31st october 2006, the last day of october. Here I am sitting down in my classroom waiting for the class to start, or i don't want it to start? haha.. Time flies, one year is just almost over, going to be promoted to year 2 in another 10 weeks??? Still deciding if I want to change my course, currently still at Diploma of Business Applications.

Yesterday, went to gym with N~zire , Honsonn; Ferlyn and Nigel... Was late since I have to fly all the way down from Woodlands to Tampines. Didn't really train intensively as I am having my judo lesson today.Started of with warm-ups followed by 40 sits up. After which I tried the machines, training my turso, triceps and biceps. Had a touch on the weights too, pretty fun but I am relying alot on my right hand. Disaster!!! I lose weight again, I lose 0.2 kg of weight. I am going to eat more now, the target this time round would be 65KG, at the same time TALLER!!

Alright, guess I got to stop here, class starting soon... Just nice the timing.....

Outz..

27 october 2006, have been a long time since the last blog. What can I say? nothing, just school after school" SUPER NO LIFE"

But today is a special case, met up with all the N~Zire Guys and we had our dinner at Bedok Hawker Centre. We had mutton soup for the day... It seems that today's mosque attendance wasn't that good, Derrick our "SHEN" had a bad day. We were all quening for our food, the stall tender took down our orders and completely forgot about Derrick's existance. HAHA, joke of the day. For the next few minutes, sorry correction for the next hour, we all sitting down crapping and feasting. Some jokes from Tai Zi honsonn, which is a repeition (oppz) but of one particular joke, our Tai Zi almost made a fool out of himself. HAHA, I guess its not appropriate to share what is the on going here. Just why is there a Japanese Culture high fever in N~Zire?? come on, we are in Singapore, haha crap, actually I am also one of the people who is learning Japanese Language. Partly of the reason is because, I am in Judo; want to understand more aboout Japan. So what is next? Kendo, Karate?? nah stick to one martial art for the moment. After that hour of dinner,we scroll around Bedok, went to the " P " shop to buy some discs for visual entertainment, (er.. sound abit wrong, I mean Computer Games). Together with Taizi, we bought Champion Manager 2007, alright finally I had a game to play. Next was sitting at the playground, surrounded by kids; but who cares? they bring the childhood memories back to us, maybe? We sang songs and alittle conversation about JR's Business Ambition and plan. Lastly, We spent more than 1 and a half hour walking back to Tampines. HAHA, I don't think I wanna share the experience of it, too fun to discribe here, it will flood my blog.

hmm, Shawn told me he saw her( my ex). ; I was just wondering? why he suddenly tell me that? do I care? I don't think so, she isn't happy with me either when we are together, she seems to be happier with her current relationship. There is a saying in chinese, love is something where nature takes it course, which means love is something we can't force. And I got this from Jeslin's Nick : " don't dwell in the past" That's what I am up to now, so why think of her, better girls are out there!? Ironically, I don't seems to have any relationship plans for the next few years, maybe I am not the Mr. Right for the many hers in the world. But who knows, someone might change my irony here. WHO? Lets wait and see....

I am still drawing up my blue prints of my future and a portfolio of myself. But till now, my dream future is still
1. Be a business development Consultant , majoring in Business Arena
2. Drive a trendy sporty Car ( my choice are Mazda, Merz , Mitshubishi or Lambo)
3. Own an apartment
4. Own shares in various Company
5. A public Speaker( not politician)
6. A happy family?
Still a long way, anyway the above information is subjected to changes.. haha

So what is up for the next week, nothing much either. Tomorrow will be going to suntent again, gonna be as dark as possible but below the darkness of Indians, don't wanna dissappoint my dad, I AM STILL A CHINESE.. Er, I am not being Racist here, paradox!! hmm should stop here ..

Outz....

25 October 2006, morning 0810 just a few more minutes to A112 Understanding Test... Am I prepared for it??? I guess lets not talk so much about it, be back with a second entry later today

Out.

October 23, 2006... A tiring and dreamy morning I have here. The haze remains high but much more healthier. Guess where I am now? Back to that white jappy campus, Republic Polytechnic. Time flies pretty fast isn't it, 3days missing from here and just didn't feel anything, life is as usual...

