mood:shacked.. losed weather:hot and sunny

so long din blogged lea.. so much also had happen lea.. life is still yet so boring for me now....when will the real times come??

brother crisis
the day b4 was a shattered day.. for the first time honsonn quarrel with us.. i misconcept some stuffs.. shawn and jing ren unhappiness with him leads to all this... haiz. its a awaking problem.. and it had just prove what i see rite.. we are no longer like a family.. all of us changed, including me. we are more and more self-concern... everyone wants to showcase themselves.and we like no longer care for eachother like we do.. and we are putting out all our prides to shut the other party off.. sad..

i was sad when i heard honsonn say he wan to cancel the grand event of our brother.. bt i tell him not to.. bt however the plannings no doubt have make some of us unhappy... and of course honsonn was not happy either .. furthermore lao er' JR' called and actually insulted him big time..Shawn was too unhappy.. no one is happy. .bt i manage to cool my words dwn.. haiz.. i dun wan to say anymore unhappy stuffs abt tis.. its veri heart tearing for me..

some things i dun understand.. why suddenly my brother tai zi bring out his pride and find it hard to put himself dwn and try to give in and settle all tings??? bt maybe i kan blame him as thats his character.. maybe wat i tot all the times is, in a conflict, its always when some one took the first step to cool dwn.. then things will settle.. as the sincerity will touch the other party to cool dwn too..better than holding on.. maybe tts why it looks as though i am a big fool and a coward so some.. as i am always the first to say the word sorry.. my god says.. tt word will create lots of stuffs.. and its the key word to settle minor conflicts like tis.. its not tt difficult to say either.. i found out.. moreover u are saying this to a person tt is close to u.. wat i feel is this. when a closed buddy insults u..ya..maybe it is beri hurting. bt if its real close..den it is easy to forgive... maybe thats my idealogy and i dun expects anyone to be like me.. my idealogy is.. u insult me.can.. u prove to me tt u are better than me.. i will still forgive u in the sake of the word sorry with sincerity.. i wun keep in my heart.. as u din do things like kill my family or kill my loves one.. or snatch my gal or blar....haiz. tts all my theory.. blars.. cut...

yesterday i told both party abt tis ting oso.. i told them its not difficult to forgive someone..i had done it alot of times.. i told tai zi tt tis is the first time he is being insulted by one of his bro..bt i am always insulted by my brothers..bt i dun put it in heart.. i told him, if i am really suppose to be tt lousy in ur heart and yet i gt cheek to come face u all its all becos i treat u guys as my bro,and therefore i forgive and throw whatever u all insulted me.. i oso told Jing Ren, that his words maybe is too harsh.. and i told him tt he shd also say sorry to honsonn.he argees. bt i told him to say sorry in person .. ya.. tink i dun wan to say animore abt tis topic as it is alittle too sensitive and sad. bt anyway.. tis is over.. as honsonn had thought through and so is shawn and jing ren and not forgetting me.. that is the happy thing i had today, i smiled when honsonn told me tt. .and i feel myself uplifted.. haax

for me.. i will never let tis brother clan ever seperate.. i am single now, no doubt they are the closest friends i have.. they are the most trustworthy in me.. i will not loss them.. and i had always remember how they lead and guide me through my darkest day.. which even my ex-girlfriend had never done...

another topic
i also felt very impatient nowadays.. wait and wait and wait... haiz.. wait for poly admission..wait for working days.. i find myself very loss nowadays.. i don't actually know what is happening.. I helped so many people solved their problems, but i myself can't get over my problems.. i find myself very inperfect.. why? i am never sastified with myself. it looks like i always want to improve myself..

but i traces back.. then i found out, i am actually not totally out of what happen to me last year reaching the end.. i am still clinging myself to her... what she had done to me, what she had said to me... what i am doing now, it feels like i wan to showcase to her, i want to showcase to everyone that i can live without her, i will find someone better than her.. but it looks like i am overboarding myself.. am i really that desperate?? omg.. its also suddenly i put myself out of love fate.. i tink i am not to it... or maybe i am just afraid tt i might loss my pride again.. haiz... she called me just now,she said she got problems... i listen to her.. its all relationship problems.. she is being ditch by another guy... i kan explain myself, bt i feel angry with her.. and i said this' now u understand what is the feeling of being ditched..'she kan get over the guy..just like i kan get over her tt time.. it makes me think back and remember how she insult me big time to ditch me.. say i not handsome enuff!! argh.now tink le also angry.. she spoilt my impression on girls.. it makes me now want to perfect my appearane, want to be lady killer, but i am just dreaming.. that is impossible for me to do it.. once i love someone.. it hard for me to shake it off...bt i actually din feel anithing for her as in i din solve the prob like i use to for her.. lately den i found out, my heart is no longer.. with her..

