Thursday, June 29, 2006
mood: almost insane....
He shouted in pain and He shouted to push himself, He breaks down as he is exhausted today... No-no, i am not a gay, the he is me today. Thats me when I attended Judo. Rendori was quite a torture today, it is a tough fight. Furthermore, i came to Judo with a halfly exhausted body.. first round redori, I met up H.K.; quite a tough guy. Was being thrown head first by him, went to a short concussion, but was pushing myself to continue.. Had lost balance here, but the instructor's yelling push me on..Second round was Kelvin, lost my focus here, almost gone hilarious, exhausted too as it is a continual thingy from round one. Leastly was Shao Peang, thats where I got hilarious and was pushing myself with all my remaining mights to push him down, but failed..got thrown by him, and was physically broken down then. Rested for a few minutes and push myself up to go on the next Rendori, almost pinned down a greenbelt but was not fast and strong enough,got choked in the end.. Next was Joe, he pinned me down, I shouted in attempt to break free, Lastly Found Sam, Pinned him down once, and he pinned me last.... thats all today, A tough bloody Judo Rendori...
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Mood: nothing much Weather:calm
HABIT!!Sorry for that, i always have the habit of updating in week basis..haiz.. thats not very good. Last week was a great torture for me as i search back my soul and form. But I still get my 'A's which is great for me. As one of the objective for me this term would be nothing less than B, perfered all 'A's, not just daily grades but also Understanding test. my target would be GPA for all the module 3.5 and above , even the hopeless science I would aim 3.0. Not ambitious but just my expectations. And first week is a booster, but its still a torture as I had to struggle out the holiday mood in me.(world cup fever)
Happening!! I searched back my soul and form this week, start of this week was a good and energetic one. I find the power, I find the soul, I find the go... yesterday was a great GO, I started off with VB, computering and maths module. It started very stressful as i know none of the codes,but i perservered and continued to move on, doing testings, interpretation and even skip my lunch. Eventually I was the first one to come out with the codes to make the programme listen to my command of swapping the bars. Thats something moltivating, and i am expecting A for myself... moving on!!UT was my morning call for today, just like last week. Communication module was tested today, so how was it? It is easy on some questions, but I will still hold back the comments till the result is being released.. HAHA.. hmm speaking of UT, I got an 'A' for my cognitive processing and problem solving module!! so happy!! haha.. Anyway, my lesson today is cognitive, haha.. AND I DID WELL TODAY, despite that i play abit during the second meeting and also deserted my team at the lunch break to meet up with the ambassadors, Kenny, Ernest, Olivia and Ronald. But I still rush back to help my team in the touching up of the presentation. And i seriously thought that my presenting confidence is back and is so much more stronger!! yes, looking forward to the next few days.
After school was Judo trainning, putting all my best today. As my next Objective for this term is to master the skills of Judo and promote to yellow belt by August or Sepetember, so WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS!! (kiddings). But it is quite demoralising today as I CAN'T PERFORM A YIPON THROW TODAY!! meaning a perfect throw. Partly is I am exhausted from the long day and the weight of my partner. But got to thank him as he is the one that tell me" GO GO GO, just throw me"eventually i did throw him correctly after like 10 tries?? hmmm Randori was up today, my first one was against a green belt, Gabriel, he is a strong one man, He flip me the first time, I was shocked as I got a blow on my head.. But soon, I got the mood and really fought with him, but still lose =( I am stillnot good. so I AM GOING TO DETER MYSELF TO TRAIN HARD AT HOME.. FITNESS!! is the thing i am focusing~~and thats another objective.haha
I had talk about three of my objective this term, lets summarise all my objective for this term
1. GET GPA 3.5 and above for modules, science lowest 3.0
2. MASTER JUDO SKILLS
3. GET FITTER4. PAsS Student Ambassador probation and continue with setting foundation
5. set foundation in Business Climate
Another day awakes me tomorrow, shall stop and rest my body for tomorrow's long battle. .. Wake me up when tommorrow comesThoughts: the best of me, is to be brought out!!
