31 January 2007, where the melancholy of the failure is no where to be seen; with a decision to be make.
A few days ago, someone offered me a position in the exco under the will of the new exco members. But, i don't quite like the idea because under the will of the members, i am not suppose to be in...Anyway, it feels as if it is a act of sympathy though it is explained not to be so. But I will still keep my words to this 'company' I am in that I will still commit as much as I do in the past and do as much as I do in the past. Once, I heard from a person that when a door is shut, the other door will be opened. For now, I have 2 doors opening for me... Which should I choose? A door is to the exco of the company that I am currently in, the other door that had been opened for me is to join the Coperation of all the companies(YA club). The person who told me that had offer to send me to there to excel myself. Right now, as I am writing this entry I am still thinking of the options. I enjoy the projects that I am holding in the company right now, but if I really go to the coperation, that might have to give up the commitment in the company. Analysing the benefits I will get, definately the coperation will give me a nicer and more sound transcript when I graduate. But I will be merely running internal projects, which is not the same as what I am running now as a project manager of a big external project. That will be a real challenge that I am looking for. Right now in my mind, I am thinking of trying my luck out at YA but not taking the exco role there so that I can run the projects in BC as well. In another words, I will join YA as a representative of BC. But that is something I have to think twice too, as can I cope with such work??? I use to think offers as conspiracy people who wishes to create, but I trust the source of the information thus I don't really suspect.
Dropping the previous topic, but again something regarding my projects. The "Mind Your Own Business" project is reaching the third stage of planning. Right now, the result of the project is still very vague as the deal has been delaying due to some disagreement among the two parties. Fortunately the negotiation is not hot in tension and that the client still show signs of keeness for the project. Moving on to the peak of the project, I want to make the project a well big and grand one. As I am preparing this project, there is another project which I am also the project manager will require my attention. That project will be something internal, its nothing big but it will affect the future manpower flow in BC for at least the next Academic Year. According to president Zann, the proposal had been accepted, thus I guess I can start working on it. Besides that, i will be sending in another proposal for a human resource team to be setted up in BC to utilize all the chemistry of members and to provide training of business to the members. That is one of the vision I have and hope to achieve in Business Climate.
Tomorrow will be genie's birthday and I am looking forward to celebrates her 15th birthday. This will be her first time celebrating her birthday with us. hmmm, but the sad thing is tomorrow she might encounter some one new, and also misses someone regular again. Haiz, Sometimes I wonder what is up that person's mind, (is attention, fame so that important?)
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007
28 January 2007, the melancholy of the failure have yet diminish in me while laughter and fun accompanied my mask for being happy.
Was just back from another fun-filled N~ZiRe Meeting. Went to Vivo City with someone new and also without someone regular. Walked around Vivo and played at the arcade, had our tea break and dinner there and I guess the experience today is somehow more fun than it is. After which we went to the balcony of Vivo and had some great view of Sentosa before we rush off for the last train and finally slacked at Macdonalds. That is the brief of my day today.
Just the day before, someone sms-ed me and asked, feeling better today? Not wanting to show any sign of sadness, just simply replied,"huh, since when I am not ok?haha'. I am seriously Ok, this is not the first time I met big failure, failure is just part of what I met in life. The sad thing is only that once I fail, I don't know when will the next chance to shine come ever again. To be frank, when the results were out, I am not really sad but just tired. Tired that I failed again, tired that I have to started all over again, tired that I had just lost something that day again. But however, it gave me a real tight slap and woke me up from my lost perfect dream. A tight slap that tells me, "you are yet to be the best" a tight slap that tells me " your devil had make you fail today". I don't blame any one so I don't wish any one to tell me that they are sorry, thanks for the sympathy anyway, I know I look pathetic right now. Till today, I still feel pathetic and I believe is the matter of time before I can search my oldself back. How long can I take anyway?? Such repetive blows on me are just decreasing my effiency and confidence while I struggle to get back on feet.
thoughts: A lost wandering soul, detacted from its confused wondering mind as it search for the rightful path to walk the world again.