I also felt very tired in St John also.. i was repremanded by one of my office tt saturday during the NCO course POC.. due to my hair.. bt other officer even the commissioner said nth.. i also dun noe why he cared tt much.. maybe its still my fault.. bt i once cared alot on how my officers sees me.. but now, i dunno why i suddenly dun even care how they judge me anymore.. i have loss my pride in there.. due to lots of political stuff i faced in there.. so disheartening...

whats now..
right now, i am just passing each day after each day.. work day after day.. i just hope i dun wan to see people i dun wish to see. i want to breakaway...from what i am before.. i also hope my brother clan don't break.. i dun wish to loss friends like them..cos in poly, i will never noe who will be as truely friends just like them....i rather confirm now, then to decide later...thats all.. hope day after day will be a happy day now... hmmm

mood:tired but happy Weather:rainy, cool

well.. its been a time since i last blog...haax..what to do, busy with work back in Pan Pacific the last 2 weeks...er.. i mean last week and this week.. phew.. earn a bit abit. but i spend some of it to buy things that i have been eyeing for quite a long time..haha..

My Work life

ok.. i worked last week in pan pacific.. er.. its quite slacking as the functions are very small, got to be barman the second time last week also.haar.. not pretty skills for me in terms of berverage control as in i still spilt drinks over the bar..haha.. thats last week..haha.. but there is 2 things i think I must share..haha... it happen yesterday and today..haha..

Well, yesterday, i get to be Barman again.. haha. this time, i'm more skilled, i can open many wine bottles in a short period of 5 mins.. cool huh?? well, thanks to Bala(my manager) and Jason( also my manager) who taught me some tricks.. they teach me better, some manager teach me too, but their language is beyond my understanding.ahah.. ok, thats one minor thing i wan to share,being Barman.haha. the big thing is, i get to see the USA military generals and their armyman, wow they are truely army personel, they have veri built bodies.. ok lets not insult my own country army, but their size is like X2 of our armyman.. i get to talk to the USA ambassmnor(argh..forget how to spell le la) haax.. well i onli ask her what she would like to drink..den she stay at my bar choosing her drink for quite a while..haha. its a experience huh.. nice..haha. ok la.actually its nothing to showcase about this, but i personally feel its a good opportunity to see big shots people at my age..haha..

Another thing, Big shot to me ,might not to you..haha.. I saw the general manager of the Pan Pacific Singapore today, i greet him and he smile and ask me how am I..woo. i was like.. ok, the saying that rich guys are cocky might just have been proven wrong by the general manager.. haha.. you know how i know he is the GM, because he is wearing the Pan Pacific Badge, and i saw the organisation chart before, he is the only Caucassian there..haha..so I know its him lo..

through this few days of working, i get to see successful people in the world.. rick mans, people with status, its a eye-opener for me..you see.. not just this.. through this week, my relations with my managers are also very good now..at least now, i am able to still joke with jeffrey ,joseph and Kevin.. all my manager.. even pei jun.. so its a nice working experience for me.. but because of my injury, i cannot work long hours..like today, i have a sore throat followed by my leg, which has a cut the toe and its swollen.. shit lo.. think shd be ok, i still can walk.. my leg is like jelly after yesterday also..haha..carry this and that..

My mind

well, nowadays, i am thinking a little bit far..as in i am already thinkingof my carreer path.. i want to have a smooth and steady life.. i have 2 plans in mine.. (not to be disclosed)haha.. actually my plans will still depends on what course i am going to be successfully admitted to... hopefullly is one of my twelve choices.. if not, even god also cannot save me.. i have this thought to dedicate my 10 years life as an army combat specialist also... i feel that i am more suitable to this kind of life.. as you know in service line. i am already not that kind of 'WOW' people.. army life might suit me ba.. maybe its because i am the sort of people who demands physical and mentally challenges jobs and also the purpose of the job.. workin for army can also be said as protecting the country isn't it??haha. ok.. i shd not touch so much on all this...