Happening!! I searched back my soul and form this week, start of this week was a good and energetic one. I find the power, I find the soul, I find the go... yesterday was a great GO, I started off with VB, computering and maths module. It started very stressful as i know none of the codes,but i perservered and continued to move on, doing testings, interpretation and even skip my lunch. Eventually I was the first one to come out with the codes to make the programme listen to my command of swapping the bars. Thats something moltivating, and i am expecting A for myself... moving on!!UT was my morning call for today, just like last week. Communication module was tested today, so how was it? It is easy on some questions, but I will still hold back the comments till the result is being released.. HAHA.. hmm speaking of UT, I got an 'A' for my cognitive processing and problem solving module!! so happy!! haha.. Anyway, my lesson today is cognitive, haha.. AND I DID WELL TODAY, despite that i play abit during the second meeting and also deserted my team at the lunch break to meet up with the ambassadors, Kenny, Ernest, Olivia and Ronald. But I still rush back to help my team in the touching up of the presentation. And i seriously thought that my presenting confidence is back and is so much more stronger!! yes, looking forward to the next few days.
After school was Judo trainning, putting all my best today. As my next Objective for this term is to master the skills of Judo and promote to yellow belt by August or Sepetember, so WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS!! (kiddings). But it is quite demoralising today as I CAN'T PERFORM A YIPON THROW TODAY!! meaning a perfect throw. Partly is I am exhausted from the long day and the weight of my partner. But got to thank him as he is the one that tell me" GO GO GO, just throw me"eventually i did throw him correctly after like 10 tries?? hmmm Randori was up today, my first one was against a green belt, Gabriel, he is a strong one man, He flip me the first time, I was shocked as I got a blow on my head.. But soon, I got the mood and really fought with him, but still lose =( I am stillnot good. so I AM GOING TO DETER MYSELF TO TRAIN HARD AT HOME.. FITNESS!! is the thing i am focusing~~and thats another objective.haha
I had talk about three of my objective this term, lets summarise all my objective for this term
1. GET GPA 3.5 and above for modules, science lowest 3.0
2. MASTER JUDO SKILLS
3. GET FITTER4. PAsS Student Ambassador probation and continue with setting foundation
5. set foundation in Business Climate
Another day awakes me tomorrow, shall stop and rest my body for tomorrow's long battle. .. Wake me up when tommorrow comesThoughts: the best of me, is to be brought out!!
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Mood:Vexed Weather:Cold
UT!! well, thats what starts my day in morning over at RP in W24L... No problems in it, just hope the result don't fail me.. Let me tell you, if i get a C, it simply means I FAIL! so no Cs!! no Cs.. thats how perfectionist I am. Sorry I have high expectations for me.
Its cognitive Module today, was hot about it, was on to it, but was wrecked half way. I see my teammates all not having the mood to work. Its a demoralising thing for me. But in the end, i screwed up the debate which is up at the third meeting. HAIZ..humans make mistakes but isn't my mistake kind of made at the wrong time?I wrote in my Reflection Journal today," I am dissappointed with myself as i failed to bring up the team spirit in my team and also that my speaking abilities seems to be going down" hope all this is my paranoid. Its a challenge to me now, to get back on track and shine back.
Judo training was up next after school. Today the Guardmen black belt did not turn up, ahem sorry i forget his name that's why i address him that way. Ya his absence means easier warm ups. Today all the guys in Judo all of a sudden became door lock breaker! haha.. The situation was like this, our GIs are in the storeroom behind the forum, but the door was locked!!. So of course we year ones are very keen of getting our GIs as that would mean green lights to throws!! So we actually break the lock and get our GIs since the person in charge is dead no longer in RP and HE IS HOLDING THE KEYS!! Yeah , this time round with our GIs we can do throws!! At the end of the training we had REKSUKMI(no idea if its the correct spelling), ok means SPARING!! Guess who I spared with? The black belt make me spar with a blue belt lady, my senior. Obviously i face 2 stress, 1. She is a blue belt i am only WHITE!! definately she is better 2. She is a SHE, I don't even dare to touch her@*@!.. so she sweep my leg with me being slam! lol. I get to throw her once, but she give me chance one( haiz penetrating my Hard Man Pride) , but did a murdering One hand shoulder throw on her, and she go over my head and thug!! ouch, but i did the wrong way, thats why i call it murdering way. As Shoulder throw is suppose to let the victim fall side way however, this time she fall over me!! wahah.., but its a nice throw to me, but kind of feel bad..=(. Its a good experience and I am looking forward to more sparing..
Tomorrow will be communication module.. Will be up there agian to fight to shine!! .. hope its a better day off tomorrow=)
Its cognitive Module today, was hot about it, was on to it, but was wrecked half way. I see my teammates all not having the mood to work. Its a demoralising thing for me. But in the end, i screwed up the debate which is up at the third meeting. HAIZ..humans make mistakes but isn't my mistake kind of made at the wrong time?I wrote in my Reflection Journal today," I am dissappointed with myself as i failed to bring up the team spirit in my team and also that my speaking abilities seems to be going down" hope all this is my paranoid. Its a challenge to me now, to get back on track and shine back.
