mood: tired but happy weather; Cloudy

EMPTY!! hmm thats the word to describe my bus to woodlands today. its not actually fully empty, but its just that there are plenty of seats..haha.. Today was the Basic Science module and i am put into a challenge, Physic problem.. SHIT I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT IT!! it takes quite a struggle for me to actually understand the basics of the problem,which is about electrical curcuit... through one of my china classmate Qi Lin.. the lesson is quite entertaining as today no one seems to be listening to the facilitator's chanting and sixth presentation. All of us are in one conversation box opened by Guo Long and me..and the whole class is in the conversation talking big time about the facilitator. The best part was when guo long actually typed " go zap his nipple lea, like this he sure high" haha, and the class actually laughed and the facilitator know nothing about this. Worse, through out the whole day he is laughing to himself.. lol..

I am not putting too much hope on my grades today, as i think i failed to understand and present the concept well enough as it is really physic which i don't really are good at, especially when it come to electricity.. perhaps there should be more easy topics for freshmen like us, lets say lights or sound. But this module truely tested our team work and spirit, as all of us come from different backgrounds and also have different fields of speciality in science.. for instance, Lydia and I have background in Biology whereas Patricia have physic. except for Qi Lin who actually studied all the sciences in China. so therefore helping eachother knowing the concept is very important.. hmmm...

Went to the briefing on the coming SIT cyber camp a.k.a School of infocomm technology freshmen orientation camp. the camp sound alittle fun and yet alittle boring... but for the sake of 2 C.E points and knowing more people, i decided to go for the camp..haha... after the briefing, met huili at the RPC as she have some 'problems' with her laptop, actually its also not any big problem. We took taxi back to tampines, since huili is in a rush and i headed to someone home.

nah nah i am not flirting or wooing that someone. its just my ex. and i am there to return the disk she borrowed me last week. Her family surprisingly still remembers me and i did the basic manner to actually say hi to her mother and elder sister. Her mum offered me to enter the house, but i rejected saying i am in a 'rush'. white lies... i don't want to enter that house of my past memory... her mum to said this ' you kong lai zhou' means do come and visit when free in chinese, but i only say, 'sure' but on actual fact i am not going back there anymore. Its time to forget things that are meant to be forgotten, life is short but yet long and difficult to fulfill. small things like this i shall just treat it nothing but dirt, throw them to the back of my mind and shall not shed man's tear anymore for her...

thoughts:You are who i have to forget and i am who you need to forget.

mood: calm, tired weather:Rainy...

yawnzz. is so tired today... as usual, i went to RP to have studies there.. Enterprising today, so i am studying on preceptions... Was pretty fun and I can't deny the fact that i just love to work with my Team in this module... James, Meiyi and Rahimah.. love working with them, best group i am going to have in this semester...humpf, i am having a very bad flu plus headache,think it is a adapting illness as i am still not used to the everyday thinking schdeule

Reach school pretty early today, nope is too early as the bus came just in time for me to be that early.. so have a sleepy day, but still enjoy the discussion of problems and problem solving...doing presentations and so on.... But the bored atmosphere in RP is getting me NUTS.. hope can make it more nice and more lively!!! OMG!! i saw all the year 2 and year 3.. THEY ARE ALL SO DEAD!!! but definately i am not going to be like them, i am so going to look entertainment and make my life and others around me full of laughter....

Suppose to go to someone house and return her the disk i borrowed.. a bless? it rained and i got another escape from meeting her.. seriously?? why i hate to see her nowadays.. but i guess its a good thing too, she ended me up in this loneliness, using me as a toy to forget her pain...so why meet her?? don't meet the best way for me... but i am forgeting her, thats a good piece of news.. so how i know i forgeting her, because when she call me today.. i totally don't know who is that!...hmmm..anyway, just let go and find her 'true wei love' and never let her dream of using me to forget being ignored by her true love.. and bless her with her true love...I am not going to care about that she anymore.. i am more focus on myself...

a smile from me lies another sorrow.. brothers, can't even make a time for eachother nowadays, SCHOOL, CCAs and so on are barriers infront of us...diminishing relationships... what is that?? is it because we are really being torn apart by our interest, our dreams and our future?? i don't know, but I know this will only really add to my already there loneliness...True enough, i am very lonely nowadays... Even if i found new friends in RP, i will still find my secondary school buddies and friends the best in my life and memorable...

