August 22nd, 2008... Having problem sleeping but the extra energy to read back some old entries of this blog.
What a collection of 3 years life experience from graduation from Junyuan to now about to graduate from Republic polytechnic. Quite alot of things had happend in my dramatic life anyway. So right here infront of a SCHOOL laptop, (have to really remind myself of this because I am starting to treat this laptop as mine) I came across some issues which was in the past.
An abstract from one of my entry in 2006, "someone also passed me up this question to be attached again.. well, sorry and sad to say, i got this feeling i might be bachelor for another 2 years?". Haaz that feeling was eventually right, I am already single for about 2 years and soon 3 years by this december. Ever since the day I had decided to walk out of the romantic industry, whatever that fills my mind had no longer be girls or relationship but my career, my future and my fianancial status. Well, thanks brothers from N~Zire to have always try to spark the old feeling back in me, but I guess it's near impossible. Some might say it's because of once bitten twice shy, some might say that I am beyond hope but I'll say the time is not right yet.
Speaking of this, I had a dream last night about this girl who I had strike a deal with. Very interesting because I heard something and soon I find myself searching high and low for her. Very vividly in my mind is the name of that girl who starts with a "Min" or something.. Haha, this is not the first time, just another searching scenario in my dream. But this is quite real(crap which dream don't seems real.
Another abstract from one of my entry in 2006, the decision to get out of SA "Will be also putting my heart into business climate, hope that my priority is right and this IG will one day regain its glory." Is it right? Business Climate is still in it's same shape after 2 years I made that statement. The same feeling I had in SA is in this IG as well now, it look as if it's dying internally but yet still doing well out there. The struggle over incompetent advisors are over and we have 3 very active advisors which gave hope to this I.G. GOD BLESS THEM~
About future, about academical results... No problem, I am it's getting nearer and nearer each day. WHICH is something I am so proud and feeling the sense of fulfillment in me. I have another 6 months more to prove my worth, and I'll just do it to the max.
OK, enough of such emo moments. Time to sleep for another sweet dream.
Thought of the day: You'll see, how's life when the past is all on the back of your mind.
Friday, August 22, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
August 20th, 2008. About 7 days into the vacation and right here I am not using my own laptop but my school laptop. This is the first time in my RP times, I feel that the performance of my school laptop and surplus my own laptop.
Well... Does machine have feelings for his owners? Whenever the thoughts of changing computer come, my laptop will visit the service center. Haha. Crap, I very well know the reason why; it could be the cause of buying a replacement adaptor from a "not so trustworthy" vendor. LESSON LEARNED.
So, it's second week of vacation and also a start of a race. Just as I had expected, the school will never let us rest well for the vacation. Got our allocation of FYP2 last friday and was expected to start our project on Monday. Well, I am ok with this anyway because the longer I rest the less productive I am when the school starts.
We will be building Sales Force Management System this time, not our choice but considered a very challenging task. But it will benefit us alot for those who wants to major in Information System such as myself. Our contenders, they are pretty strong; one of them is my friend Lester who have stress that drives his product and one of them was my classmate; rumor spreads that he is a very good programmer. Back home, I have confidence because I have a reasonable talented team. Most importantly, our advisor is Mr Juan Sng, my ITPM facilitator; he is one of my favourite facilitator in the school. Something tells me he might be quite expecting my ablity in project management since he is the one who taught me ITPM. But I believe I am up to the challenge.
Done my planning on the FYP already, will need to consult my teammates tomorrow and get them to agree with the plan. It's the last FYP , my very last time to prove myself so that a very nice description about me will be printed on the transcript.
The last semester, I would say will be the busiest semester in my RP days, beside FYP; MELT camp is on the way, will be desiging website for BC and will be actively looking for a job after graduation. The door to the outside world, draws nearer each day.
That's all for the day, got to go rest for the meeting later... Time to push forward~
Thought of the day:
We all have our own boxes, and this boxes we carry contains our self image. And they will protect themselves by preventing us from being nice to others.
Well... Does machine have feelings for his owners? Whenever the thoughts of changing computer come, my laptop will visit the service center. Haha. Crap, I very well know the reason why; it could be the cause of buying a replacement adaptor from a "not so trustworthy" vendor. LESSON LEARNED.
So, it's second week of vacation and also a start of a race. Just as I had expected, the school will never let us rest well for the vacation. Got our allocation of FYP2 last friday and was expected to start our project on Monday. Well, I am ok with this anyway because the longer I rest the less productive I am when the school starts.
We will be building Sales Force Management System this time, not our choice but considered a very challenging task. But it will benefit us alot for those who wants to major in Information System such as myself. Our contenders, they are pretty strong; one of them is my friend Lester who have stress that drives his product and one of them was my classmate; rumor spreads that he is a very good programmer. Back home, I have confidence because I have a reasonable talented team. Most importantly, our advisor is Mr Juan Sng, my ITPM facilitator; he is one of my favourite facilitator in the school. Something tells me he might be quite expecting my ablity in project management since he is the one who taught me ITPM. But I believe I am up to the challenge.
Done my planning on the FYP already, will need to consult my teammates tomorrow and get them to agree with the plan. It's the last FYP , my very last time to prove myself so that a very nice description about me will be printed on the transcript.
The last semester, I would say will be the busiest semester in my RP days, beside FYP; MELT camp is on the way, will be desiging website for BC and will be actively looking for a job after graduation. The door to the outside world, draws nearer each day.
That's all for the day, got to go rest for the meeting later... Time to push forward~
Thought of the day:
We all have our own boxes, and this boxes we carry contains our self image. And they will protect themselves by preventing us from being nice to others.
Friday, August 08, 2008
8th April 2008, 080808 what an auspicious number... Too bad I am not even the age of mariage else I will sure get married on this date =D. Anyway just a few minutes into this auspicious day.
Holiday is coming real soon, "SO FINALLY". With that low running adrenaline run, it's really tough to keep the thoughts of skipping school alway everyday. But hey! I had not skipped any lessons after FYP. My academical goals are within my reach seriously as I am pretty confident about my last few Understanding tests. But those results are still not out and there is already no more turning back, so the least I would do now is PRAY!! PLEASE no more moderation surprise for me~~
Have been really busy with some other projects such as MELT and BC website. MELT, OH OH OH GOD, it's so revived... But there are still some more unhappiness in me that this camp is being so downgraded on my hands, hmmm what to do? I have to force myself to understand the constraints in this school and also in this IG. BC website, another one step I am taking to put something interesting into my portfolio~...
Hmm.. That's all for today. I am about to review my strategy for my FYP this holidays.. So as to do better the next time...
Thought of the day:Because I hate the idea of giving up.
Holiday is coming real soon, "SO FINALLY". With that low running adrenaline run, it's really tough to keep the thoughts of skipping school alway everyday. But hey! I had not skipped any lessons after FYP. My academical goals are within my reach seriously as I am pretty confident about my last few Understanding tests. But those results are still not out and there is already no more turning back, so the least I would do now is PRAY!! PLEASE no more moderation surprise for me~~
Have been really busy with some other projects such as MELT and BC website. MELT, OH OH OH GOD, it's so revived... But there are still some more unhappiness in me that this camp is being so downgraded on my hands, hmmm what to do? I have to force myself to understand the constraints in this school and also in this IG. BC website, another one step I am taking to put something interesting into my portfolio~...
Hmm.. That's all for today. I am about to review my strategy for my FYP this holidays.. So as to do better the next time...
Thought of the day:Because I hate the idea of giving up.
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