Was just back from another fun-filled N~ZiRe Meeting. Went to Vivo City with someone new and also without someone regular. Walked around Vivo and played at the arcade, had our tea break and dinner there and I guess the experience today is somehow more fun than it is. After which we went to the balcony of Vivo and had some great view of Sentosa before we rush off for the last train and finally slacked at Macdonalds. That is the brief of my day today.
Just the day before, someone sms-ed me and asked, feeling better today? Not wanting to show any sign of sadness, just simply replied,"huh, since when I am not ok?haha'. I am seriously Ok, this is not the first time I met big failure, failure is just part of what I met in life. The sad thing is only that once I fail, I don't know when will the next chance to shine come ever again. To be frank, when the results were out, I am not really sad but just tired. Tired that I failed again, tired that I have to started all over again, tired that I had just lost something that day again. But however, it gave me a real tight slap and woke me up from my lost perfect dream. A tight slap that tells me, "you are yet to be the best" a tight slap that tells me " your devil had make you fail today". I don't blame any one so I don't wish any one to tell me that they are sorry, thanks for the sympathy anyway, I know I look pathetic right now. Till today, I still feel pathetic and I believe is the matter of time before I can search my oldself back. How long can I take anyway?? Such repetive blows on me are just decreasing my effiency and confidence while I struggle to get back on feet.
thoughts: A lost wandering soul, detacted from its confused wondering mind as it search for the rightful path to walk the world again.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
25 january 2007, yeah I am so back.....Just to write another sad sad dissapointed chapter in my life.
I guess the taoist priest who my mum invited home was too good to true. Too good to be true that the devil is never someone else but yourself. haa~~ I will be once again searching and destroy that devil in me. He had always been troubling my mind, that result in what I am now. Losing the things that I once possess, the confidence, the leadership , the charisma, the determination, the will.
Today,I face my first ever set back in 2007. Just right smack at the middle of my path to my perfection.I guess failure only means that I am just not good enough, no execuse no reason. Just that. For now, there is almost nothing I can do. Not going to shout out loud, not going to show displeasure to anyone but to myself and just continue to do myself. Perhaps that this failure had waken me that I can judge others, so do others can... Again there is nothing I could do but to search and destroy the devil in me and get back to my feet to improve myself yet again. Improvement and opportunities are my only friend to Life. Although Life is so going to be a struggle, I have the will to just walk it through. There is a chinese saying " ZHI CHUO NENG GAI", that saying should be said to me now. I know there are somethings I am wrong about myself. Shall stop dreaming about perfection, shall start making these dreams real... soon....
Passion for business management shall drive me to go on instead of giving up, I am just upset that I had a blow that I didn't got the thing I want.For now, I also need to do something my grades, just calculated my GPA and noted a drop of 0.2 GPA.. Though little, but great to me!! If there is a will there will be a way??? Yup, such a blow will not blow away my belief. I am still standing tall with my pride and dignity.....
thoughts: professionalism had told me not to put my emotions into what I should do.....
I guess the taoist priest who my mum invited home was too good to true. Too good to be true that the devil is never someone else but yourself. haa~~ I will be once again searching and destroy that devil in me. He had always been troubling my mind, that result in what I am now. Losing the things that I once possess, the confidence, the leadership , the charisma, the determination, the will.
Today,I face my first ever set back in 2007. Just right smack at the middle of my path to my perfection.I guess failure only means that I am just not good enough, no execuse no reason. Just that. For now, there is almost nothing I can do. Not going to shout out loud, not going to show displeasure to anyone but to myself and just continue to do myself. Perhaps that this failure had waken me that I can judge others, so do others can... Again there is nothing I could do but to search and destroy the devil in me and get back to my feet to improve myself yet again. Improvement and opportunities are my only friend to Life. Although Life is so going to be a struggle, I have the will to just walk it through. There is a chinese saying " ZHI CHUO NENG GAI", that saying should be said to me now. I know there are somethings I am wrong about myself. Shall stop dreaming about perfection, shall start making these dreams real... soon....