A student life activites fesita is coming.. so looking forward to it.. have 4 choices for sports, Soccer, Akido, Floorball or Dragon boat.. soccer will stand 30%, floor ball 35%, Akido25% and dragon boat 5%..haha.. but i will be joining to CCA, to busy myself out... the confirm joining one will be STUDENT UNION!! just love organising, thats the place for me..

Thoughts: another day is so going to pass by, my love my feeling for you, diminish as it goes by.... sorrow is slowly being taken over by the numbness to my love....in search for a new happiness for my emotional mind...

Mood: tired sleepy Weather: Hot!!

Sunday, sunday, sunday!! nothing to do, just staying at home, watching TV, playing games, sleeping.. hmmm..

I am so looking forward my new spects..haha.. and just found out something.. I GOT ANOTHER 'A' FOR MY PRESENTATION!! but i got a B in another presentation.. -_-''' that broke the chain..hmmm...

second week in RP lea.. hmm agree with Huili.. RP like very sian lea. but i think there are fun things but just that we haven't found it out..but whether or not, i will sure make my life and others in RP as fun as possible :)

Thoughts:pain? loneliness? i'm deleting them away....

mood:happy but lonely weather: sunny hot come rainy

went to saffra to take my 168 bus today, with huili, manage to get up the bus.. finally, i learnt to be clever... hmmm... chatted on the bus for quite a time before falling asleep...so reached school pretty early today...

my module today... Cognitive problem solving.. basically equip us the ability to solve problems.. its useful enough as it do help in our other modules as in RP, we learn through Problem Base Learning.. today have a very bad start in my problem solving. We have 2 presentations today, the first one is to present our findings and observation of the problem video.. well our observations failed, its actually about a Australian football but our observation its a Rurby,...well Austrialian football definately have some significant difference from Rurby..definately.. hmmm. our failure did actually demoralise me awhile, but i managed to moltivate myself again to fight on.. at the third meeting, my group presentation go power on and actually earn a 'good' and 'well done' word from our facilitator.. my facilitator questioned my teammates but except me, wonder if it is a good or bad sign for me.. but definately our great last minute teamwork earn us a good presentation.. hmm....

Not particularly in a good mood today, so throughout the day i am wearing a smiley mask.. so went to tampines with a mission in mind, not home but something confidential.. on the bus, helped hui li called the acer computer as she have problem with her laptop... hmm not so much help either as half way i let her take over the phone..reach tampines then went to Macdonalds.. back home , stucked in laptop.. hmm...

Suddenly i felt so lonely again.. its again and again.. just tell me why.. to love another one, i have to forget the person i once love.. so painful, where's my painkiller??? my pain sms me just now, so is it a bless that i didn't reply??maybe?? hmm.. loneliness is ruling me at times... i have too many wounds to heal.. haiz....

thoughts:time is my painkiller, loneliness will be my side effects...

Mood:Sleepy Weather: sunny come rainy

argh!!! the third time i miss my bus!!! argh.. as usual today i missed my bus, so sickening... not just me missed the bus, huili my friend too miss the bus.. shit 168!! but partially appreciate the driver who trys to speed up, so we actually took only 35 mins to reach woodlands instead of the usual 45 mins.

My module of today, Computering Mathematics and method... starting of the course is kind of boring, partly my fault as i can't really keep myself awake.. hmmm.. my teammates are alittle quiet in the first place too...wake myself up with some coffee and sweet..hmm.. after that was a hardcore mathematics time.. solve this and that. wah!! its quite a time since i did my maths revision..so quite slow in solving equations..hmmm. but after that, had a very great time with my teammates as we show some funny videos.. its a destressing moment. very nice..hmm.. and very happy to announce that i score a straight 'A's for my science module and enterprising module lesson 1.. so shiok..will be so heading forward for a complete 'A's

after school, which ends specially early today... went back to tampines, actually want to meet someone up to 'pei' her, but think the time doesn't tally so we didn't in the end..hmmmm.. home, i was like singing all the way, till i fall asleep as i am really very sleepy.. singing only deplete my remaining energy..so slept till 2030 and eat dinner, watch TV.. then back here blogging

left with 2 days to decide if i want to go for OTC or shall i just stay as a senior NCO and come down when i am needed. considered the Special unit of SJAB ba..

