object Oriented Programming. Till now, I still can't get the codes done.. wahaha.. FOR THE FIRST TIME I FAILED A PROGRAM!!GOD DAMN IT!! Its ok, human make mistakes and I truely understands it...

As usual for friday, there is this standard; N~Zire Meeting. I read Xiao Fei Xiang's blog, and gave some thoughts to it. Had everyone changed? or had everyone matured. What caused it? Happy or sad? We have a important person handling his 3Ps, we have competitivness in a casual Basketball Match. Fortunately we have smiles and laughter occasionally. Is it a stage of maturity when guys became serious in things they do, play hard work hard? Or was it something else bad enough to happen?? Well, I have no exact answer to all this questions but just hope that all the good brothers will not just disband like this. Remember the craps, remember the soccer teams we trashed, remember the songs that rock others....

Well, I too had changed.. I am pretty sure about it =) The way I dress, changed. The way I think changed... My perspective changed... What else? There is this something which I lose, after one year in RP. Remember there was once this facilitator of mine during my year one semester one class told me that I have the verbal power to convince and to inspire. Well, I lose that confidence and that drive to be a good presenter at a time when I don't even know it. I find myself stumbling more and more... Just recently I felt that confidence and drive coming back, is it that the devil had been moved away from me?? I really hope so... I don't want to lose my faith and confidence again..

hmm,well I am done for the day.. er.. ok morning... Before my mother steps in and yell at me, i shall turn in to the bed for my own good...

30th May 2007, opps I broke my promise on the last entry.. Kind of forget to continue the last entry..haha.

It had been a very long week after my birthday... Finally I submitted my professional profiling proposal to the school. hmmm, I will be doing a profile for Retail Industry. For alot of RP students, this choice seems to be a sucide. But I am ready to take this... Industry is definately a very big thing to analyse and so, I took the advice of scoping my profile all the way down to the sectors of the industry...So thus, I will be looking into the competitive environment in department stores and E-commerce, which from there I will recommend new entrants on the competitive measures. Well there are 2 reasons why I did not choose to profile a company...
1. I have no company in mind...
2. I want to learn more about the industry I am interested of...
Yah, and that is the two main reason why I choose that.
Academically, I also hope that my profile will help me somehow since I had been hoping to field into Retail and hospitality next year. Knowing how retail industry process, I will be able to quickly understand the applications used in that industry. I guess I shall not talk so much about it, lets just wait till it is being approved.

There is this thing which I am personally happy about. I had got my first A in the UT-_-''' there is only one test so far that is being graded. But A will be driving force for more of such 'A's in the future... PUSH FOREVER!!

I guess I shall stop here..there are plenty for me to do now...

Again.. out of boredom, I did these

Mermaid 'cbo', am I that beautiful? haha...

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are. While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need. Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational. You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

wahaha , this one is cool.. I always thought I am either an owl or a hawk... this test comfirms.

Your Power Bird is an Owl

You are beyond wise. You are so smart, you're almost prophetic. Your inner voice always speaks the truth, and you take the time to listen to it. You are good at seeing who people are... including the darkness of others. As a result, you tend to have a rather dark - yet realistic - outlook on life.

What's Your Power Bird?

hmmm...

What Your Favorite Color Blue Says About You:

Emotional --- Affected --- Sensitive Peaceful --- Tranquil --- Connected Spiritual --- Experimental --- Deep

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

exactly my physical blood type..

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day. Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable. And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success. You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible. You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

yeah.. i feel it too..

You Are 78% Perfectionist

You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others. While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!

Are You a Perfectionist?

Your Inner Color is Blue

Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart. You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone. Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.

What's Your Inner Color?

Quite true...

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Practical and down to earth, you're a doer not a dreamer. You rather get something done than think about it all day. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Do you guys???

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind. People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

What Do People Envy About You?

28th May 2007, just back from school.. A Showcase of what I had done during the bored and tired third meeting...

Your Life is Rated PG-13

Your life isn't totally scandalous, but you definitely don't shy away from adult themes!

What is Your Life Rated?

You are a PC

You're practical, thrifty, and able to do almost anything. Appearances and trends aren't important to you. You just like to get the job done.

Are You a Mac or a PC?

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

Taurus - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad. You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice. Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak. Your negative traits: Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships. If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander... You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset. Your ideal partner: Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you. Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave. A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart. Your dating style: Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant. Your seduction style: Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy. Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either. Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time. Tips for the future: Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you. Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best. Lighten up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions. Best color to attract mate: Pale blue Best day for a date: Friday

What's Your Love Profile?