Passion for business management shall drive me to go on instead of giving up, I am just upset that I had a blow that I didn't got the thing I want.For now, I also need to do something my grades, just calculated my GPA and noted a drop of 0.2 GPA.. Though little, but great to me!! If there is a will there will be a way??? Yup, such a blow will not blow away my belief. I am still standing tall with my pride and dignity.....
thoughts: professionalism had told me not to put my emotions into what I should do.....
Monday, January 22, 2007
22 January 2007, its a day full of displeasure..........
Just came back with a dental report, just found out the very reason for th on-off toothache I had. I had a wisdom tooth right at the left side of my gum, it is stucked inside the gum. For that, I have a bad news, I have to go for an operation. According to some experienced people I know, the operation will consist of injection to cause numbness and the slicing of gum to crush the stucked wisdom tooth. After which, they will stitch back the gum. I don't know if it is real or reliable, but if it is so, it will be a really BAD news. If it is not, then I will know how many enemies I have in this outside world.
What really bothers me is the aftermath of the operation, because definately I will not be able to speak for a few days. That is seriously a big problem as I have a project coming up which requires me to speak alot. BIG BIG PROBLEM......
So just tell me what have I done in my past life or whatever that make my fate so ill. Whenever a big thing is coming, I will definately get some unfortunate stuff. Life so unfair, life had made himself known as a struggle to me now. Struggle to excel, struggle to live..
Getting 'B's for most of module, just wondering what is happening. I tried to help my team with enthusiasium, I search the resources for them; I speak up for them when they are stuck during presentation, I will try to clear their doubts as much as possible. But all these seems to escape the eyes of my facilitators or they delibrately escape those stuff. But I have 'A' like comments nowaday but getting a B in the end. And the comment are kind of.... Like for instance my science faci, who wrote ,' I expect more from you' and give me a B, haiz; so how HARD should I try to an A, perhaps they are just trying to make me 'PERFECT'. Yeah, perfect.......
Sometimes, a good team really plays an important role to be in a project, or in my case, daily grade. Being in so many projects, had so many different kinds of people being my teammates I had found out the little needs to make a good team. A good team will possess the following
1. Good communication among each other
2. Enthusiasium
3. Understanding
4. No biasness
5. Good co-ordination
6. Helpful among eachother.
There is still a list of what makes a good team but I shall not name it all here. Although this is my topic to cover during the "mind your own business" workshop. Base on my experience, base on my knowledgea and what I had share here, it seems like I am a elite in such area. But my experience so far in so many projects, I had yet experience such a perfect team, even the team I have now for this project. Nevertheless, I met good team during some of my module presentation but sometimes, I just meet utter lousy team that spoils my day and spoils my mood. I guess I am having such teams nowadays. Perhaps no team is perfect as nothing is perfect, but it is up to a good leader to make the tide and I have achieved that level...
thought of the day: A stick is easily broken compared to a bundle of sticks.
Just came back with a dental report, just found out the very reason for th on-off toothache I had. I had a wisdom tooth right at the left side of my gum, it is stucked inside the gum. For that, I have a bad news, I have to go for an operation. According to some experienced people I know, the operation will consist of injection to cause numbness and the slicing of gum to crush the stucked wisdom tooth. After which, they will stitch back the gum. I don't know if it is real or reliable, but if it is so, it will be a really BAD news. If it is not, then I will know how many enemies I have in this outside world.
What really bothers me is the aftermath of the operation, because definately I will not be able to speak for a few days. That is seriously a big problem as I have a project coming up which requires me to speak alot. BIG BIG PROBLEM......
So just tell me what have I done in my past life or whatever that make my fate so ill. Whenever a big thing is coming, I will definately get some unfortunate stuff. Life so unfair, life had made himself known as a struggle to me now. Struggle to excel, struggle to live..
Getting 'B's for most of module, just wondering what is happening. I tried to help my team with enthusiasium, I search the resources for them; I speak up for them when they are stuck during presentation, I will try to clear their doubts as much as possible. But all these seems to escape the eyes of my facilitators or they delibrately escape those stuff. But I have 'A' like comments nowaday but getting a B in the end. And the comment are kind of.... Like for instance my science faci, who wrote ,' I expect more from you' and give me a B, haiz; so how HARD should I try to an A, perhaps they are just trying to make me 'PERFECT'. Yeah, perfect.......