Will be looking forward tomorrow, problem solving skills.. will be the module.. great, hope the module is not so boring as it is today.. And my BIRTHDAY WISH LIST coming out soon..heex

thoughts: why so perfectionist, so dominant?? don't blame me... a person going through so much pains of mistakes and failure won't let himself spell pain anymore

mood:tired but still clear in mind Weather:considered fine

today,as usual i went to school for the moltivating presentations. to be honest, i am getting more and more moltivated to present.. but sometimes i have to control my moltivated mood as i don't want my teammates to be killed by my dominance and my craving perfectionist attitude.

Haiz... today i missed my bus, 168's frequency is so low that the bus is always crowded. But my friend Hui Li is so kind that she waited for me at the interchange. appreciate her really much.. heex.. so " thank you huili :)' but time to time i also quite guilty as i thought" HOW CAN I LET A GIRL WAIT?" hmmm.. ok anyway thats not the hot topic for my blog today, haha.. the highlight will be my unfortunate to miss bus always... but today the bus after my first miss was very empty...

today i am doing the module on Effective Communication practice.. pretty fun, but also very tedious as this is different from the pass 2 module where we just research and present.. its a big challenge to my teammates and I... we are given the problem of coming out a product for a company and communicate to our costumer about of our product.. specially thanks to my teammate, Lydia's story on his cousin, we came out with our product, A walky Talky for children.. further on, we are given a second idea from another teammate, Artika(don't know if i spell correctly, sorry:( ) . she gave a idea of a stamp roller, which is quite artistic.. so therefore i suggested to combine this 2 idea and we came out with a product of our own, the 'Roller Talky', this name is proudly given by another teammate, Guo Long.Wen Qin generously donated her handphone for us to take photo of my pictures for the pictorial instructions... hmm looks like our group today is pretty active today..we tested out our product and its a good to say success... at the end of the day, we are suppose to come out with a pictorial instructions on the assembling of the product, proud to say that our instructions are clear and our volunteered tester, our classmate, Eugene have minimum problems while assembling our product... hopefully our group can get good comments from the facilitator... hmmmm

Back home, I changed my clothes and sleep! haha... woke up around 2030 to have dinner and watch TV, so interested to the programme that i missed someone's call.. so i called back her, and we chatted till very late.. haha.. in fact till i stopped blogging and talk to her till now..which is already closing one..heex.. really nice to have someone to chat to.. i feel great... thanks to her.. =)

tomorrow will be another day, looking forward to it.. to the next module presentation.. looking forward to my next group of teammates.. at the moment i am yet to decide if i am going to OTC for SJAB, but considering that i have commitment problem, i might not go. as simple saying, a leader who can't commit one hundred percent is not a perfect leader no matter if he or she got all it takes to be a leader... hmmmm. so hope tomorrow will be a nice day.. :)

Thoughts: i will forget my past and look at my future, i will make it shine...

mood:tired shacked weather:cold and rainy

Have i forgotten someone? have I? yes i think for the past two days, i really haven't thought of that person... so whats in my mind? all the while i have nothing in my mind, my mind is only surrounding my daily module presentations.. how i want to improve, what is it i don't understand.. thats it... someone also passed me up this question to be attached again.. well, sorry and sad to say, i got this feeling i might be bachelor for another 2 years? hmm. well thats what i feel, it might change? isn't it?ok, so i am going to blog to the events going on yesterday and today...hmmm

17 April 2oo6
first day of school, wake up early , a cup of Milo and off to the bus stop... pretty lucky that day cause i didn't miss any bus... hmm then reach school, sit inside the classroom waiting for the facilitator, she is late. then my friend kelvin enter wrong class... haha.. funny. that day, did my presentation quite well, i have confident with it..my module yesterday was enterprising skills and have to do a presentation on personality. then school end for me at 5pm. left the campus at 530 due to the heavy downpour...reach Tampines around 1915.. then change mouse with HuiLi, cause she like my white colour mouse..den i liker her black colour one.so change..actually the same, its just the colour different. and both are free mouse..ahhaa..