MY interest now..

suddenly i got this interest in studying stars..haha. astronomy.. i studied before..basic one.. well I love stars..haha. i can still remember me sitting alone under the night sky studying the stars pattern when i was pri 4..when i am doing this astronomer badge..aha...stars might be simple from here.. but there is actually more than what it is.. i was wondering.how many of us actually notice that the stars actually moves throughout the nite..due to the rotational movement of Earth.. the only star that doesn't move from its position is the polaris, the brightest star in the nite sky..also known as the north star.. its used in aerial and naval navigation..in the past. polaris is the name of the star..however the north star will never be the same, over thousand years, another star could be the north star for our planets..lalala.. oppss. ok i don't want to write a book about this..haha.. ok actually now i am studying the navigations stars.. haha.. (watch out the sky, do you notice that some stars will always be visible on earth despite a full moon night??)haha..those are the stars i am studying the big dipper and small dipper making the unor major and i also studying the Draco( said that the arrangement of the stars depict a dragon who once protect the golden apples)haha..hmmm

closing speech

ok. thats the end. i see. tml i get to dye my hair.. woo-hoo.. my parents dun allow me to dye mulitple colours.. but i think i will dye 2 colours..haha. woo..

mood:moderate , Weather: Sunny

Valentine day

ok... so today is valentine day.. well sad to say i no valentine to celebrate this day.. haha.. well walking around the streets today, i saw lots of couples.. holding hands, hugging blar blar blar..i saw smiles... its a happy day isn't it? haha.. ok. well i have no valentine, but of course i will not let myself slack at home.. i have programs today u see..haha..

ok.. firstly, i tink my valentine today is SJAB ba..haha.. i went back to SJAB to see their training and after which have a meeting regarding the incoming March Unit Camp.. its a combine camp with our corp Girl Guides and NPCC.. well somethings i am not veri happy about it..but lets not spoil valentine day... i am suppose to plan the hike.. haiz.. the hike is at a place i not quite like.. SOMEMORE I DUNNO HOW TO GET THERE.. haiz. but what to do, i am suppose to show professionalism, so no choice, get to it... anyway i got one week.. looks like got to sacrifice the entire next week for this hike and not to go to work.. that is lot of money to sacrifice ok.( p.s. sorry ar, i getting alittle money-minded nowadays)

OK.. then after which, my brother Jing Ren jio me out for maximum tuning.. but however his main reason is not to go race with me, but is on a look out of girls..haha.. i agreed..no harm, i had always also wondered how he woo girls..haha..so actually we raced, I won his RX-7 using my RX-8,(P.M. sorry ar brother,I know quite a handful of girls are looking at our race as it is the only race that time) ok both are Mazda, he go tune his car at 780HP/Dangerous..haha fast but the car has no grip.. I tune my car at 760HP/Drift.. fast, and has minimum grip, but because i finally got the hold of steering wheel, i made my lead at all the cornerings.. ok. then come 2 people challenging us, i got the lead in the first place, but i dunno why suddenly i go bang wall.. den i get to 3rd place..but nevermind, the nxt race also the same, so i got myself 2 stars ;P yea.. I love my Madza RX-8, its getting veri chio..haha..got spoiler behind one..cool man.haha..

after which we went down with no purpose in mind.. then a call came in..its Clara, ok, she is in century square.. she saw me, but I didn't.. so i thought, ok quite a long time since i see her, so actually went to see her..only say hi and she say bye.. lol..haha. then that jing ren go do stupid thing..haiyo..so i gave him a punch at his arm, and a kick at his ass.. haha..(P.M. Brother brother... hows the kick..i told u i am getting alittle strong these day.haha.complain pain hor..haha.. thats why i tell u maybe i want to go army ma..haha) after that, we got nothing to do of course..went round and round.. then meet honsonn, go takan Jie Ying and Xing Hui at Fairprice..haha.. so bad..haha..sad also,i say i won't bully jie ying , but she say i this type very nan jiang....haha.. no lo.. i not so bad bully people de..unless neccessary..muhaha..