Last friday was pretty a happy day, finally i saw my class united and so "high". Maybe the problem is easy and that is why everyone is so happy about it? During the second meeting, one of my classmate; wayne actually felt bored and starts to tie rubbers together making a rope and plays with it. Pranks on passer-bys and our own classmates, haha pretty fun. I am kind of "bo liao" that day, sticking sticky paper on others' back.. HAHA.. one of the target was May.. muhahaha... After school, rushed against time to saffra to meet with N-zire to have a bowling session. My day sucks there, just don't feel right when I hold the ball and head towards the line. In the end, my scores are lesser than 100!! hate that feeling.

Saturday was not much a day.. Spent most of my time over at my cousin's chalet, was his 21st birthday anyway.

Followed by is Sunday, went to sunbathe with Honsonn. HAHA we fall asleep and when we woke up, we turn darker!! much more darker...after that session, went to have some food "yummy"

N-zire Chalet '06 is coming soon, how is it going to be like?? I hold a pretty optimistic feeling about it. Hopefully it is as fun and as high as usual. What is the difference anyway? This time round, I bring only myself to the chalet =D LONG LIVE N~ZiRe

I am kind of setting a target for my future now. Deciding to change course or stick to the current course, I AM STILL SO WAITING for the briefing, wanna know what and why the hell have they changed the structure. Anyway, my future career is something majoring in business, so soon you guys gonna see me with a suit on carrying a briefcase..haah...

And!! Yes; I am changing my blogskins soon.. I understand the agony of my readers with this blogskins on, changing into something new and fresh and nice.!! muahaha...

I guess that pretty much all for the past three days, gym is up after school and WOO-HOO tomorrow is public holiday. Just a question, since when I really had my holiday?? hhaa...

19 october 2006, a little from blogthing to kill the boredom in school

You Are 35% Normal

You sure do march to your own beat... But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all You think on a totally different wavelength And it's often a chore to get people to understand you

How Normal Are You?

You Are 60% Grown Up, 40% Kid

You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature. You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating

You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things. You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines. You should major in: Marketing Psychology Desgin Cognitive Science Economics Photography

What Should You Major In?

You Are Very Honest

You tell it like it is, no matter what. Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out. And while some may get hurt by your honesty... At least everyone knows where you stand!

How Honest Are You?

You Are a Hunter Soul

You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeed Actively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas. You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding. You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force. An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people. You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor. People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all. You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone. Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

18th October 2006, the middle day of the week. My day starts off with Understanding test of G106 module, enterprise. Pretty manageable I feel. Among all the modules, enterprise seems to be my best for last semester and this semester. It trains my skills on business arena, nevertheless it also help my reasoning skills.

Today, I am taking the science module. Guess what? the problem drafter is trying to be funny, he broke my record by drafting the longest problem statement I ever seen. Today topic is more or less the same as the last week, its about Light. Waves, it is interesting but brain draining. For the whole day, I am staring at the resources, fortunately it pays of. Logic can't explains science, to a certain extent yes, but for today I sucessfully used some logic to interpret how light behaves, as a particle and as a wave. But however it is also thanks to some fundamental physic knowledge I had in the past. I learnt something today, all about lights. Science can really drain someone's brain, what can I say; "thanks ar science".

hmm, something came to me today. Its about my course "diploma in Business Applications" I am kind of puzzled, the programme chair send a email to all the students taking this diploma clarifying that our modules in this diploma during year 3 is not solely programming or business, it is focusing on how IT can apply on business. Yes I know that, but hey!! i thought they just say that we can choose to major in business or IT?? QUESTIONS!!!! I will ask the programme chair, since a briefing for year 1s are coming up soon.

Guess I am still deciding my fate in Student Ambassadors, I GOT THROUGH!! but I am not contented either... SO what should I do???

15th October 2006, HAZE HAZE HAZE!!! the psi today rise above 100 degrees. man I getting to hate this weather, it makes me seriously sick!!

Supposed to go to judo today. But once again I pon that IG, why? reaching the end of class I feel super sick, feel like vomitting; not just me my classmates and facilitators felt that too. HAZE AGAIN!! since morning, my eye are like very irritated then.. ARGH!!

currently, I am half done with the design of my clan logo and also the video..hmm its going to be something I am looking to for the up coming weeks.