Judo training was up next after school. Today the Guardmen black belt did not turn up, ahem sorry i forget his name that's why i address him that way. Ya his absence means easier warm ups. Today all the guys in Judo all of a sudden became door lock breaker! haha.. The situation was like this, our GIs are in the storeroom behind the forum, but the door was locked!!. So of course we year ones are very keen of getting our GIs as that would mean green lights to throws!! So we actually break the lock and get our GIs since the person in charge is dead no longer in RP and HE IS HOLDING THE KEYS!! Yeah , this time round with our GIs we can do throws!! At the end of the training we had REKSUKMI(no idea if its the correct spelling), ok means SPARING!! Guess who I spared with? The black belt make me spar with a blue belt lady, my senior. Obviously i face 2 stress, 1. She is a blue belt i am only WHITE!! definately she is better 2. She is a SHE, I don't even dare to touch her@*@!.. so she sweep my leg with me being slam! lol. I get to throw her once, but she give me chance one( haiz penetrating my Hard Man Pride) , but did a murdering One hand shoulder throw on her, and she go over my head and thug!! ouch, but i did the wrong way, thats why i call it murdering way. As Shoulder throw is suppose to let the victim fall side way however, this time she fall over me!! wahah.., but its a nice throw to me, but kind of feel bad..=(. Its a good experience and I am looking forward to more sparing..
Tomorrow will be communication module.. Will be up there agian to fight to shine!! .. hope its a better day off tomorrow=)
Thoughts: SOMETHING'S WRONG.....
Monday, June 19, 2006
mood:Happy=) weather: Rainy
School starts today, back to problems... Its a rainy morning and its freezing in the bus. Saw alot of the SA Seniors on board, actually not so many only 2 =_=... So in school, perhaps its been a long time back in school, so i am still not getting over the air con.. haiz..But its a great day, as i find myself having more and more friends in Republic, Along the corridor from my block W2 to W1I said "hi" to about 5 people and in the end I said Hi to about 10 people during the first break out.
Today, all the SA to be were all on the same boat, worrying whether they are selected for the next phrase.. Everyone is like so worried. Finally at 10 plus, the result is out. I am proud to say that " I GOT IN TO STUDENT AMBASSADOR!!" yes!!! but its not the end, i will still be going through another round of probation selection over a period... So after that all the burger members had lunch together. so good!haha.. Burger hot hot!!
Today, all the SA to be were all on the same boat, worrying whether they are selected for the next phrase.. Everyone is like so worried. Finally at 10 plus, the result is out. I am proud to say that " I GOT IN TO STUDENT AMBASSADOR!!" yes!!! but its not the end, i will still be going through another round of probation selection over a period... So after that all the burger members had lunch together. so good!haha.. Burger hot hot!!
I shall stop here as tomorrow will be a tedious day. One UT in the morning and Judo training after school..ok.. one shall stop here.
**sign out
Thoughts: its too good to be true.. =)
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Mood: dissappointed Weather: HOT HOT
Sunday without a sunny mood.. haiz, dissapointed=( Yesterday another UT result was revealed, I got another C+ haiz.. whats happening?? Vitamins C are a good for health but definately not if it is a grade.. haiz...
Right now, all i could do is to find out whats wrong and go on..shao cheng go go!!.. yesh!!
tomorrow, another kind of result will be revealed, that will be the SA selection camp, hmm..lets hope i can get in to SA. But if not, like Zul say, everyone has different kinds of leadership, and SA has a unique way.. hmm.. lets not talk so much and sees the result tomorrow.Thoughts: Life is a journey, a dreamy journey....
Right now, all i could do is to find out whats wrong and go on..shao cheng go go!!.. yesh!!
tomorrow, another kind of result will be revealed, that will be the SA selection camp, hmm..lets hope i can get in to SA. But if not, like Zul say, everyone has different kinds of leadership, and SA has a unique way.. hmm.. lets not talk so much and sees the result tomorrow.Thoughts: Life is a journey, a dreamy journey....
