hmmm.. long time since i last blog. What can say? well, I cut all the things that i have done just give a general idea will do.
Life in school:
Just surviving is the word. I am not the best there, just good enough. My 'A's have been a inquality ones nowdays. hmm.. haiz.... I am struggling to show my abiliites.
Happy that I got the project director of a BC project - "outing" its a nothing big, but it is a small step ahead. I am determined to go ahead to complete this project though small , but i respect it. Going to do the best for it.Any more project for me to head?? hopefully...
Student Ambassador, isit a place for me?? I hope so? I feel so inferior there?? I don't know why.. but no matter what, I am staying for good..
Judo.. whenever I am there for the training, I don't feel good at all. I am so agitated that I couldn't throw anyone down.. the stress is there.. haiz..hope for a better ending one day..
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Sunday, July 23, 2006
mood: tired,*feel like singing
Nothing much all this weeks, just very busy with school.. Will be performing this monday for Judo, but I losed my Judo Pants.. sianz.. Projects from BC coming up, made a stupid request to BC to have a new department call the "human Resource" haha.. hmmm.. guess thats all for today, very tired.. =0
Monday, July 17, 2006
mood: Happy after CS.. Weather:
" tell me how long was the time I last blog.. LONG LONG AGO.. LONG LONG AGO." hmm, the song long long ago edited version best discribe my blog.. Long ago that it traps dust now.. Nothing much to say.. Its just school after school for the pass 2 to 3 weeks..
Yeah, I dark again!! hmm guess why, I noticed something that my skin tone had turn white as times goes by.. So took the opportunity of my classmate's sentosa trip and went to suntent!! yeah!!
I read a news today, a fit sporty teenage girl collapse and died mysteriously after 3 days in coma. A teenage girl who went to Pulau Ubin and fall down with little bruise and a small minor head injury and was out of danger, but died all a sudden after 2 days.Funny things happening around us.. hmm. whats wrong with this world???
Another wrong happening is the peace of this world. It seems that it is no longer a stable peace countries in the northern hemisphere is sliding to war. I mean the incident where North Korea fired 6 long range cruise missile which landed harmlessly on the international sealine. The US, Japanese, Chinese , South Korea, the whole world is shocked and dissapointed with this. Instead of peace conference about disarmament. North Korea broke the world record to reject international demand, I forgotten the time, it is either 45 hours or 45 mins. This is kind of sad, as it showed some hostility of the North Korean. The worse out come of this is US and Japanese including South Korea taking military actions on North Korea,to make it worse the chinese might come into the action on the opposition side to protect North Korea, to protect their economy since the North Koreans are a vital market to China. And thats just worse come senario. .. At the same time, a war is going now between Pakistan and Israel... WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD???
Guess I got to stop here.. I am too busy..lol...haha.. busy to sleep..busy to do RJ, Busy in school and Busy with games ..hah =P
Thoughts: Perfections, Respect and Happiness Welcome to my life NONG NONG AGO
Yeah, I dark again!! hmm guess why, I noticed something that my skin tone had turn white as times goes by.. So took the opportunity of my classmate's sentosa trip and went to suntent!! yeah!!
I read a news today, a fit sporty teenage girl collapse and died mysteriously after 3 days in coma. A teenage girl who went to Pulau Ubin and fall down with little bruise and a small minor head injury and was out of danger, but died all a sudden after 2 days.Funny things happening around us.. hmm. whats wrong with this world???
Another wrong happening is the peace of this world. It seems that it is no longer a stable peace countries in the northern hemisphere is sliding to war. I mean the incident where North Korea fired 6 long range cruise missile which landed harmlessly on the international sealine. The US, Japanese, Chinese , South Korea, the whole world is shocked and dissapointed with this. Instead of peace conference about disarmament. North Korea broke the world record to reject international demand, I forgotten the time, it is either 45 hours or 45 mins. This is kind of sad, as it showed some hostility of the North Korean. The worse out come of this is US and Japanese including South Korea taking military actions on North Korea,to make it worse the chinese might come into the action on the opposition side to protect North Korea, to protect their economy since the North Koreans are a vital market to China. And thats just worse come senario. .. At the same time, a war is going now between Pakistan and Israel... WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD???