Sometimes, a good team really plays an important role to be in a project, or in my case, daily grade. Being in so many projects, had so many different kinds of people being my teammates I had found out the little needs to make a good team. A good team will possess the following
1. Good communication among each other
2. Enthusiasium
3. Understanding
4. No biasness
5. Good co-ordination
6. Helpful among eachother.
There is still a list of what makes a good team but I shall not name it all here. Although this is my topic to cover during the "mind your own business" workshop. Base on my experience, base on my knowledgea and what I had share here, it seems like I am a elite in such area. But my experience so far in so many projects, I had yet experience such a perfect team, even the team I have now for this project. Nevertheless, I met good team during some of my module presentation but sometimes, I just meet utter lousy team that spoils my day and spoils my mood. I guess I am having such teams nowadays. Perhaps no team is perfect as nothing is perfect, but it is up to a good leader to make the tide and I have achieved that level...
thought of the day: A stick is easily broken compared to a bundle of sticks.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
20 January 2006, just finished part of what I am suppose to done. Alittle drained here, so before I go to sleep I thought of putting in a blog entry.
Yesterday, I say this because it is already past 12 and I am suppose to blog about 19 January. Alright cut the craps, yesterday was nothing; just the as usual Class routine and my N~ZiRe Gathering. What makes the thing different yesterday in class is the topic which quite arouse my intrest. Re-presenting Reality which we are focusing on the reality of a media. I will cut the very details here also, because it is really a broad topic. But I will share one of my view which I had wrote in my Reflection Journal: " In every story there is always more than one side to it, but in all the media in this world only show one factual side of the story but not the other. In the presence of human, there will always be a chance of conspiracy" Thanks to Shawn who gave me my views when I met him, I was able to give the last sentence to complete my RJ. Thanks man Bro. And that was my academic day.
Met up with N~ZiRe as usual Friday. And we have 2 hot topics today. One was to whether we want to include the 13th member of this club. Some of the agreement was because that particular person is able to click with us very well, ok lets make it too well. Thus quite a number of vote to allow that person in. I shall keep the name of that person confidential till any further progression. The next BIG BIG topic is once agian regarding JR. That guy is seriously hiding some heart desire issues from us. HaHa~~, as the details are suppose to be confidential so I will not put in the grandmother story here. But just a emphasize a KEYWORD which is almost always emphasize in our club, to JR(if he is ever here). That Magical keyword is 'TRANSPARENCY"(disclaimer: The "transparency" here is not relating to the transparent paper we use for OHP).
That was all for yesterday. Just sent an email to all my team(Project:MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS) regarding the submission of the booklet for their presentation during the workshop since I receieve none. One of my teammate is actually sick so as a project manager,I thought it would be fair to postpone the deadline of submission from today to tuesday, so that they will have more time to plan and co-ordinate theyselves at the same time not compromising the quality of the work. As we uphold the objective of this workshop for us is that we will give our best to the participants of this workshop, I also does not want my teammates to feel stress and fall ill for this workshop. A happy man makes a good worker, thats my belief and I believe that is what I should do. As the client had replied and shown great interest in our project, we have to move on and thus I had set a deadline. But however I had foresee this delay thus I gave my team and myself 2 weeks of buffer time to co-ordinate and plan this workshop but I trust my teammates to be responsible enough to move along. hmm...
Guess that is very very all, got to get moving. Drafting the letter to my client soon and catch a good night/morning sleep.
Thought of the day:
Rome wasn't built in one day, so if we have the will to move on, there will be a way for us to be successful one day.
In the very presence of human, there is a chance of conspiracy; what is morally right or wrong is solely depending on individual logical reasoning.