You Are Incredibly Logical

Move over Spock - you're the new master of logic You think rationally, clearly, and quickly. A seasoned problem solver, your mind is like a computer!

How Logical Are You?

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You don't really value generosity. Your needs always come first, no matter what. And you'll possibly help someone else out... But only if it helps you in return. Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance a fair amount. You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas. You have very few prejudices that you're aware of. And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.

The Five Factor Values Test

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

You Should Drive a Blue Car

You're the type of driver who isn't hung up on the what car you drive. You don't need a flashy car to show off your wealth or style. Instead, you go for value and reliability. You're quite practical. You're a great driver, but you don't show off. Part of your skill is not standing out on the road.

What Color Car Should You Drive?

My actual post will come after this....

21st May 2007, monday blues?? No such things for today =D Hope everyone will forgive me for the late entry, had been quite lazy at the same time busy for the past week. I seeing more of such trends coming up soon due to the tight schedule I had, so guess the entry today will be a novel like one =D. What's new today,had IT security module for today thus as promised I will put some encrypted information here, happy decoding what I want to say...

19th May 2007, how can I ever forget such an important date to myself. They say a person who forget his birthday is a person who had forgotten himself. Looks like I haven't forget my own existance in this world. Anyway 3 major group of people I must really give a big thank you.

To W66D(all my classmates): Thanks guys for the pre-celebration for me in the class, your cakes and wishes really surprise me to being speechless... Really appreciate what you guys had done that day, will love this class more than ever =)

To N~ZiRe: Hey thanks, my secondary school buddies for the celebration over at East Coast Park. I will not forget the moment when I am under the sea... Last but not least, thanks for the guitar =) it really facilitate me in learning this instrument which I always want =D lets see if I got the chance to play in our chalet

To all those who wished me: Belated, early or just in time; can't really name everyone out as there is too many of you. But those little wish and greetings really brighten up my birthday till the max... Thanks everyone =D

That was my birthday, just another day but differentiated by fun... While of course there are some wishes and milestones for the matured 18 =)

wishes:
1- To stay happy with alot of friends and buddies around me
2- To fulfill my desires and help others achieve theirs too
3- Decrpyt this set of code, and there be my wish
Key: ZSTKJSPLOWOPQETHRI

third wish:
TNHNENPXEDSIXXFSHJTX
NPTDDITSPXYKBTLXIXXD
AYAASRJOOOOOOCBCNGNOE
IMIXZMOSSWNOAUEONDGA
AIXATEDTHAYGREIGUSJ
MJFIMECRRRXLKXTXXAH
(happy decoding=), I will reveal my wish when i feel the time is ripe)

The wants:
- Complete my Professional Profilling with absolute satisfactory
- Maintain or improve my overall G.P.A
- Complete and master Guitar
- Get a job
- Take a Car liencse

That is all for my birthday, just simple encrypted message to a band of friends?:
IIAORDARAEEOIS SXRTHNSOSWEFEH AYBHOOSNAWKFNI SEREOTTGFESRDP

21st January 2007, a energentic today.... Nothing much but just school and encrytion and decrpytion...


thought of the day: To be successful, we need not create an environment where we eliminate those who are weaker than us. To impress others that you are good is totally different from proving to others you are good.

14th May 2007, monday blues monday blues and more blues to come. This illness is really really affecting my performance today.

On this blue monday, I had IT security and management where we are studying on the various access controls. There are Mandatory Access Control, Discrepancy Access Control and Role Based Access control. All access control methods had their different kinds of characteristics and function to suit different types of business. Anyway, kind of switched off for today... Reasons?? Tired was one of the reason, another one was that I am all the way thinking of Business Climate project... The melt camp, how am I going to organize and so on... Just afraid how my team-members will react to my leadership and stuff like this... Thus for this, the presentation I had was really really bad. Got shot down terriblily, but kind of used to it; so lets just take it as a learning experience like preached by PBL.

Thought of the day: To forget about yesterday and to move on to tomorrow.... I had lose my courage, my determination to be a leader, yet yielding to be a great one one day.

12th May 2007, I skipped N~Zire's basketball session and attended the Welcome Camp of Business Climate where we welcome our new members. A little disappointed by the turn outs, 47 registered, 12 confirmed, 6 turned out. But after all it is expected since we are a business oriented interest group.