from there, honsonn went home, this guy is so shed today..wonder what happen to my brother.. Lao da tai zi.. ladykiller become like duno what liao..haiyo..i get to know wat happen actually in the nite..haha.. so then i and Jing Ren went to play pool.. he won most of the match, not because he got all the ball in..is that i chao suay till i get my black ball into the wrong hole..haiyo...!! madam luck is not smiling at me... humpf... chai shen haven dao..haha.. then thats it, we went home

nothing much.. haha.. what to do?? no valentine mah..thats why.haha. i am so damn single..ahaha. opps.. sorry la.. i not that despo... now let the fate flow.. see what fate brings me the next time.. haha.. hmm maybe in my wish list i should include one more wish,'not to spend my valentine day like this next year??'haha..kiddin..haha my wish all is not given de le, all i man-made and make it come true de..haiyo.. SHEN AR JIU JIU WO BA..haha... lol :p

10 february 2006

its over..i am through

ok... so yesterday i took my O'lvl result.. haiz.. i dunno to be happy or to be sad..or to regret hard.. i scored 22 for L1R4.. sian.. and oso got my first D7 for english.. haiz.. so like wrong timing...

I stayed at da ger honsonn de house overnite..to tink of my courses.. i got lots of choice..bt all frm engineering , build environment and design.. the rest..is ITE... bt i not going there.. aft long consideration.. i registered at o402 morning 11 feb 2006 at honsonn house..here is my following choice

1st DIP. Integrated Facility Design and Management (Temasek Poly)

2ndDip.Facilities Management in Business(Ngee Ann Poly)

3rdDip.Property Development & Facilities management( Singapore poly)

4thDip.Interior Architecture&design(Temasek Poly)

5thDip. in Business Process & Systems Engineering(Temasek Poly)

6thDip. Architecture(Singapore Poly)

7thDip. Quality Management & Engineering(Ngee Ann Poly)

8thDIp. Business Applications(Republic Poly)

9thDip. Maritime Transportation Management(Singapore Poly)

10thDip. Supply Chain Management(Republic Poly)

11stDip. Industrial & Operations Management(Republic Poly)

12thDip Real Estate Business(Ngee Ann Polytechnic)

now.. i got to retake my English as private candidate to secure myself in Poly.. i feel its a tedious year ahead... bt no fears.. i am on to it.. ;)

9th feb 2006

The judgement day...

well.. haiz.. today i got nth to say..cos actually i camped the whole day at home..simply becos it is raining out there....haiz.. tml.. is the judgement day.. its the day tt will reflect my four year in Junyuan.. it will show how I fare.. veri scared..honestly.. i woke up at 1300..

honsonn cancelled our swimming trip as it is raining cats and dogs, kittens and puppies out there.. so den i woke up.. play gameboy..den eat lunch.. to forget the O stress.. den honsonn call..say tml need to wear sch uniform to go collect result.. den i was like.. wat a auspicious thing to do.. wear tt..dunno suay not?? furthermore.. i dun wish to go back.. i wanna to move on.. den aft a few hours.. den honsonn call back say..can dun wear uniform..I was like. woo hoo! becos if really need to wear, den i tink i die liao..cos my sch uniform is like so out of shape frm my size... haiz...den scare the whole day.. den forget to bathe..den go bathe.. den aft tt.. at the nite...honsonn, yi qi, jing ren , shawn and me conference at my fone..haha.. den we chat and chat.. till veri late.. haha.. den all go slp..i am here.. blogging..haha..

well..dunno wat will happen tml..i wish tt..tml is a sunny day.. really wish.. i'm veri scared... i am oso more than keen to noe where will i be aft all tis.. aft clearing the O.. where will i be..what will i be..how will i be.. hmmm..lets just wait and see....

actually the song now currently played at my blog is for pple i noe so far, and have beri big impact and impression on my life.. here it goes...

56teams: Honsonn, Jing Ren, Shawn, Nigel, Derrick

my shi mu, Yi Qi

SJAB brothers:Jack and Edmund

*** You are not alone**

6th feb 2006

ok.. here to blog.. its a long day...