Guess I got to stop here.. I am too busy..lol...haha.. busy to sleep..busy to do RJ, Busy in school and Busy with games ..hah =P
Thoughts: Perfections, Respect and Happiness Welcome to my life NONG NONG AGO
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
mood: half dead
ITAlY WON FIFA WORLD CUP 2006!!!! yeah!! opps, kind of late. hmm thats just yesterday morning. Was delighted when Italy won the world cup, not because that I support ITALY but that my predicution is right. HAHA.. As I said to my buddies, ITALY WILL WIN and it did.
Sunday was quite a boring day over at school, I signed up to be a helper of my school's event, Bridging Lives FIFA WORLD CUP 2006 Fesita. Thought it is going to be a very exciting moment for me but it seems not so. Firstly that I am quite lonely there, no one i am really close with are there. I was the stage crew then with Jeslin, Liyana and Joanne; all from Business Climate. Was told to report at 12.30 and then was a little briefing but nothing much being briefed, followed by a slack till 3.30. I was pretty unclear of my job that day, my job that day as briefed is of no difference of Usher.I was to usher the performers to their stage and check everything is running smoothly. Its not smooth at all that day, the performers are late for 30 mins, stage not set up by the logistics thus delaying the performance by 2 hours. So Jeslin and I was like, 'WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSE TO DO???SIANX' So did little but chat alot with Jeslin as Joanne and Liyana were at the agora while we are at the facilitate room. Secondly, the crowd is really 'huge' , get what i mean? ya its rainning that day, what a bad day!!, so there were little crowd, furthermore i really wonder how they let the public know of this event when they only send mails!! and for your info, it's EMAILS!! I thought they should had let students going block to block to aware the residents of this event, manpower is not quite a problem there are over 5000 students in RP and under CIE's Young Aspirer there is 3 IGs which can cater simply up to 100+ students!! I was wondering sports club people are in CIE's event too? but nevermind they are RP students too. Thirdly would be that no one is going to watch world cup with me =(, Jeslin was not interested and was with her friends who are all girls.. for your info, i am quite shy, Seniors? how many I know??
My final decision for that day is to leave the campus and join my buddies over at Honsonn tai zi's house to watch the world cup as there is nothing to do after 8 til the world cup screening at 2 in the lecture hall. But i didn't leave so early, I left at 11.15 pm with Joanne and liyana. Honestly speaking, I thought that there is some BAD OMEN coming for monday . I accompanied Honsonn to 7-11 after sending Sueh Li home, to get some snacks and beverages for the world cup coming up. Was on the way back, we are chatting all the way about our lifes and so and so and so. There is some funeral going around his block, when we walk pass it, we just kept our eyes to ourselves. SUDDENLY!!! this short sutra blast loudly in front of us!! and the funeral is behind us!! Normally when people play sutra, they will play it fully, but this one is just SHORT AND LOUD!! following by a chill. Was pretty scared, so walked faster to the lift, then we saw this wild cat, not really wild it look quite well fed and has greeny eyes and was looking at us. I told honsonn, what a animal to appear now, so we went home fast... ok lets stop this topic, i am alone now.. Then was the world cup finals, " SIANX" is also the world for the early part of the game. But after all at the extra time, Zidane headbutted A Italian, WHY? he is kind of insane as France is some how at the losing state here? Zidane was shown a red card, it is fair as it is a assault not tackle!.. read the news, they are suspecting that that italian player insulted zidane, " son of a terrorist whore". If its really true, that Italian is seriously having some attitude problem.The Italian won the world cup after a deciding 5-3 penalty shootout. Feel happy for them. After that was school, with weary and teary eyes. Had quite a bad day then since I was pretty tired.
Today was nothing, just normal problem day. I did a calculation too, got total of 33 'A's and i am going for more, not for showcase but for my future, I am sure and clear what i am doing now. No judo so spend the after school time playing CS with Edwin. And get to know a new friend!! her name is mei ting 2 years older than me.. But quite a nice girl.. hmm. nothing much, just a new friend get to say one more HI for the future days ahead.