Anyway, the day was fun; enjoyed crapping with some new members who are year 2s actually. HAHA, mainly Micheal, Wei Quan and Meiqi. The craps are really crap, and fills the whole day; ranging from facilitator jokes to the lammest thing "singing lao shi zao". A great or bad news to announce, the W66D Tank Fever had been spreaded to Business Climate by 40%. hmmm...

Business Climate, SLA was over and I am back to my core project which I was dumped with. This time round, i am not going to do it like what I did last year. Waiting for guidelines? why not set my own~~ I am so going to make this project of mine to be the greatest achievement in my Republic life, together with my team members. Got to start cracking soon.

Business totally about money? So is it valid to say that those with money-sense will be very good in business? Partially true, Business is about money, but not all... Business could be a social science of managing people and resource, it could be an art of socializing and networking. Some people took business as their fields or join business because they enjoy the very sense of money making. No blames on them, money do serve a motivator for most to work but for now I chose Business out of passion. The interest in negotiating, socializing and having vast networks plus the sense of fulfillment and challenges ahead drives me all the way into the Business field. Indeed, passion drove me this far... I seen the rise and fall of my momentum in terms of passion, sometimes I let that passion to drive me all the way, sometimes I just forget and crumble my way. Haiz.. why am I so concious and reflective?? And why I am never sastified by myself?

Forget of all the sighing and moaning, in one weeks time I will be matured 18~~!!! hurray, that is a good news to me because that shows that I am grown up!! Bad news is, more responsiblities and expectation is coming in my way....

9th May 2007, WHAT A HOT DAY!!! Global warning is happening at a very fast rate i guess, nowadays the weather is hot enough to make you frustrate over your sweat.

9th May 2007, just 50 minutes into this very new day... Finished my RJ so decided to finally drop by an entry.

Just recently, I am addicted to this new game. Considered my favourite game in my entire life, NEED FOR SPEED CARBON... I completed the earlier version of this and now this version is an continuous from the previous one. Very fun and the graphics was cool. Now you guys know that I love cars and I love the drifting of those machine as well. The sharp cornerings, overcomed by a graceful drift. Nothing can be nicer than that I guess. HAHA.. As I type in this entry, I can literally feel the drift from the game~~ Well?? understand my joy ?? =D Anyway, gonna thanks my friend Steward for this game. Had been hunting for quite a long time.

Yeah man, its gonna be a off day tomorrow~~!! Off but no break -_-''' haiz.. I have to do revision and read up on PP... lol...

6th May 2007, beautiful sunday with a very indecisive mind. Suppose to go jogging together with my brother, but was seriously so tired and jelly that I call it off.A temporary new blogskin while I brainstorm for a design for my personal blogskin.Now, you better be prepared, cause it is going to be a long entry today...

Now, will May be a good month for me?? That really questions, but what doesn't is that May will be a birthday month for most taurians. Some fact files about Taurus...
Taurus, in latin means Bull. This White Bull in mythlogy was said to be sent by Zeus to bring Helena to him. In simple words, Taurus is a messenger of Zeus.
According to myth, Taurus was actually later being killed by Hecules or was it Orion the Great hunter?(P/M: sorry can't remember who killed that bull) . We won't get to see Taurus in a dark clear sky in Singapore today since the sun is in the direction of that constellation, but Taurus is a best known winter constellation thus you might get a chance to see this horoscope over your sky around Novemeber to January? (That's what I want to see anyway) So far, I had get to see Virgo, Cancer and part of Orion over the night skies.

It was believe Taurians are patient yet hot tempered, hardworking, calm and practical. I guess it somehow true to me at times, which makes me a real taurian!! (haha)Anyway I have some cadets from SJAB commenting that I look like a bull when I am angry with that red face and heavy breaths~~ (laughz).

Well, besides the craps up there; I am suppose to tell you guys a miracle today. Just before this entry I was complaining that I just couldn't get an A for Java. Take a look at the screen shot below and understand my shock~!
Anyway, C108 is the module which I do Java, see that problem 3-A. Exactly the problem I did after I complain.. HAHA what a irony... It is seriously a shock for me but explosion of happiness, since it is the first A that I got for that module. Well just for your information, I won't stop here and will be still working hard for more of it. What's sad is, my monday blues cost me the first B in C121, haiz... But I will work hard alright, for I am a great student!! the test below will varify that(heex)

You Are a Great Student

You aren't afraid to crack the books when you need to, and you make your education a true priority. You could become a PhD in anything, if you set your mind to it. There's no limit to what you can learn!

Are You a Good Student?