Ren ri chu qi-->4/2/2006

ok.. as i say..lots to blog on tis day..haha.. well tt day is ren ri.. in chinese.. its a birthday to all chinese..ahaha.. on tis day pple will 'lao yu shen' in hope of good luck and prosperity.. yu shen is actually a kind of dish, ok.. i make it a kind of salad..haha.. becos it is mostly made of vegetables.. it contains, red ginger, carrots strips, cabbage, lemon sause, plum sause, Salmon and crackers..haha..tis is all i can rmb aft working in Pan Pacific..haha..

well.. Chinese likes to hear beautiful words.. esp in days like chinese new year... so there is procedures of preparing a yu shen.. the salad is there..bt the additional ingredients are to be prepared later... ok.. first we will do the salmon, we will put it on top of the salad, it symbolise year of surplus,' nian nian you yu'; secondly the lemon sause, good luck,' da ji da li' then the five spices, ' hong yun dang tou'.. next the plum sause, tian tian mi mi,' happy life'; oil, smooth life 'sun sun li li.. haha for ur info, i learnt tis in Pan Pacific... see it is worth more den a penny to work in hotel industry at my age..haha!!

ok.. two long passage to introduce ren ri to non-chinese blog readers of mine.haha.. for the 'fei hua ren' haha... tts non chinese in chinese..lol.. so ryhme...well lets kick off my blog by sharing how actually i spend my 'ren ri'..haha.. it is veri interesting..

ok, tis day, as planned we will visit hse of everyone in my clan..haha. my clan la. brotherhood, 56 team.. comprising honsonn(tai zi), Jing Ren (JR), Me( batman),Nigel(Xiao Fei Xiang),Derrick(Shen), Shawn(Ren Zhe)..haha.. and 2 gals Sueh li(shawn de fiancee), Yi Qi( my shi mu, JR's sis, honsonn sis) wa..so many status...WAHAHA...

ok..we din visit sueh li hse becos commented too far...den we din visit Yi Qi hse as we tht is not nice.. dun understand?? nvm..its not meant to be understand for readers under the age of 15..duh..sorry.kiddin...wat a big insult..no la..cos all guys ma..den visit a gal hse.wat u tink?? xiang qing ar? er..means match-making in chinese.. lol.. ya..tts the reason ..ok lets start.. wa..i veri chang qi today..lol..

Shawn hse-->first stop

ok.. tis is our first stop..and really stop veri long.. shawn stay in terrace lo..bloody rich guy.. so we visit his hse at 11pm... sad to say..everyone is late..haha..onli SHEN is early..haha.. JR was the latest.. haha..so when he enter..we sing' CHAI SHEN DAO!!' haha.. becos he wear red..funny..haha..den we sat dwn, tok tok tok..haha.. funny..when jane come, (honsonn, thai girl-friend) we all say, eh..thai maid ar..den shawn say i go take broom and dustpan..haha.. actually becos honsonn say de ma..haha.. den honsonn kana sabo..haha..so we joke and play fer 2 hours..den we set off for the nxt stop...the holyland..muahhaa..

Derrick house--->holyland, second stop

haha.. well..since we call derrick shen, means god in chinese..so his house will be labelled as holyland, place where we will see all de gods..haha.!! funny.. .. so we went to his house.. den we tok there..joke here joke there.. say wat..holyland cannot make dirty, must be quiet blar blar blar...ahaha.funny!..

my house(home)--->secret lab of batman,heex, third stop

so sad for my brothers and shi mu... dey din get to find the 'batman suit' n the super car..haha.. blar..kiddin la..i dun own dis.. i am onli batman by name..haha..ok.. dey veri spon de.. sit at my sofa den watch tv..ahaha.. of cos dey in the end chat wif my mummy..haha.. den i oso part of it.. well chinese like to hear good stuff hor..bt when they come my house.i like heard nth good bt bad alot hor..haha.. say my brother more good looking den me..haha.. lol...kiddin la..i dun mind tt much...bt i mind alittle..lol..kidddin again.. no no..i dun mind at all in fact...haha.. dey oso dig out my childhood frm my mum..haiyo.. haha.. veri rei nao worx my hse tt day...thanks brothers...n shi mu...PS: touched ba shi mu, i mention u infront of my mum lea..haha..see she got so good impression on u as my shi mu..so u must really teach me stuff lea worx..haha..kiddin..well brothers.. u noe my pattern one..good stuff i sure share wif my mummy de... so no fears tt my mum noe all of u so well ba..haha..see onli the good stuff come out ..haha.. except jing ren la..sorry ar.. u showed ur exageration mode tt day in front of my mum when i injured la..its nt i say one.:(

Jing Ren house---> the bunny hideout fouth stop

haha.. well..we went to jing ren house aft tt.. along the way.. i shawn, jr and shen sing all the way...in companion of yi qi..haha.. sing sing sing..change lyrics..den we are so like attractive tt day..i mean attract alot of pple ears..cos we sing..haha.. so when we reach there.. we play..we sing..we tok..den shortly.. 5pm.. we left jr hse..den headed to Nigel house..