October 15, 2006. Another week had just past and a new week coming up. So what is ahead of me? I wish I can find out but future is always a unsolved mystery.

Understanding Test ahead of me, my only target now is to score as many As for my UT, so that I will secure that 50% of my results. Last semester is a lesson for me...

Ok, lets show case some of the blog things..

You Are The High Priestess

You represent mystery - secrets that are yet to be revealed. You find yourself sitting between two worlds: one dark, one light. You tend to hold these two worlds in balance, reconciling the two. Open and welcoming, you invite others to learn your secrets. Your fortune: Something hidden, or latent, in your life is about to come forward. You need to pay more attention to your dreams, thoughts, intuition, and imagination. And if that involves tapping into your dark side, it will all balance out in the end. You have a lot of potential dying to be unleashed, so let those gates open!

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind. People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

What Do People Envy About You?

14th October 2006, alittle bit late here to blog. Going to blog about 13th october 2006. hmmm

First would be school, smacked with the problem from Cognitive processes and Problem solving. The problem today is really something I don't really enjoy man. Its about contradiction and logic. wah.. Nightmare ar.. guess gonna get another B for Cog already... Nothing much for the school day.

After which was going to meet brothers and sister for a bowling session.. Played quite well for the day my points are " 112" at the first game. Second game I dropped partially they are betting la, then I stress..haha.. so my second game is like "68". haiz.. Friday the thirdteen la..

A good news!! we got a name for our clan.. Guess what it is.. It is call Й-Zi?e..HAHA nice ar.. hmm N is because in all our names N is the most frequent letter. zire is from the word desire, it means our desire in life and bla bla bla.. That is definately something new for the clan.

12th October 2006, the last time I blogged was the starting of the week, now its reaching the end of the week. i spoke of whether i should be optimistic for the week, I got an answer now; yes I should be optimistic.

I guess the problem is that Monday I am suffering Monday's blue. I couldn't focus and my mind is in quite a Chaos.Culture and Aesthetics, hey I am once an Art student, why can't I do that problem well?? maybe it is because it is about the elements and principles of art that makes me hard to apply it

Tuesday was enterprise, my most happy day besides the judo training. I learnt about marketing that day, touched on the 4Ps and SWOT Analysis. Actually the SWOT analysis is something extra and bonus to the class, I added it in because I know of such stuff in the marketing Area. Surprised? haha. The whole level only my class know about the SWOT analysis thanks to me.As the facilitator already said in my comment "your swot analysis is something bonus to the class" hmm I am happy for that day for what I had learnt, I am more confident for my pending project run " mind your own business Workshop". The East Spring Secondary teacher is in favor of my proposal,so hopefully it can be done. But I still got to thank the three ladies, my seniors who helped me alot along the way. Judo was again a torture for me, the day was tiring for me and I went into the martial art room with a half dead body. No strength no stamina, in the end I got thrown like a doll as usual. Phobia to train with HK , he is too much for me man. Kata Rendori for me I had not really performed to the fullest, but the ground work was quite a battle for me. First was Edwin, I pinned him once and he pinned me twice. Second was HK, got "K" !! Third was Kelvin, also the same. But I am getting to get very frustrated overmyself that I just couldn't fight well enough. The last was Nicklaus, I managed to pin him down twice, but I just couldn't forget his body crush on me, for your information he is 100++ kilograms.Currently suffering from cramps that is still mingering around my body. Fizal was right, I am too angry to fight; got to learn to cool myself down when I fight.

Wednesday, nothing much besides schooling and going home to sleep.. Maybe UT is the one that I can remember of.