Yesterday, I say this because it is already past 12 and I am suppose to blog about 19 January. Alright cut the craps, yesterday was nothing; just the as usual Class routine and my N~ZiRe Gathering. What makes the thing different yesterday in class is the topic which quite arouse my intrest. Re-presenting Reality which we are focusing on the reality of a media. I will cut the very details here also, because it is really a broad topic. But I will share one of my view which I had wrote in my Reflection Journal: " In every story there is always more than one side to it, but in all the media in this world only show one factual side of the story but not the other. In the presence of human, there will always be a chance of conspiracy" Thanks to Shawn who gave me my views when I met him, I was able to give the last sentence to complete my RJ. Thanks man Bro. And that was my academic day.
Met up with N~ZiRe as usual Friday. And we have 2 hot topics today. One was to whether we want to include the 13th member of this club. Some of the agreement was because that particular person is able to click with us very well, ok lets make it too well. Thus quite a number of vote to allow that person in. I shall keep the name of that person confidential till any further progression. The next BIG BIG topic is once agian regarding JR. That guy is seriously hiding some heart desire issues from us. HaHa~~, as the details are suppose to be confidential so I will not put in the grandmother story here. But just a emphasize a KEYWORD which is almost always emphasize in our club, to JR(if he is ever here). That Magical keyword is 'TRANSPARENCY"(disclaimer: The "transparency" here is not relating to the transparent paper we use for OHP).
That was all for yesterday. Just sent an email to all my team(Project:MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS) regarding the submission of the booklet for their presentation during the workshop since I receieve none. One of my teammate is actually sick so as a project manager,I thought it would be fair to postpone the deadline of submission from today to tuesday, so that they will have more time to plan and co-ordinate theyselves at the same time not compromising the quality of the work. As we uphold the objective of this workshop for us is that we will give our best to the participants of this workshop, I also does not want my teammates to feel stress and fall ill for this workshop. A happy man makes a good worker, thats my belief and I believe that is what I should do. As the client had replied and shown great interest in our project, we have to move on and thus I had set a deadline. But however I had foresee this delay thus I gave my team and myself 2 weeks of buffer time to co-ordinate and plan this workshop but I trust my teammates to be responsible enough to move along. hmm...
Guess that is very very all, got to get moving. Drafting the letter to my client soon and catch a good night/morning sleep.
Thought of the day:
Rome wasn't built in one day, so if we have the will to move on, there will be a way for us to be successful one day.
In the very presence of human, there is a chance of conspiracy; what is morally right or wrong is solely depending on individual logical reasoning.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
17 January 2007, Wednesday; sitting right here in my small cozy classroom about to prepare my third meeting presentation. Alittle bored by the topic today, so decided to drop an entry.
I am suppose to blog that saturday, but due to some reason I didn't came here. And Ya, Saturday was a day of events for me. First was the CCA fair back in JYSS, as a FDI , I am very proud of what the contingent had done during the CCA fair. (minus-ing all the mistakes in their drills). Also get to perform some public speaking due to some reason again... I will drop the very details of this event. Here are 2 pictures that I took with my fellow officer/instructors in JYSS.
Smilez instructors
That was CCA fair in JYSS, still happy being an NCO there and not intending to go OTC. Sorry all officers but my belief is " leadership does not neccessary be symbolised by ranks" that is my belief but of course there are still some officers who i see have ranks and leadership, and that is really something remarkable.
After the CCA, rush back home to bathe and out I go agian. This time I went to NAFA, watched Ferlyn's performance. Wow... Ferlyn... she can dance and sing very well, what more can we expect from a 14 year old? bright future she has. The concert was pretty entertaining, except for some singers who have voice that are so beautiful that they put my buddy, Nigel into sleep. =p
Guess I got to go prepare the stupid presentation which I am growing to hate it...
I am suppose to blog that saturday, but due to some reason I didn't came here. And Ya, Saturday was a day of events for me. First was the CCA fair back in JYSS, as a FDI , I am very proud of what the contingent had done during the CCA fair. (minus-ing all the mistakes in their drills). Also get to perform some public speaking due to some reason again... I will drop the very details of this event. Here are 2 pictures that I took with my fellow officer/instructors in JYSS.