18 April 2006
second day which is today. missed a bus.. haiz. then today so blur.. drop my laptop on bus, lucky it is not damaged, if not i can cry man.. my module today is Basic Sciences and is suppose to present the topic on blood relations...I had a very bad presentation today, as my understanding of the topic isn't there, so therefore its alittle unorganised.. but my teammates today are very good despite that only 2 of my teammates turn out and the other 2 went MIA....like yesterday, i have to leave the campus late today due to a heavy downpour... took 168 home, on the bus, i sleep like pig lo..haha....hmm thats for today.. looking forward for tomorrow, communication practices.. shiok..haha..

Thoughts: Am I forgetting you? but for what i should think of you? you will not think of me... so i am right i should forget you and give blessing to you and him....

mood:not very happy, lonely weather:Rainy

woke up at 3pm today, as its a very long night for me yesterday... felt very sad after hanging up the phone yesterday. as usual, never happy with it... very sad... sat in daze on my arm chair in the room after brushing teeth and my breakfast=lunch. lately the sky started to turn grey and soon rain started to pour down. feel as though god felt my sorrow and cry with me... haiz...

I decided to sing then, duan le de xian,Ge Qian and Feng by Jay Chou, Ni bu Zai, kiss goodbye by Wang Li Hong...don't know if the rain go bigger? hmm. no mood to joke here.... sing till 1630, time to go gym... met with Shi Yong, but he is late, only she is the earliest... but don't know why, i just don't want to see her eyes....train train train till 1900, then we decided to cool down... then went to eat sushi.. send her home >.< hurted but still so want to...

lately i still found out tonnes of stuff happening in my past relationship...all coming down like eyeless swords and blades, peircing through my already there wound... So i am just a toy, for her to forget each lover she had.... an "I love you" to drive me towards her, a "sorry, you're a nice guy, I think you can find a better one" to ditch me away... haiz... I feel, what i am actually and also had doubt my chance to have a very sweet, perfect relationship.. trust my love for her, but it is all so wasted :(

guess now, its like a broken string now.. i have to forget to go on... first love, so difficult to put down.. guess thats why its love..but endless waiting won't lead to anything...she will never be back here, even if she is, i doubt she is real... haiz... the song 'duan le de xian' might be the song i wish to sing to her ba....

I’m silent, you don’t have much to say either

Between us, what are we missing? Let’s not say

Aiyo…After smiling, my expression finally has a bit of sadness

Holding your hand Asked you for your final decision before I left

I suddenly laughed with a relieved heart

The laughter circled around the middle of a mountain

Floated with the wind, swaying

Arrived before you, pacing back and forth

Your tears streamed down

Saying that you will remember my goodness

I also curled up the corners of my mouth, smiling

Your beauty has already been given to whom?

Chasing and chasing again, I can’t get it back

I understand that the leaves that have left the trees

Belong to the world of the ground, withering

adapted from

*duan le de xian*, by Jay Chou..

<.translated.>

school starting tomorrow, just like my shi mu yi qi says, should look forward my future, new will never replace the old if i cling to the old.... btwn me and her, had reach a stage where its like a broken string on a string musical instrument, even if it is restringed, the melody won't be the same anymore... she have given her sweetness and beauty to him... i'm out...fallen, beaten...

thoughts: whose hurt?? I am....guide me to trust love again...

Mood: relatively sad Weather:hot

Kbox!! visited K box today, finally.. since Shawn and I are so craving to sing.. haha.. So today attendance marked shawn, Jing Ren and I present. 3 people occupied the room and sing till shiok..haha..

so we sang from 11am to 2 pm.. hmm.. isn't it long.. we feel like we have just join a failed concert..haha. as along the way all of us actually 'zhou yin' alot of times. but of course there are songs which we can sing very nice...

