31 march 2007... Last day of dear march, coming next is fool april. Here is a early entry for beautiful saturday, just reach home from N~Zire meeting.

Once a man with achievements, with wits,determination and support to arm him to sucess. Look at him now, much like a defeated man. The consequences of falling down is being forgotten and back to square one, the journey of falling down and getting up is such a shameful and painful one. Failure had cast a shadow on him, he lost his wits and spirit; no more support. A wandering soul he is, sitting in his own shadow trying to mend his dream. Cruel world he lived in, passer-bys are everywhere but no one reach a hand for him. No one wants to help him, because no one wants him to be strong again. Others pitied his pathetic state,doubt his ability. He want to mend his dream and take it to the peak, but he is overwhelmed by the fear in him. He is afraid that he can't bear the next failure. But he knew it himself, no matter how cruel this world is; there will be someone who are willing to support him and give him the confidence he need. For those people, he will defeat his devils to bring his dream to peak and also for the long lost feeling of being cherished and to cherish. Because a failure today is for him to cherish his sucess tomorrow. And that man, shall be me....