From Left: Me, Fairoz, KevinBambang,Shiyong, Bambang
Smilez instructors
That was CCA fair in JYSS, still happy being an NCO there and not intending to go OTC. Sorry all officers but my belief is " leadership does not neccessary be symbolised by ranks" that is my belief but of course there are still some officers who i see have ranks and leadership, and that is really something remarkable.
After the CCA, rush back home to bathe and out I go agian. This time I went to NAFA, watched Ferlyn's performance. Wow... Ferlyn... she can dance and sing very well, what more can we expect from a 14 year old? bright future she has. The concert was pretty entertaining, except for some singers who have voice that are so beautiful that they put my buddy, Nigel into sleep. =p
N~Zire Visits to NAFA
Guess I got to go prepare the stupid presentation which I am growing to hate it...
Monday, January 08, 2007
08 Januaray 2007, second week of 2007 which means there is sort of like 3 more weeks to the next holiday. Ha~~ Why am I so looking forward it, the school just started for goodness sake~~!!
Finally I got back my laptop from Acer service center, so much that I won't suffer Laptop-Sick. I mean I will not miss Laptop so sickly that I fall asleep in class and attitude in class. Well, you guess it this Acer Travelmate 4150 had really became my travelmate, so much like my wife , so much like my house of thoughts , so much my wisdom so much my travelmate. Almost everywhere I went to, I am with this laptop. So I can't live without it.
I had a very nice lesson today on cognitive processes, the topic of the day is about moral... What is right and what is wrong. I shared my piece of mind through out the forum on what is right and what is wrong for some issues that are being brought up. This ought to be one of the best cognitive lesson that I had ever had.
I will be super super super super super duper duper duper duper duper duper duper busy for the few days.
Tomorrow: Have Business Forum to attend and after that had to rush down in cab to Junyuan Secondary to continue the contingent training for this coming saturday CCA Fair. I am the Overall Commanding Commander.
Wednesday: Not much, but got to go get my hair rid to a shorter length so that I won't be suan or caught for inappropriate grooming this coming saturday. The issue about FDI(Footdrill Intsructor) badge will be once pressured on me. Though I am a bronze badger for FDI but still they expect the discipline
Thursday: Got to skip Judo that day, will be meeting up with my workshop team regarding the Mind your own business. As the chances of clinching of the business with ESSS seems to be alittle bit far away, I am still clinching it with my team till the end.
Friday: General meeting for BC, going to end school late once again
Saturday: CCA Fair over at Junyuan.
While most of time are spend in RP and also travelling time. haiz../
Finally I got back my laptop from Acer service center, so much that I won't suffer Laptop-Sick. I mean I will not miss Laptop so sickly that I fall asleep in class and attitude in class. Well, you guess it this Acer Travelmate 4150 had really became my travelmate, so much like my wife , so much like my house of thoughts , so much my wisdom so much my travelmate. Almost everywhere I went to, I am with this laptop. So I can't live without it.
I had a very nice lesson today on cognitive processes, the topic of the day is about moral... What is right and what is wrong. I shared my piece of mind through out the forum on what is right and what is wrong for some issues that are being brought up. This ought to be one of the best cognitive lesson that I had ever had.
I will be super super super super super duper duper duper duper duper duper duper busy for the few days.
Tomorrow: Have Business Forum to attend and after that had to rush down in cab to Junyuan Secondary to continue the contingent training for this coming saturday CCA Fair. I am the Overall Commanding Commander.
Wednesday: Not much, but got to go get my hair rid to a shorter length so that I won't be suan or caught for inappropriate grooming this coming saturday. The issue about FDI(Footdrill Intsructor) badge will be once pressured on me. Though I am a bronze badger for FDI but still they expect the discipline
Thursday: Got to skip Judo that day, will be meeting up with my workshop team regarding the Mind your own business. As the chances of clinching of the business with ESSS seems to be alittle bit far away, I am still clinching it with my team till the end.
Friday: General meeting for BC, going to end school late once again
Saturday: CCA Fair over at Junyuan.
While most of time are spend in RP and also travelling time. haiz../
Thursday, January 04, 2007
4th January 2007, another day in school without a proper laptop infront of me. I really got to say that days are hard for me without a laptop....