Since very day is so lonely and so full of sorrow, I have nothing to do but to mug myself with songs.. just like shakespeare says, "may music be the food of love" let music feeds me till i am numb of love ba.. thats what i want....

then back here, blogging lea. right after this i am going to search for songs and also search for their lyrics...hmmm... I am singing to forget how cheated I am.. how used I am.. :(

Thoughts: the melancholy of the tune.. the sorrow of the lyrics.. the lonliness of my voice..thats my song, can you hear it?

mood: happy, missing someone weather: cloudy

hmm. the dinner was specially nice.. today was the last meeting before the frequency of my brother clan meeting up together go to a really once in a blue moon state...

so we met up at 6pm, reach there around 645, as we are waiting for some of us along the way. headed towards Han River which is the place where we had our dinner..haha. we took lots of food to eat.. we are like seven month hungry spirits.. eating and eating and eating..haha.. along the way we also chat alot.. words like river, thats why we are in Han River..haha..

we took lots of photos as welll.. then after which we travelled to Pasir Ris Park.. sit down and sing..then we decided to go play pool.unfortunately the pool centre had cease their operation.. so Jing Ren, Shawn and I took our time to go home.. the last train left even before we can board it, so we all took Taxis home..our is yellow top.. then honsonn and nigel is mercedes.. Shen took no. 3 home..haha.

then here i am here blogging. had a very long chat with my RP friend, Kelvin..

actually suppose to go meet someone..but i didn', guess i haven' t heal from the last incident. and i am still tagging on her.. but she is thinking of another guy... i shouldn't be there. i thinki shouldn't.. guess I really have to give up.. bachelor life.. is this what i am meant of???

thoughts: I sing to forget you, dance to numb my loneliness.. but i truely still miss the sweet days with you... but all these days, my loneliness, my sorrow is pericing through my fragile heart.. i know you are no longer with me, so therefore i have to forget you and forget love...

mood: shacked Weather:rainy

feel so sad.. thats me yesterday.. suddenly i feel the urge to go back to her.. but i can't.. lately then i found out that, i have to forget her..i have to.. life is going to change for me and her. she will be waiting for that guy to come to her.. and i will be here waiting for the next girl.. haiz... love hurts, can't love anymore.. 爱很痛， 我找不到我要的爱。。

每一夜 被心痛穿越
思念永没有终点
早习惯了孤独相随
我微笑面对

will be going to my brother's dinner gathering after this.. its the last meeting before all of us go forward to our various Polys and JCs.. hopefully we still got the chance to meet up every weekends.. like we are now.. cause i really don't want to miss all this buddies who stayed by me during my darkest and happiest moment...

thoughts: don't be sweet to me, if your heart is with the other guy....

mood:shacked weather:rainy

yippee..tomorrow brothers great dinner.. haha shiok shiok shiok..hmm well will be looking forward tomorrow...

today,followed my mother to her checkup..well feel like beating up the SGH staffs.. bad service bad everything..hmmm.. argh...

Thoughts:What will happen to me, if one day you are leaving with another guy...

mood:shacked weather:hot and sunny

yipee.. using my laptop to blog for the first time...using my broadband ethernet..haha.. hmm.. so today whole day was like camping at home... playing..sleeping.. only chat with one person helping her to solve her computer problems...haha..then nothing till now lea

tomorrow is nothing..going to accompany my mother to do her checkup.. since its a brain scan.. its definately she will feel giddy..so got to accompany her home and there..hhaa...

school starting next week..kinda looking forward it.. hmmm

Thoughts:will you feel sad.. if one day.. i am with another girl..

mood:happy weather:rainy

Yeah! today i am the earliest in my class..haha.. huili also.. as we took the same bus.. and also saw Fad..my ex classmate.. well she is loud enough to identify her voice.haha...

today was pretty fun.. the first thing we do when we start school..is to prepare a skit using a few words randomly picked from an envelop held by our student leaders... so Kelvin, James and me with another 2 guy which i forget their name was in the same group..the group easiest to recognise, why? all-man group ma..haha...our skit is about a uncle with a beard, carrying a camera, scratching his armpit... along the way he saw a ballet dancing ballet, so he took the photo of the dancer.. halfway through he was hungry and went to cafe to have a bowl of soup.. he scrup his soup noisily... He choked and he coughed.. embarassed, he stood up and cat walk away.. not noticing the banana peel on the floor, he stepped on it and slip falling onto a bonquet of flower.. and he moo like a cow in pain..haha..its was funny..ahhaa...