Ahead of me will be this thursday mentor mentee session in SA at lunch time and a Racial Harmony event this friday.. lets hope the remaining week will be enjoyable and motivating for me.. Cheers =)Thoughts: If I am ever going to get that chance, I will show...
Sunday was quite a boring day over at school, I signed up to be a helper of my school's event, Bridging Lives FIFA WORLD CUP 2006 Fesita. Thought it is going to be a very exciting moment for me but it seems not so. Firstly that I am quite lonely there, no one i am really close with are there. I was the stage crew then with Jeslin, Liyana and Joanne; all from Business Climate. Was told to report at 12.30 and then was a little briefing but nothing much being briefed, followed by a slack till 3.30. I was pretty unclear of my job that day, my job that day as briefed is of no difference of Usher.I was to usher the performers to their stage and check everything is running smoothly. Its not smooth at all that day, the performers are late for 30 mins, stage not set up by the logistics thus delaying the performance by 2 hours. So Jeslin and I was like, 'WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSE TO DO???SIANX' So did little but chat alot with Jeslin as Joanne and Liyana were at the agora while we are at the facilitate room. Secondly, the crowd is really 'huge' , get what i mean? ya its rainning that day, what a bad day!!, so there were little crowd, furthermore i really wonder how they let the public know of this event when they only send mails!! and for your info, it's EMAILS!! I thought they should had let students going block to block to aware the residents of this event, manpower is not quite a problem there are over 5000 students in RP and under CIE's Young Aspirer there is 3 IGs which can cater simply up to 100+ students!! I was wondering sports club people are in CIE's event too? but nevermind they are RP students too. Thirdly would be that no one is going to watch world cup with me =(, Jeslin was not interested and was with her friends who are all girls.. for your info, i am quite shy, Seniors? how many I know??
My final decision for that day is to leave the campus and join my buddies over at Honsonn tai zi's house to watch the world cup as there is nothing to do after 8 til the world cup screening at 2 in the lecture hall. But i didn't leave so early, I left at 11.15 pm with Joanne and liyana. Honestly speaking, I thought that there is some BAD OMEN coming for monday . I accompanied Honsonn to 7-11 after sending Sueh Li home, to get some snacks and beverages for the world cup coming up. Was on the way back, we are chatting all the way about our lifes and so and so and so. There is some funeral going around his block, when we walk pass it, we just kept our eyes to ourselves. SUDDENLY!!! this short sutra blast loudly in front of us!! and the funeral is behind us!! Normally when people play sutra, they will play it fully, but this one is just SHORT AND LOUD!! following by a chill. Was pretty scared, so walked faster to the lift, then we saw this wild cat, not really wild it look quite well fed and has greeny eyes and was looking at us. I told honsonn, what a animal to appear now, so we went home fast... ok lets stop this topic, i am alone now.. Then was the world cup finals, " SIANX" is also the world for the early part of the game. But after all at the extra time, Zidane headbutted A Italian, WHY? he is kind of insane as France is some how at the losing state here? Zidane was shown a red card, it is fair as it is a assault not tackle!.. read the news, they are suspecting that that italian player insulted zidane, " son of a terrorist whore". If its really true, that Italian is seriously having some attitude problem.The Italian won the world cup after a deciding 5-3 penalty shootout. Feel happy for them. After that was school, with weary and teary eyes. Had quite a bad day then since I was pretty tired.
Today was nothing, just normal problem day. I did a calculation too, got total of 33 'A's and i am going for more, not for showcase but for my future, I am sure and clear what i am doing now. No judo so spend the after school time playing CS with Edwin. And get to know a new friend!! her name is mei ting 2 years older than me.. But quite a nice girl.. hmm. nothing much, just a new friend get to say one more HI for the future days ahead.
Ahead of me will be this thursday mentor mentee session in SA at lunch time and a Racial Harmony event this friday.. lets hope the remaining week will be enjoyable and motivating for me.. Cheers =)Thoughts: If I am ever going to get that chance, I will show...
Saturday, July 08, 2006
mood: sianx
Sooooooooooo Sorry for the late entry. Actually nothing much these fews day, just abit tired just abit busy...