Had a sleepy Enterprise lesson for me today. Particially due to the absence of my laptop, but it was quite a fulfilling lesson despite the fact that I am always dozing off. I manage to help my team put together an almost perfect presentation. I did a perfect finale for my team, which I am happy because I sent everyone impressed. That was the next perfect thing I had done for 2007, lets hope it will be a good year ahead.
Finally, I will get back my laptop tomorrow. According to the Acer engineer who return a call to me after I call them in Acer, my laptop was actually due next monday but I force them to get it done as soon as possibe by Friday. They told me that the fault can only let them get it done by saturday, but I was like alittle not happy with that, so I ask them to get it done as soon as possible under my will because I urgently needs it. I guess they still have conscience, they immediately get it fixed after I called them. HAHA.. so shiok..
Yeah! Will be wearing formal next tuesday for the youth entreprenuer forum. I am just a mere questioning team during the event. I was suppose to be the presenter, representing my IG, but due to the tight schdule i have and also that I have 2 major BC project in my hands, thus then I reject this very good chance to present infront of ministers.. HAIz...Lets hope there will be a second chance
thought of the day: No matter how bad it is, I am going to withstand it...
Had a sleepy Enterprise lesson for me today. Particially due to the absence of my laptop, but it was quite a fulfilling lesson despite the fact that I am always dozing off. I manage to help my team put together an almost perfect presentation. I did a perfect finale for my team, which I am happy because I sent everyone impressed. That was the next perfect thing I had done for 2007, lets hope it will be a good year ahead.
Finally, I will get back my laptop tomorrow. According to the Acer engineer who return a call to me after I call them in Acer, my laptop was actually due next monday but I force them to get it done as soon as possibe by Friday. They told me that the fault can only let them get it done by saturday, but I was like alittle not happy with that, so I ask them to get it done as soon as possible under my will because I urgently needs it. I guess they still have conscience, they immediately get it fixed after I called them. HAHA.. so shiok..
Yeah! Will be wearing formal next tuesday for the youth entreprenuer forum. I am just a mere questioning team during the event. I was suppose to be the presenter, representing my IG, but due to the tight schdule i have and also that I have 2 major BC project in my hands, thus then I reject this very good chance to present infront of ministers.. HAIz...Lets hope there will be a second chance
thought of the day: No matter how bad it is, I am going to withstand it...
Monday, January 01, 2007
1st January 2007, Monday. Here is the first blog in neverending89.blogspot.com for the year 2007. I just woke up from my sleep, was very tired since I get home very early in the morning. Ha~~
My very last moment of 2006 was with my forever and ever clan, N~ZiRe over at Downtown East. Sorry, there is no pictures but the memories are up in my head, flowing through my river of thoughts. We met at 2000 hours at Pasir Ris control station, had our dinner and we headed to Pasir Ris Park to have some chatting going on. I specially want to comment about the carrot cake I had yesterday, it is so not nice. Ferlyn's carrot cake was very blend, mine was salty only Don's is the perfect one. lolz.... forget it... So we went to Pasir Ris Park before the countdown and we were chatting about "ghost", what a nice topic before a new year; that topic seems so suitable for the environment there since it was so dark there. 2250 hours, we headed to downtown east to get into the countdown area, we were forbidden to go as we have Dangerous item on us, what? We have Foams with us, which was forbidded by law after the incidents last year when some people from... molested or pickpocketed during the event. Nevermind,we used up all the sprays first before we enter the place.
Its real HOT there, i mean fun there. Though its alittle bit noisy for some of us, but it seems that the ambience there is pretty high. Screaming and shouting and dancing, what more can you desribe happy will be there. When the countdown starts, we all gathered together shoulders to shoulders and count down to the new year. Fireworks, lightings and the music Au-lang-sang marks the new year for everyone in downtown east, everybody screams and dance to the music, it feels as though all the bad things are no longer in this world and we are in a new year!
N~ZiRe dance around for a moment when we decided to head to the beach again and have some emo talks.... After which, due to some emergency, we all headed home and that resemble the end of our countdown 2007 event..