After that we had a change of group.. followed 2 malay girl whom i forget their names, wen ling and Eugene who i know them yesterday. this time we were shot with a problem and is suppose to solve it.. haha.. Eugene and I was send to collect water bottles so, we are off the group discussion.. when we came back, I was blurred by what my team mates have done..so i asked them.. but they told me the things they did wasn't in order..as in we are given cards with possible solutions to solve.. but they jumble up.. so using a little bit of creativity.. i volunteered and help to organise the steps.. and come out with a presentation last minute.. but its quite a success,as i help my teammates to counter back the questions from the facillitators also..haha.. well, the facillitators said' normally people like shao cheng and kelvin who is more vocal and chatty will dominate a dicussion' well, sound nice as it sound very encouraging..but on a second thought..hmm 'chatty', what a word to replace talkative.. hmmm. well, thats just my mind stirring around..

afterwhich..is the end.. we all went home..I went back to SJAB and have a look.. hmm. so i trained the contingent of speech day , together with Shi Yong and Fairoz.. sharon was not there.. so is deming.. someone pop me up the question what is happen between the OCs and Sharon.. well they are Sec 3 NCOs..so i thought they got the rights to know..so i told them.. I know one of them will definately tell sharon what i told them..so i say..' go ahead. if want to mess with me, what i can say is, Bring it On'.. I also tell them my personalities when it come to serious politcal problems like now.. 'fearless and cunning' thats me.. well.. the worse senerio is, i am out of SJAB.. which I think, its ok, if they think iam the worm of the apple? hmmm. up to them...

Training was over, the cadet NCO who chatted with me this problem chatted for quite a long time..after which i accompanied someone home.. as i promised.. hmmm. pretty sad.. but its all just like drama, planned and you can't do anything to it..cause the director lives up there above the clouds.. home sweet home after which....

Suppose to go out with my friends in RP tomorrow..but guess its not successful ba.. as Slyvia is not free tomorrow, and i can't ask anyone, as all of them offline..haha.. well guess we still got a long time to go out together, since its like we are going to be in the same class for the next one semester..hmm...

thoughts: i saw your back, diminishing in front of me.. I want to hug you, but the courage isn't there.. my love had moved into a stage where i can no longer bring out confidence in it anymore...

mood:happy weather:cloudy

Miss 2 buses!! early in the morning, 7 am. went to the bus stop to wait for 168, which will bring me to Woodlands.. first bus was missed as i need to wait for huili.. second bus, best.. so crowded till i cannot board it , so broke off with huili there.... till the third bus then i manage to get it..hmm..then reach RP at 8.30..lated... but its ok, as almost the whole school is late..ahaha...

My class is W24L.. went to my class soon as i reach there.. saw someone in my class.very familar..in fact i know her.. well.she enter the wrong class...wahaha.. this is funny. think don't mention the name better..ahaha..

well.. guess the problem of friends is being solved today as i met and befriended with 5 people in my class... Kelvin, a post NS man; Wang Lei, a China chinese, Wen ling, also a china chinese, Slyvia, a 18 year old girl and Eugene, a guy same age as me..haha. pretty fast huh? hmm.. we already started to chit chat and make fun of eachother liao.haha....
well...the successful computering course is a total boring one.. but i still got to learn some of it.. to secure myself and my laptop in the future..haha..

the course ended at 2.. early by 3 hours from the expected time. so went home after that...
tomorrow.. going back to RP for the second day orientation..dun need to bring laptop..haha..

thoughts:its the start of everything....

mood:calm Weather:cool

went to visit my grandfather's tomb today.. hmm.. its a practise for me every year so without fail, today i made a visit there.. woke up quite late today around 1 plus.. went to visit around 4... back home around 6.. had my dinner. than rest, play my laptop then here i am..

tomorrow!! going to Republic for my orientation.. so excited.. my class is W24L worx.. haha..hope it will be a good class..hmmm. so going to rest now, if not tomorrow i will have a hard time waking up.. tatax>.<

thoughts: i am leaving.. to a far away place, to a new life. will u be happy for me??

mood:happy calm weather: sunny come rainy

I'm late again!!.. argh.. this is a very fustrating thing to find out today.. hmm.. i'm suppose to meet my brothers for a basketball game.. but i am late for 30++ mins..argh.. but lucky my buddies didn't say anything much..haha..