Thursday, which is today. Its maths module that starts the day, guessed what I learnt today? Chi-Square Statistic. The formula is X^2= Summation(observation freq - expected freq) / expected freq. Once you got that you will get the Chi- Square of a set of data. To find if the set of propotion data is true, we uses chi square. Statistics, it is fun but tough, so far I learnt from Binomial distribution to Chi square distribution. Moving in towards intermediate level of statistics studies. It is important for my future since I wanted to be majoring in business arena. After the lesson was a hardcore game of Counter strike with my classmates; had a real fun game with them. HAHA, if I had not flash back I might not have notice that the dynamics of the class is improving; we are getting more and more united. They are hardworking but at the same time fun..hmmm

Tomorrow is 13th friday, suppose the cursed friday. Phenomenum says that you are gonna be real unlucky on this day. hmm not many people beliebe that either.

hmm.. I was just thinking of my future nowadays. I wanted to be a business consultant where my scope would be consulting on my client business developement and also reviewing their business plans. But I am still vake about the requirements of this career path. But it is definately one of my drive now. I am pumping myself with business knowledges from the fact that I am from business climate IG.

A piece of news, I am touching on my clan video now. currently stucked after the intro of the video. Haven't continue.

hmmm.. I am seriously tired now..got to go and sleep.. tata....

Just a little bit of blogthings survey that I had done.

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

Your Life Is Worth...

$813,000

How Much Is Your Life Worth?

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you. Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life. You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past. You connect best with: Earth Avoid: Fire You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

What Element Is Your Love?

You Are Bold And Brave

But daring? Not usually? You tend to like to make calculated risks. So while you may not be base jumping any time soon... You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!

How Daring Are You?

9th October 2006, the week starts again; how optimistic I am to it? Currently in school, guess theres no need for me to blog the process in school. Come to that later. Alright lets show what is happening last friday and saturday. More interesting I suppose.

Last friday was Xiao Fei Xiang Nigel's birthday. So the whole clan went to celebrate for him. Where? Marina Bay is the place. I suppose we ate quite alot as Ferlyn had some problems as we went back to Tampines. Oh, it is no hawker centre or whatever that is low class you are thinking. It is middle class, we are eating at a buffet, some sort like seoul garden but alittle bit middle class..haiz.. have some problem how can I explain it. Here are some pictures of the day..

From left: Shawn; me ; Nigel; Yi Qi and Honsonn

Shawn and me, from good pals in sec one to brothers now

That's me and Ferlyn, advertising that Green Tea. Actually you know what I am taking picture with a future singer =D

That's me and my shi mu Yi Qi, don't ask me why I call her shi mu, the reason is like so unknown to both of us.

How can I ever to forget the man of the day : NIGEL SIM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

There are still lots of photo that is being taken, but not all I am going to put up here. After the dinner, we went to saffra to play bowling. HAIZ, I am so lousy in it.. haiz. haiz.. Anyway along the way, we met this bunch of colour wolves who eyed at yi qi and ferlyn, the whole clan of brothers was like staring at them with fierce eyes that they shun away..HAHA.. good day i feel, anyway; happy birthday to brother Xiao Fei Xiang... The day ends with us chatting at honsonn house, till day breaks. its a hazy week, haiz.. how come the PSI drop ar.. sianx ar got to go to school.

Anyway just to share something intresting to me, I done these surveys and here are the results

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 68%

You have a good chance of being a multimillionaire. Better than most people. You simply have a natural knack for money and the personality for success.

Will You Be a Multimillionaire?

You Are From Saturn

You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams. You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones). You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible. Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun! Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of.

What Planet Are You From?

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

You Should Drive a Ferrari

Sleek and sexy, style has a lot of importance in your life. And you'll pay a lot to look good!

What Sports Car Should You Drive?

You are Agnostic

You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

5th October 2006, A simple life or an extrodinary life?? thats a decision I had to made. It is still about student Ambassador. If i chosse to lead a simple life now, it would be not so much commitment to SA, if I choose an extrodinary life, then I would be into SA spreading the name of Republic Poly. But Zero was right when I went to the principal dialodge. Why am I so uneasy when I come to Student Ambassadors?? Why?? Isit because I don't feel right to be there, or lack of confidence? tired? or what? to be honest, I am tired of event being clashed together. I choose BC out of everything, not just because I got a hand in there, but because I felt that they had train me alot interms of enterprising skills. This is something I couldn't learn from student Ambassador. But deep in me, I don't feel like going off SA, as I have friends like, Rudy, Raj, Zero, Edmund, Ronald, Chun Long all this who are nice people; but I just feel that the working style and the requirement doesn't met me. What should I do??