As part of a new year......
my review for 2006
2006 is a year full of unfortunated events for me.
The biggest regret I had for that year is that I let myself work too hard and aimlessly that I neglected things around me. Along the way, I lost alots of things, my vast social circle, my own dignity and self confidence. I also regret to chiong too much that I had neglected myself too, making myself alittle too tired.
The only thing I am not regret for the year 2006 is, I am still single =p...
my resolution for 2007
2007 will be a brand new year for me.....
I will live up to this motto from here then
"if there is a will, there will be a way"
I will live happily for this year at the same time maintain my good results
I will not care about the social circle that I had lose, for I have a dream to fulfill.
my new email address: will2ways_seah@hotmail.com
Anyway, I changed my contacting email address, hope this will really mark a change. My new e-mail will be will2ways_seah@hotmail.com , feel free to add me for there are some contacts that I might had missed out. Currently I am waiting for all the contacts to accept my new e-mail before will2ways_seah@hotmail.com will be fully in operational. "chey" majiam like enterprise... Ha~~ just add me in.. thank you.
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That is all for the first blog entry in 2007, seriously hope that this year will be a year for me and those around me. I don't wish for any bad encounter this year anymore.
Thoughts of the day: If there is a will, there will be a way.
My very last moment of 2006 was with my forever and ever clan, N~ZiRe over at Downtown East. Sorry, there is no pictures but the memories are up in my head, flowing through my river of thoughts. We met at 2000 hours at Pasir Ris control station, had our dinner and we headed to Pasir Ris Park to have some chatting going on. I specially want to comment about the carrot cake I had yesterday, it is so not nice. Ferlyn's carrot cake was very blend, mine was salty only Don's is the perfect one. lolz.... forget it... So we went to Pasir Ris Park before the countdown and we were chatting about "ghost", what a nice topic before a new year; that topic seems so suitable for the environment there since it was so dark there. 2250 hours, we headed to downtown east to get into the countdown area, we were forbidden to go as we have Dangerous item on us, what? We have Foams with us, which was forbidded by law after the incidents last year when some people from... molested or pickpocketed during the event. Nevermind,we used up all the sprays first before we enter the place.
Its real HOT there, i mean fun there. Though its alittle bit noisy for some of us, but it seems that the ambience there is pretty high. Screaming and shouting and dancing, what more can you desribe happy will be there. When the countdown starts, we all gathered together shoulders to shoulders and count down to the new year. Fireworks, lightings and the music Au-lang-sang marks the new year for everyone in downtown east, everybody screams and dance to the music, it feels as though all the bad things are no longer in this world and we are in a new year!
N~ZiRe dance around for a moment when we decided to head to the beach again and have some emo talks.... After which, due to some emergency, we all headed home and that resemble the end of our countdown 2007 event..
As part of a new year......
my review for 2006
2006 is a year full of unfortunated events for me.
The biggest regret I had for that year is that I let myself work too hard and aimlessly that I neglected things around me. Along the way, I lost alots of things, my vast social circle, my own dignity and self confidence. I also regret to chiong too much that I had neglected myself too, making myself alittle too tired.
The only thing I am not regret for the year 2006 is, I am still single =p...
my resolution for 2007
2007 will be a brand new year for me.....
I will live up to this motto from here then
"if there is a will, there will be a way"
I will live happily for this year at the same time maintain my good results
I will not care about the social circle that I had lose, for I have a dream to fulfill.
my new email address: will2ways_seah@hotmail.com
Anyway, I changed my contacting email address, hope this will really mark a change. My new e-mail will be will2ways_seah@hotmail.com , feel free to add me for there are some contacts that I might had missed out. Currently I am waiting for all the contacts to accept my new e-mail before will2ways_seah@hotmail.com will be fully in operational. "chey" majiam like enterprise... Ha~~ just add me in.. thank you.
***********************************************************************************
That is all for the first blog entry in 2007, seriously hope that this year will be a year for me and those around me. I don't wish for any bad encounter this year anymore.
Thoughts of the day: If there is a will, there will be a way.
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