went to play have basketball from 1030 to around 1300... met a funny little boy, wearing incredibles shirt. playing with us.. with his ultimate fist..haha.. hmm. its not meant to be understand..haha. actually i don't really enjoy myself.. not because my buddies are not entertaining.. but its that i feel i don't have the ingredients for being a good basketball player..i still feel more intact with soccer, badminton, hockey, floorball and pool.. these sports is no doubt i can play to the best..haha..

back home at 1400.. i slept after a cold bathe.. feeling a sharp pain at my ankle, suspect and afraid its a sprain... hmm..woke up at 1900.... ate my dinner.. chicken rice worx, cooked by my mother.. so nice.. yummy... after which in my room..singing.haha. all the way till 2300.. i sang, feng, fa ru xue, ge qian, yuan you hui, all by jay chou..andmany other songs ba..ahaha including jiu shi ai ni byy tao zhe...

I also clear my MP3 today.haha. i put in new folders.. instead of' chinese songs' all this i classify the songs into 3 type... in chinese...'ran wo xiang qi ni' , 'wo xiang dui ni shuo' ,' ting le jiu xing fen' and ' jiu rang wo wang le ni' ... interesting?? thats my opinion...

then here i am blogging.. saw a person nick.. just thought,hmmm.. childish? i don't think the people referred by the nick are childish.. but they are pitiful..aren't they.. their chance to learn was just taken away by some power hunger people.hmm. haiz..

Republic Poly Freshman orientation programme is coming.. due next monday. i am carrying a very excited mood with me.. but yet a lost mood.. perhaps its that i know, my life will be different from then... i have missions ofmy life to fulfill.. and i know i am going to make myself happy from then.. so going to throw away all the bad memories, my decayed past.. RepubliC! here i come :)

thoughts:if throwing away my past means throwing away you.. will u be sad?

mood: shacked weather: rainy

waking up at 12pm.. decided not to go for SJAB today for the following reason
1. my sunburnt is irritating me
2. no mood.. nothing makes me happy today..

so, its another day camping at home.. playing.. sleeping and watching TV.. jobless now.. just waiting for the week after next.. when school reopens for poly...

i don't have the mood either.. so tired.. so dead.. and my dyed hair colour is fading..sad.. haiz.. i don't know what's wrong. bt my natural hair colour is grey..cannot blame either.. its my genes....haiz...

thoughts:if i'm really going to have a white head..will u ever want me...

Mood:happy Weather:sunny come rainy

unwilling?reluctant? these are words good enough to explain how i climb.. ahem.. corrections.. is crawl out of bed... well don't understand why i am so lazy and so dead all these days... deprived love? nah.. i have enough of it... ok.. well, thats just me crapping, just one sentence, I LOVE SLEEPING!! SLEEPING ROCKS!! woo-hoo..haha..

so i have to start this blog by saying the word 'sorry' to those who read my blog..heex. i had noticed that its quite a out-dated blog here..heex..sorry..so i promised honsonn and nigel that i will blog as much as possible.heex..

tampines swimming complex.. hmm open on 31 march 2006.. today, honsonn, shawn, nigel, derrick and I made our first visit to that renovated swimming complex.. its quite a sight, got slides got water falls.. and one more thing.. THE TOILETS ARE SO MUCH CLEANER NOW..haha.. so not defeating the purpose of that place, we went there to swim.. but we also did more than just swimming.. for instance, we tried out the slides, fun man.. and also the water falls.. standing under it, you feel so great.. we also played wrestling.. haha.. also the piggyback challenge..haha. i was so sorry to one of my brothers, as when i was push down fromt he piggyback.. i accidentally pulled down his pants..haha.. opps..ahaha(children under 16 please ignore the above sentence, ur co-operation is greatly appreciated by neverending89.blogspot.com, thank u) -_-'''. till the sun is unhigh in the sky, we bathe and went to have our precious lunch....

Reach home at 6, being a sleepy king, earning a nick piggy.. I slept! woo-hoo... woke up at 7. to have dinner..after dinner..found 2 miss call.. called that person..so we chatted. till her handphone flat..wahaha.. wat a concidence.... after that, another person call me.. so we chat.. again but this time, is her house cordless phone that is running on a flat battery..so no choice..we sms.. after which.. I'm here blogging lea..haha..

thoughts:what if one day, you are really going to loss me...