Anyway, I did a questionaire which test how mature I am emotionally...( er.. Just ignore the picture on the result slip, I don't look like that definately ....)

You Are 74% Grown Up, 26% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Well, just the questionaire which I kill my boredom at home as I slack.... Whether it is true or not, up to you to decide =)

Continuing with the entry, for last friday... It was JR birthday!!! Don't have his personal pics, so guess will not post his pics here. Had dinner at pastamania and a small cake cutting session over at saffra. Then we had a dat game which I won with a perfect game points(eyes like an eagle) before a bowlling session which I keep lame-ing haha.. That's all for that day I believe...

For tomorrow, it will be somehow just another week of studying in school.... Really have to discipline myself to go further. Can't afford to slow down or even stop now, it is a rough journey ahead... Lots to accomplish...

2nd May 2007, the fifth month of the year and into my birthday month....

Apologies for the missing in action from this blog, guess just alittle busy with some activities. Shall not bore this blog with the full details of what I had done for the past week...

Yesterday, went out with Honsonn, Anita, Nigel, Si yang and Derrick to the goddess of mercy's temple at bugis. It is a special trip back to return the favour, as during the time when Honsonn, Shawn and Jing Ren were facing some problems over at HK. Before that, was a long waiting for the love birds to appear(those who are there will understand what I say). After the temple, all of us headed to Sim Lim Square where Honsonn found his Motherboard while I am still searching for an external hard drive for my laptop. Had dinner at Bedok block 85, happy time waiting for 'Ba Chor Mee' and the rest of the feast which includes, 'auo jian' and 'satays'. All in all, I reach home with a very bloated stomach. That ends Labour day and after which I stay home to revise Database for the upcoming UT, can't believe isn't it?=D

The faithful today, a number of Diploma in Business Application students went to visit one of the manufacturing factory in Singapore. Situated around the west side of Singapore, sits one of the top branded bread; Gardenia. I am pretty fascinated by the process of bread making in the factory when I visited them. Using of IT to do quality checks and so on. This trip was actually intended for our senior who take manufacturing and logistic module, but I put my leg in since that is the module I want to take for my core specialization. Another module under that catergory is Hosipitailty and Retail. Out of all these, I still have to study hard for my year 2...

Tomorrow, will be happily Java-ing... Hope that I will get an A tomorrow, because I had been getting B for this module. And I just don't know why??? hmm...

26th April 2007...

Brain is getting rusty,
Body is getting lazy
But a mind that is forever going
Its time to do something
Before I turn to be nothing...

Back from Judo and just finished my Reflection Journal for the day. It had been a busy week; a flash of thousand things and here I am... A week after the last entry.

I am getting alittle bored with my blogskin nowadays, guess it is pretty a good time to change one. But this time round I am thinking of making it uniquely mine. With my programming skills with html, I should be able to create my own blogskin. Hmmm, but do I have the time??? Will soon be engaged into Professional Profilling, god knows how I am going to do it... Just afraid that I will be struggling in my year 2, thus I am taking the initiative to read up more on my modules to prepare for the next lesson. Judo!! getting so jelly during trainings, literally I can't feel my body!! So much to make myself something, which means time... Guess lets pioritizes!!! ( I shall replace the old blogskin with a new one soon)

Finally, I get a breather nowaday for a tired mind and restless soul to ease himself... SLA is over!! The project that had been a heart poundering one to me for 3 months. The result was so fine, but with some last minute of changes to the marketing plan which I prepared 3 months ago. Now all I can hope is, the EXCO do what I proposed for BC; since I believe it is the way to keep members around. 3 things up in my head for BC, I shall draw the curtain from here. =p

It is truely thousands that flash by, and I guess millions are on its way but there is no point guessing what will come next, but to prepare for what that might drop by. Got to go, IT security and management for tomorrow... It better be good ;D

thought of the day: Perfect, is it? Faithful, will they? Trustworthy, are they? murmurs around to kill, but shall not listen till its true...

19 April 2007, back to school!! Yesterday was a off, honestly speaking I am so not use to it... Just a day off, I thought I am in holiday =D

Get to the class early today, in fact very early! I was the first student in the class today, hail to my achievement!! The credit goes to bus service 168 which happen to be very punctual today. Frown at my results of JAVA, a B I had got. hmmm will my biggest concern for year 2 ever happen?? Hope it will not =)

Back to work....

17 April 2007, I will smile slightly for the new school semester. First is for the new classmates whom I had just met, a group of quite powerful IT students(though mostly girls). Second is for Republich Polytechnic which finally looks and sense like a polytechnic.

