mood: tired but happy weather; Cloudy

EMPTY!! hmm thats the word to describe my bus to woodlands today. its not actually fully empty, but its just that there are plenty of seats..haha.. Today was the Basic Science module and i am put into a challenge, Physic problem.. SHIT I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT IT!! it takes quite a struggle for me to actually understand the basics of the problem,which is about electrical curcuit... through one of my china classmate Qi Lin.. the lesson is quite entertaining as today no one seems to be listening to the facilitator's chanting and sixth presentation. All of us are in one conversation box opened by Guo Long and me..and the whole class is in the conversation talking big time about the facilitator. The best part was when guo long actually typed " go zap his nipple lea, like this he sure high" haha, and the class actually laughed and the facilitator know nothing about this. Worse, through out the whole day he is laughing to himself.. lol..

I am not putting too much hope on my grades today, as i think i failed to understand and present the concept well enough as it is really physic which i don't really are good at, especially when it come to electricity.. perhaps there should be more easy topics for freshmen like us, lets say lights or sound. But this module truely tested our team work and spirit, as all of us come from different backgrounds and also have different fields of speciality in science.. for instance, Lydia and I have background in Biology whereas Patricia have physic. except for Qi Lin who actually studied all the sciences in China. so therefore helping eachother knowing the concept is very important.. hmmm...

Went to the briefing on the coming SIT cyber camp a.k.a School of infocomm technology freshmen orientation camp. the camp sound alittle fun and yet alittle boring... but for the sake of 2 C.E points and knowing more people, i decided to go for the camp..haha... after the briefing, met huili at the RPC as she have some 'problems' with her laptop, actually its also not any big problem. We took taxi back to tampines, since huili is in a rush and i headed to someone home.

nah nah i am not flirting or wooing that someone. its just my ex. and i am there to return the disk she borrowed me last week. Her family surprisingly still remembers me and i did the basic manner to actually say hi to her mother and elder sister. Her mum offered me to enter the house, but i rejected saying i am in a 'rush'. white lies... i don't want to enter that house of my past memory... her mum to said this ' you kong lai zhou' means do come and visit when free in chinese, but i only say, 'sure' but on actual fact i am not going back there anymore. Its time to forget things that are meant to be forgotten, life is short but yet long and difficult to fulfill. small things like this i shall just treat it nothing but dirt, throw them to the back of my mind and shall not shed man's tear anymore for her...

thoughts:You are who i have to forget and i am who you need to forget.