Miss 2 buses!! early in the morning, 7 am. went to the bus stop to wait for 168, which will bring me to Woodlands.. first bus was missed as i need to wait for huili.. second bus, best.. so crowded till i cannot board it , so broke off with huili there.... till the third bus then i manage to get it..hmm..then reach RP at 8.30..lated... but its ok, as almost the whole school is late..ahaha...

My class is W24L.. went to my class soon as i reach there.. saw someone in my class.very familar..in fact i know her.. well.she enter the wrong class...wahaha.. this is funny. think don't mention the name better..ahaha..

well.. guess the problem of friends is being solved today as i met and befriended with 5 people in my class... Kelvin, a post NS man; Wang Lei, a China chinese, Wen ling, also a china chinese, Slyvia, a 18 year old girl and Eugene, a guy same age as me..haha. pretty fast huh? hmm.. we already started to chit chat and make fun of eachother liao.haha....

well...the successful computering course is a total boring one.. but i still got to learn some of it.. to secure myself and my laptop in the future..haha..

the course ended at 2.. early by 3 hours from the expected time. so went home after that...

tomorrow.. going back to RP for the second day orientation..dun need to bring laptop..haha..

thoughts:its the start of everything....

mood:happy, tired Weather:cloudy

Miss 2 buses!! early in the morning, 7 am. went to the bus stop to wait for 168, which will bring me to Woodlands.. first bus was missed as i need to wait for huili.. second bus, best.. so crowded till i cannot board it , so broke off with huili there.... till the third bus then i manage to get it..hmm..then reach RP at 8.30..lated... but its ok, as almost the whole school is late..ahaha...

My class is W24L.. went to my class soon as i reach there.. saw someone in my class.very familar..in fact i know her.. well.she enter the wrong class...wahaha.. this is funny. think don't mention the name better..ahaha..

well.. guess the problem of friends is being solved today as i met and befriended with 5 people in my class... Kelvin, a post NS man; Wang Lei, a China chinese, Wen ling, also a china chinese, Slyvia, a 18 year old girl and Eugene, a guy same age as me..haha. pretty fast huh? hmm.. we already started to chit chat and make fun of eachother liao.haha....

well...the successful computering course is a total boring one.. but i still got to learn some of it.. to secure myself and my laptop in the future..haha..

the course ended at 2.. early by 3 hours from the expected time. so went home after that...

tomorrow.. going back to RP for the second day orientation..dun need to bring laptop..haha..

thoughts:its the start of everything....

Miss 2 buses!! early in the morning, 7 am. went to the bus stop to wait for 168, which will bring me to Woodlands.. first bus was missed as i need to wait for huili.. second bus, best.. so crowded till i cannot board it , so broke off with huili there.... till the third bus then i manage to get it..hmm..then reach RP at 8.30..lated... but its ok, as almost the whole school is late..ahaha...

My class is W24L.. went to my class soon as i reach there.. saw someone in my class.very familar..in fact i know her.. well.she enter the wrong class...wahaha.. this is funny. think don't mention the name better..ahaha..

well.. guess the problem of friends is being solved today as i met and befriended with 5 people in my class... Kelvin, a post NS man; Wang Lei, a China chinese, Wen ling, also a china chinese, Slyvia, a 18 year old girl and Eugene, a guy same age as me..haha. pretty fast huh? hmm.. we already started to chit chat and make fun of eachother liao.haha....

well...the successful computering course is a total boring one.. but i still got to learn some of it.. to secure myself and my laptop in the future..haha..

the course ended at 2.. early by 3 hours from the expected time. so went home after that...

tomorrow.. going back to RP for the second day orientation..dun need to bring laptop..haha..

thoughts:its the start of everything....

Mood:Tired Weather:Rainy

hmmm.yesterday was april fool's day..haha.. but its quite lucky that i am not fooled.haha.hmmm.. yesterday chat with someone on the fone till very late... then today wake up, went out to return the VCDs...back home, playing.. drink coffee.. phew..now so sianx... awaiting the arrival of semester...blea..