Friday, June 16, 2006
mood: HAPPYweather:hot
ENGLAND WON!! hmm.. got an idea what I did yesterday?? yes! WORLD CUP!! so England won T&T( no idea what that country is). The match starts at 12am, so I joined Honsonn and Shawn over at Jing Ren house to watch the match. Initially the match was bored, up to 45 mins the score is still 0-0... It continued this way all the way till the 80++ min.. All of us was like, ' Come on sub that Crouch off!!" we were also quite angry when Gerrard and Lampard missed mulitple chances...but finally at the 65th min Rooney was sub in together with Aarron Lennon.. Lennon is a fast winger, and with his help England soon press down on the T&T defence. On the 83th min, with a nice cross from David Beckham, Peter Crouch heads the ball breaking the dead lock. Not long after that at the 86th min, another breaking long shot by Gerrard gave T&T their second BLOW!!..Final score, 2-0
haha... After the match, the 4 brothers walk down to Macdonald and have coffee.. soon then back to Jing Ren house to catch Sweden V.S Paraguay.. but that match proved to be just to 'sianx' so we played RISK instead.. So from 3am we played RISK till 8am, why? we are all too strong strategist..haha.. Honsonn took the path of eliminating JR's Blue Army over at Asia and i took the path of gathering troops and maintain my stonghold. Initially Honsonn was attacking Shawn and I am happily gathering troops.. But Jing Ren tried to fight in, but failed to do so. Jing Ren manage to stay a power house over at Siam with his 10 cannons.. haha.. but soon being crippled by Honsonn.. ITS A RISK!! as honsonn at that moment only had 4 cannons. Soon my neutral soon turn into violence as i strip shawn's Green Army all the way down from Greenland to Africa and South America.. Shawn eventually was the first to be eliminated. Next was Honsonn and Jing Ren and I stand last.. But due to some time problem..we stop the game, I Got 15 territories in the end and is declared the winner..chey!! haha..Lastly, Jing Ren treat us BREAKFAST!! yeah..the rest of 56 team don't be sad as there will be more comming up..haha..! after which was home sweet home, SLEEP!! till now..wahaha.. I AM A PIG . YEs i know wakakaz..
Thoughts: I know its hard to walk this journey, but i am perservered enough to walk all the way...because i am SHAO CHENG..
haha... After the match, the 4 brothers walk down to Macdonald and have coffee.. soon then back to Jing Ren house to catch Sweden V.S Paraguay.. but that match proved to be just to 'sianx' so we played RISK instead.. So from 3am we played RISK till 8am, why? we are all too strong strategist..haha.. Honsonn took the path of eliminating JR's Blue Army over at Asia and i took the path of gathering troops and maintain my stonghold. Initially Honsonn was attacking Shawn and I am happily gathering troops.. But Jing Ren tried to fight in, but failed to do so. Jing Ren manage to stay a power house over at Siam with his 10 cannons.. haha.. but soon being crippled by Honsonn.. ITS A RISK!! as honsonn at that moment only had 4 cannons. Soon my neutral soon turn into violence as i strip shawn's Green Army all the way down from Greenland to Africa and South America.. Shawn eventually was the first to be eliminated. Next was Honsonn and Jing Ren and I stand last.. But due to some time problem..we stop the game, I Got 15 territories in the end and is declared the winner..chey!! haha..Lastly, Jing Ren treat us BREAKFAST!! yeah..the rest of 56 team don't be sad as there will be more comming up..haha..! after which was home sweet home, SLEEP!! till now..wahaha.. I AM A PIG . YEs i know wakakaz..
Thoughts: I know its hard to walk this journey, but i am perservered enough to walk all the way...because i am SHAO CHENG..
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
mood: tired buT HAPPY!!
hi all, guess i got to first say sorry for the late updating of entries.Back from Student Ambassador Selection camp!!! 12-14 june... met alot of new friends.. ALL POTENTIAL STUDENT AMBASSADOR..hmmCamp day 1
met with Edwin to go to RP together and reported. Got together with my teammates and learn that my interviewer Big Zul is my team leader!! haha.. happy =) as Zul is a good leader,an objective clear one...Sam, my judo friend is also in this team. Soon due to some backing out of campers, another group was splited and eventually spread evenly over the 4 groups.. here are the member of my team:
Ivan, Li Cheng, Sam, Edmund, Raj, Rebecca, Nicole, Karen, Felicia, Nurul, Grace, Jovi, Beverly, Sha,Jerlisa and myself...haha.together, we are the BURGERS!
Camp day 2
Camp day 2.. Had camp fire.. during this period, our team also go through lots of challenges..hmm forgotten to add in day camp one. Our team started off losing and losing, but our moltivation among each and everyone of us, we happen to flip back and win all the way, thats the heartening part of our memories in the camp.First was the mascot then the introducing game which is our losing games, but after the Human foosball, we happen to win all the way then.. hmm How happening it is.. haha.. CAmpfire was fun too, crapping ahead.. AND EDMUND GET TO DANCE WITH THE PRESIDENT..haha...