First would be Business Climate, signed up 3 projects. BC outing every 3 months and Project Manager for Work shops. Lastly would be the project tommorrow where I will be part of the stage crew, the world cup fiesta.
Second would be Student Ambassador, so far so good, will be signing up for the fundraising event, but is still waiting for the result as it seems that alot of SA's signing up... Lets just hope that I will pass the three month probation
Third would be Judo, trainning after training, the source of my tireness, but nevertheless I am there to prove myself, who says size matters? I will train hard... =)
Life is alittle bit stressful nowadays too.. kind of having some enemies around..haiz.. they say it takes some sacrifice to excel, so what am i sacrificing here??????
First would be Business Climate, signed up 3 projects. BC outing every 3 months and Project Manager for Work shops. Lastly would be the project tommorrow where I will be part of the stage crew, the world cup fiesta.
Second would be Student Ambassador, so far so good, will be signing up for the fundraising event, but is still waiting for the result as it seems that alot of SA's signing up... Lets just hope that I will pass the three month probation
Third would be Judo, trainning after training, the source of my tireness, but nevertheless I am there to prove myself, who says size matters? I will train hard... =)
Life is alittle bit stressful nowadays too.. kind of having some enemies around..haiz.. they say it takes some sacrifice to excel, so what am i sacrificing here??????
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
mood: tired
Tired Tired Tired, thats me today.. Haiz.. Brazil , England and Spain is out of world cup 3 of my favourite National Team. But I am still having some expectation on the world cup, will be expecting France against Germany in the Finals, to me it is really going to be a showdown.
Had Cogintive module today, its a drag, real drag as I am seriously tired today... I calculated that I had a total of 28 'A's out of the 45 problems. with about 20 ' B's and 2 modules yet to know. I was very quiet with this result as I don't want any one to know my result. However they found out one day, i mean my classmate found it out. One of them said, " to get 'A's you got to give up your friends" is it true? Isit true that to excel, I had to sacrifice something?? isit true?? All this prove too much for me, I want to excel, I want to socialise too.. haiz..
Shall stop here, tired tired tired,...
Thoughts: Am i a myth or a legend?
Had Cogintive module today, its a drag, real drag as I am seriously tired today... I calculated that I had a total of 28 'A's out of the 45 problems. with about 20 ' B's and 2 modules yet to know. I was very quiet with this result as I don't want any one to know my result. However they found out one day, i mean my classmate found it out. One of them said, " to get 'A's you got to give up your friends" is it true? Isit true that to excel, I had to sacrifice something?? isit true?? All this prove too much for me, I want to excel, I want to socialise too.. haiz..
Shall stop here, tired tired tired,...
Thoughts: Am i a myth or a legend?
Tired Tired Tired, thats me today.. Haiz.. Brazil , England and Spain is out of world cup 3 of my favourite National Team. But I am still having some expectation on the world cup, will be expecting France against Germany in the Finals, to me it is really going to be a showdown.
Had Cogintive module today, its a drag, real drag as I am seriously tired today... I calculated that I had a total of 28 'A's out of the 45 problems. with about 20 ' B's and 2 modules yet to know. I was very quiet with this result as I don't want any one to know my result. However they found out one day, i mean my classmate found it out. One of them said, " to get 'A's you got to give up your friends" is it true? Isit true that to excel, I had to sacrifice something?? isit true?? All this prove too much for me, I want to excel, I want to socialise too.. haiz..
Shall stop here, tired tired tired,...
Thoughts: Am i a myth or a legend?
Had Cogintive module today, its a drag, real drag as I am seriously tired today... I calculated that I had a total of 28 'A's out of the 45 problems. with about 20 ' B's and 2 modules yet to know. I was very quiet with this result as I don't want any one to know my result. However they found out one day, i mean my classmate found it out. One of them said, " to get 'A's you got to give up your friends" is it true? Isit true that to excel, I had to sacrifice something?? isit true?? All this prove too much for me, I want to excel, I want to socialise too.. haiz..
Shall stop here, tired tired tired,...
Thoughts: Am i a myth or a legend?
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