3rd october, 2006; 1 day away from blog, though one day but there are also lots for me to say..

Monday, 2nd October 2006; was a pretty much good day for me. Its the module, Cultural issues. Learnt about Cultural Intelligence. The topic is pretty interesting to me, and my team made a good presentation of it. I felt more confident that day when I stood up for presentation, as if I gotten it back. haah, didn't I said before that I found my confidence to present dropping very rapidly? that's the point, I should had got it back. Regarding the results, I score A for that problem, but a comment by the faci that really makes me think,the individual comment goes like "Thank you for your participation in class today. You were certainly one of the more vocal members of your group (though in the third meeting, you were mostly active when questions were directed at your group and did not really ask other groups questions about their presentation)." thats the first paragraph, second paragraph is in relation to my RJ, so I drop that. hmm, is she trying to hint me on my interpersonal skills? hmm should I explain to her how i felt that day??

Tuesday, nothing much; just the debate. HAHA, got through!! I convinced partially of the class with my conclusion, but got to really thank my teammates, Kin Sheng,;Joan; Li Fen and Khad; thanks for their solid speech before my conclusion, then I can made a good conclusion. Anyway the topics is whether to outsource or not for RP D&D, my team is debating on we should use RP students more. It is a real challenge, because I had always share a mindset that, outsource would be a good solution to solve the inexperienced people in a company and of course I felt stucked at points of the debate. But nevertheless, it changed my mindset today, I made a strong stand, my conclusion was like " Students are inexperienced, but they are not unabled; we feel that, RP students should be given the rightful opportunity to gain experience through running a considerable major event for RP; of course the issue on inexperiency had to be addressed and I can assure that, advisors and experienced seniors will not let their juniors just as they are". Disclaimer: I edited some of my words up there ;)

Continuing to JUDO, finally I clear myself from other commitments to come for judo training, its like very rare to see me on the dojo. Felt so guilty. Of course absence pay a pricel; I LOSED AGAIN IN JUDO.. haiz.. can't throw properly, got whack like a doll... and so on. hmmm; but the last fight , I put in all my might, but I got head butt by HK, got wound on my lips now.. haiz.. there is some upcoming events that I hope I can get to it in judo. The grading test, the training camp and the IVP.... haiz.. tired always after JUDO.

hmm, guessed i had forgotten to blog about Business Climate that last saturday when the retreat happens. hmm, I am very glad that I had a strong impression as a talent to my seniors in BC. I found more the reasons to stay in BC now like I always do, BC really makes me learn alot of the business arena and boost my confidence to touch on external projects like the one I am doing, the workshop. I got a chance to do a project which might affect the publicity of BC, that would be the " SLA " hmm, I had a goal right now, I WANT TO ATTRACH AS MANY YEAR ONEs next year into BC. Hope to work with my senior closely and together, bring BC back into every RP student's mind.

Student Ambassador, as I am still wondering to be happy or sad for passing the probation. This pass would mean that I am officially appointed as Student Ambassador of Republic Poly. I asked Eugene, my mentor about how they progress in selecting the SAs, because I doubt my pass to be honest. I once talked to Hadi that I will leave SA since fundraising is my last event in SA, I doubt myself to have show large commitment, but I STILL GOT IN?? Frankly speaking, yes I have some unhappiness for myself in SA, but the main reason and is the largest REASON why i wanna leave SA is about time commitment!! Date back in the entries, I stated what I want to focus, adding SA into the list would mean I got myself a new title " SUPER BUSY MAN'

hmm, considering the SA issue; I find myself enjoying the previllages of leaving school early, listening to MP3, singing at home, playing games and etc. Am I ready to give up all this previllages to tie myself down with commitments like this???

October 1st, 2006; children day.. Long long ago I celebrated that, right now I am no longer a kid, young adult?? hmmm...

Sunday, finally!! I get to rest, had been very very busy with 2 IG projects. Now one is over, the other is pending. Student Ambassador, I am still considering if I want to take back my words.. But most probablily I will.. YOu see, I am just too busy; I am afraid of my heath.. Mental health...

Got to go out now, its school day tomorrow....