CAmp DAy 3.
ended off with us cleaning the area, and Burgers help alot in the cleaning of area, our team work also help us finish it off fast...lastly in the end, we all went to swenson and have our first gathering but it will not be the last...
I shall not talk more about what happen in the camp, dead tired now.. but through this period of time, I understand how hard it takes a group of leaders to become united, I also understand that being a good leader will also mean we must be a good follower, heard this before but never experience it, now i experienced it and i am going to cherish it.. And also not forgetting my teammates from burger, the true courage from them to improve themselves, is something i really respect them..LAst but not least, i had to say thank you to Big Zul and Amin who give me the moltivation to curb my dominance and help others shine and they are the one that make me find out my own strengths and weaknesses... BURGER ROCKS!! and Student Ambassador ROCKS!!
met with Edwin to go to RP together and reported. Got together with my teammates and learn that my interviewer Big Zul is my team leader!! haha.. happy =) as Zul is a good leader,an objective clear one...Sam, my judo friend is also in this team. Soon due to some backing out of campers, another group was splited and eventually spread evenly over the 4 groups.. here are the member of my team:
Ivan, Li Cheng, Sam, Edmund, Raj, Rebecca, Nicole, Karen, Felicia, Nurul, Grace, Jovi, Beverly, Sha,Jerlisa and myself...haha.together, we are the BURGERS!
Camp day 2
Camp day 2.. Had camp fire.. during this period, our team also go through lots of challenges..hmm forgotten to add in day camp one. Our team started off losing and losing, but our moltivation among each and everyone of us, we happen to flip back and win all the way, thats the heartening part of our memories in the camp.First was the mascot then the introducing game which is our losing games, but after the Human foosball, we happen to win all the way then.. hmm How happening it is.. haha.. CAmpfire was fun too, crapping ahead.. AND EDMUND GET TO DANCE WITH THE PRESIDENT..haha...
CAmp DAy 3.
ended off with us cleaning the area, and Burgers help alot in the cleaning of area, our team work also help us finish it off fast...lastly in the end, we all went to swenson and have our first gathering but it will not be the last...
I shall not talk more about what happen in the camp, dead tired now.. but through this period of time, I understand how hard it takes a group of leaders to become united, I also understand that being a good leader will also mean we must be a good follower, heard this before but never experience it, now i experienced it and i am going to cherish it.. And also not forgetting my teammates from burger, the true courage from them to improve themselves, is something i really respect them..LAst but not least, i had to say thank you to Big Zul and Amin who give me the moltivation to curb my dominance and help others shine and they are the one that make me find out my own strengths and weaknesses... BURGER ROCKS!! and Student Ambassador ROCKS!!
Thoughts: life is a journey not a destination.. HOPE I CAN GET IN TO SA!! and SO MY TEAMMATES! yeah!
Saturday, June 03, 2006
mood: ill weather: hOT!
hi all, sorry for the late entries... hmm just to notify you guys that you might have some problems going to my tagboard, currently i am still investigating the problem.. hope you guys understand thanks. Ending the first semester.. a remarkable long journey of 7 weeks i had passed.Guess its time to take a break. I am also very happy to score 17 A's out of the thirty problem, and the rest scoring B, not touching any grades lower than that.. I am determined to continue this way +). As ususual, my holiday didn't seems like a holiday at all.. Will be going to Networking IG camp on the 5th - 7th June. Then i will have Judo training on the 8th of June, will be only free at 9th and 11th June. After that, will be off to Student Ambassador Selection Camp where I will be put into challenges to prove me worth a Ambassador.. Wish ME GOOD LUCK!!Another Judo Training will be coming up after the camp on 15th June, one day after I break camp. hmmm.. Going to be quite busy during the holidays. Woke up with a slight fever this morning, took a long long rest and cancelling the trip to library. Feel so much better now. =)
Another 9 more problems to go.. I shall conquer all!! yes!! =) 3 more months to Judo Grading, aiming that orange belt and soon yellow and blue and green then brown then BLACK!! lol =D thoughts: how long can i survive?? despite my determination...
Another 9 more problems to go.. I shall conquer all!! yes!! =) 3 more months to Judo Grading, aiming that orange belt and soon yellow and blue and green then brown then BLACK!! lol =D thoughts: how long can i survive?? despite my determination...
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