First day of school was quite a bad luck for me as I almost get myself late. Suppose to meet Wei Quan and other friends from SIT camp, but I was seriously late. The culprit of couse is not myself but the bus. No kidding, I missed 4 buses during the first day of school; all so fully packed. I waited at the bus stop at 0655 but got my first bus at around 0730 and reached woodlands at 0830 due to a heavy traffic jam. But its ok, since the bus company did something to deal with such situations and the it is somehow better today. When I reach the school together with Alvin; we saw a sight that had never been seen in RP before, a very crowded path along RPC; so crowded that you can hardly see the tiles on the floor. Agora is getting even more crowded for the first day and the whole campus finally came alive!!

First lesson yesterday was networking, did something very interesting. Setting up a communication system in 1821 on a deserted island. My team created a sound communication system using sound encrytions to communicate simple basic messages such as " I need water". The results were quite sucessful, just a little misinterpretation which happen during the communication. Second lesson, which is today; I did something which had been a wonder for me; JAVA programming. Did VB programming before, thus found JAVA somehow even more troublesome than VB. For VB I could simply start a class, get the codes in and end the class. For JAVA, I have to end every single line of codes with a colon(;) when a colon is missing, the whole program will fail. LOL!!! so challenging. But the increasing interest in IT will get me further for the next 2 years =)

Back to the dull topic which my readers had complained. Business Climate -_-''' SLA reaching its final preparation, the plan are understood and will be implementing it soon. All a sudden, the world went into a fast forward; and I will be happily busying for this event for the next week and the whole of this week. Alittle drained here =D

Last but not least, N~ZiRe's Tai zi; Ren Zhe and JR had safely reached home yesterday from Hong Kong, a celebration for the three of them will be on its way =)

Kind of tired now, words just run out of my mind and spill on this entry. Got to go for a sleep and wake up early tomorrow (despite the fact that its my off day tomorrow), to prepare the details of the SLA for the members and head to Chinatown to get the sticker printing if I can get the budget and design tomorrow. BUSYING!!!

thought of the day: my ideas is facing a heavy traffic jam on the highway of the great mind.

15th April 2007, to celebrate or to frown for a new school semester tomorrow?? Nothing much today...

Bought a pair of shoe today, not really of my liking actually. It is a pair of black puma, with a white and gold stripe across one side.Thought of taking a white version, but the vendor told me that there is no white version for this. This shoe cost me $50.15 which is cheaper than my previous Nike by $9.

Comments??? Actually it is still presentable, so I will live with it... Just came to notice that, I have worn quite a number of branded sporting shoes. I have a Nike totalssium(which is 1 and 1/2 years old and is about to go); Addidas soccer boots(4 years old); Lotto( lost) and now I have Puma, guess the next brand I will go is Umbro or Fila. Anyway I am going to purchase another street soccer shoe; considering taking umbro or back to Lotto.. hmmm??

So the other 3 heavenly kings are having some fun in Hong Kong, which I am personally happy for them. Despite the problems they had faced there, guess this is a well good experience for them. Maybe the next taiwan trip will be a safer one =) They will be back tomorrow night, with my jacket!! =p haha... Will be planning a welcome dinner for them as well.

Alright, guess got to stop here, but not to bore the reader of this pathetic blog, here are some photos before. Enjoy =)

Da shui Zhang; hmmm, change it to dilect please.. =D

East coast sun rise, a beautiful scene?? just minus the litters =p

This is nice....

So like Ellysium...

No comments...

Beautiful sea... clouds covering the sky

The tide so high la!!

That is so creative.. . Spiral Staircase... I love it..

er.... Nice butt .... -_-'''

That will be the end of my blog for today, stay tune for more updates!! Hopefully as cheerful as this blog entry today =D

Thought of the day:
Others look down you, and if you look down yourself as well.. then you are really down
- Prophet Shao =p

12 April 2007...

Songs from a lonely soul
The blues of the strings of words
Tears from that weary eyes
The pain to live in a cruel world
Scars from that last fight
The reluctance to fight the next war
The mask had been torn
So please never again let it be on.

7th to 11th April 2007, I was in the school attending the Cypher Camp 2007 as a student leader. Despite the cockups I faced, it is considered a well enough camp. My team was Vista, the most hyper team. It could be the reason that they are very active during the waiting on hold for the RP break game. That was when they had finally generated the cheer.Our Alliance think thing was a fun case, they had very enthusiatic and funny people there like Nicklaus and the banana man. I personally believe that they have the qualities of a good team I desire, but nevertheless Vista possessed some of them. Finally got a taste on how club could had look like, low lights and loud music. Swear!! I will go to club once I turn 18!! For that 2 night over at the camp, i had never had a good sleep. Went into a one day coma after returning back home haha!! Anyway, just to tell you guys, I met a very chio girl in my group. Guess what?? She was bornt on the same day, same month and same year as me!! WHAT A CONCIDENCE!!

After the long coma,went out to meet the long time no see N~Zire. This is sort of the last dinner before the three out of the four heavenly kings go for their tour in Hong Kong. Hmmm... maybe Honsonn is right, I should be the one to feel lack of sense of belonging. I truely had feel it strongly nowadays, no reasons but it just feel this way... Hong Kong trip.... haiz.. how I wish I could join them.

Sometimes, it can't help to be so envious of your own siblings. My parents look more upon my younger brother. But I can't blame them, my brother had trophies after trophies for competions he went. He had now 3 trophies while I had only one medal from the last sports day. Though my own brother look upon me, but I still feel that he will do far better than me... Since young, it had been this way; no attention for me; no sense of fulfillment; no luck; no nothing.... Life I led is a considered a miserable one, thus now I wonder how can I make it interesting?? Childish isn't it, am I? But I don't really care about those now, just get on with what I want; but just sad that it had always been obstructed.

I stayed in this small island for 18years, everytime yielding to get out to play and see the world. When young, I wonder how it looks like to be out of Singapore touring in other country. To see the whole world, and know it. Thus that was when I had a dream to be a pilot when I grow up, childhood dream it was; to see the world in the plane I fly. But sad, I was inherited to have slight
astigmatism. Thus had this dream off since secondary school. But I still have the hope to see the world... Thought my parents will support me, but looks like they never will... Over concern to kill me, money to strangle me... haiz...But I can't blame them, because of our family background and I understand...
A matured man will understand why is life is down, and I understand why.... But sometimes, chances just don't come as it likes. But people around kills me just as if they like. But I will never give up, for the future of me and for the sake of myself... Because if I don't help myself; no one will...

Thought of the day:sometimes, we really have to stop and take a look around...

06 April 2007, just awake to find the sun above me so high...

The reason is simple, I was preparing the SLA neccessary things late in the night yesterday. Finished designing the flyers. Calculated the maximum expense of the event and is ready to send for vetting. Now what I am left with is the banner design and 2 of the poster designs which will be done by the exco team members. Its pretty ironic to see so many things done already and it look as if we are ready for the recruitment event, but some how deep in me I feel that we are still lacking of the X-factor to get potential year ones to join us... Currently the major concern I have here is not about the printing, not about the booth location or anything related to marketing, but human resource is the big thing... Wondering what can I do to let a group of ignorant BC members (who's only interest is the rich points the IG provide) to have more enthusiasium in this event??

Will be off to play soccer with N~Zire later... Will not be back till next tuesday since I will be in camp.


Thought of the day: Seriously hoping for the very best in the next few big things I do....

03 April 2007...

When hatred kills love
When no one is down to earth
When the streets are cold
When Friends became Foes
When everyone close their doors
When slience is an adore
When the mood is down
When my world turns around

For the day, I was thinking what will happen if one day I am not what I am... What will happen if one day when everyone shut their doors from me and etc. Not for any real reasons, just a penny of my thoughts. For life now I have what I'm blessed, buddies and family; friends still pass by and say hi; then they say bye. The urge to know more friends is still there, but just afraid I might close that door again...

For the faithful today, I can't attend the second dry run of Cypher camp as I am having a SLA meeting today. Plan was quite smooth as I watch the exco team nod their heads to my plan, but here I am forseeing and fearing the possiblities of cock ups. Yesterday was a dry run of the camp, get to know more people like, Evon, Wei Quan and Shirley who will be my partner in the camp, not forgeting people who I happen to work and play with again, Alvin and Li Jing.Things are well, but still I am here hoping the best in the camp. I also had missed out the fun N~ZiRe had yesterday at Sentosa,(haa) clashing streak is back again... When Usual Routine is not the mulitples of your important things...

Ren Zhe told me that my blog is always revolving two things, Business and Judo; nothing else... HAHA... that is why my blog is black, suppose to be dull... Will try to brighten my blog one day...
Thoughts:Sometimes i just can't stop thinking, my brain is 24-hours functional