Nigel house--->Mandai Zoo(lol!! kiddin, no offence) Xiao fei xiang entertainment centre, fifth stop

ok..no offence ar. nigel.i kiddin.ahaha.. i want 2 make my blog full of craps.heex..well..nigel hse is veri neat..i can tell..veri neat.. honestly.. well i like his father cooking..not just me..bt everyone.. its veri mouth watering.. wow... den we sort of tok and tok over there.. we brought out our past..how we meet eachother..n become like we are now..haha..den aft tt.. we went to honsonn hse.. last stop..haha..

Honsonn hse---> the palace of joy last stop

ok..here.. we sing K.. haha. i dunno how to spell tt word.. haha..den we lao yu shen.. i and shi mu are the emcees..hhaa. funny.. den aft tt..continue singing.. i pei chang ziu mei yi ke wif honsonn.veri nice..we even increase the difficulty .. we play sissors paper stone when we sing.bt still nice..hah!!. shi mu yi qi went home at around 9.. den i send her home.. gals la.. no one can fang xin to let a gal walk home alone aft 8.... so i send her home lo, gentleman nvr let a lady walk alone.chey la baus.. den aft tt..went back..shawn n sueh li is off..shawn sick..den sueh li home..aft tt we play uno..den home..haha..

tts all for ren ri for me..here is the PM...(personal msg)

to......

Honsonn: yo brother..hmm good job hor.. bring jane here..haha..well..hmm thanks for the u noe..attendance.. and thanks for praising my dad huh.haha... n shit u for suaning me..haha, KIDDIN!!..haha.. er.. and well i have to say.. i enjoy singing wif u.. hope u enjoy too ;) brothers ferever and ever

Jing Ren: lol..bro..u suan me the most tt day u noe..haha.. bt nvm.. i not petty...bt dun overboard hor.haha.. well..same for ur attendance..so actually how u feel when u enter shawn hse and we sing 'Chai Shen dao'? haha.. well i tink its fair for me to say, actually tt is my idea..haha.. lol.. hmmm.. u are the mastermind of tis event.. thanks bro...brothers forever n ever~~!!!

myself: tis one is extra..haha. i thank myself to be there,joking and craping wif all of u..haha..lol..lame

Nigel: brother.. sorry ar.. i always joke on pple de.hope u understand.. haha.. awell. like father like son. i tink ur father is good at cooking. meaning i tink u are also good in tt..well mind cooking for the whole lot of us one day?? heex.. i tink all of us are craving it..haha.. n thanks for ur attendace.. brothers forever man!! haha.. and ever...

Derrick: SHEN!!! amen...haha..heex.. yo brother.. why u so quiet de?? dis one i help my mum ask..haha.. well er.. u dun haf to ans..haha.. cos my mum is use to noise frm me..so when she see u so quiet..she nt use to it..haha..well..ur hse is neat..veri neat..really like holyplace..haha. er.. thanks for ur attendance..well how u get in our gp..doesn't matter..things tt matter is. ur now part of us...heex...brothers forever

Shawn n Sueh Li: heex.one my brother..one my future sister in law..haha..in our own law..haha... well...shawn ar.shawn.haha..ur house veri big ar.. haha. n we stayed at ur house the longest ..haha..n sueh li ar.. hmm nth for u..bt thanks for ur attendance worx..well u two are the onli survivor of the love crisis of us..haha.ok.. er.. good luck the 2 of u..and I AWAITS UR WEDDING INVITATION.. I WAN VIP!! not just me.. the WHOLE BROTHER CLAN!!..haha.. er shawn..consider Pan pacific..maybe got ex-staff or staff discount.haha..**brothers forever and ever**

Yi Qi Shi mu: thats it.. hahhaha..shi mu ar.. are u touched?? my mum noes u lea..haha.dun me shock la.. my pattern is like tt de. i will tell my mum everything good tt happens to me.. she noe u becos u sms me when i injured ma..she happen to see my msg cos the hp was wif her n she ask me..heex.. i told her u are the one comforting me when i was low la, n i value u as my friend cum shi mu.ahaha..thanks for the er.. concern u give me worx...my brothers and u..is things tt good had happen.. its too good..nth comes more blissful than tt..beside if i get married...lol... i shown nigel de pic and honsonn she met b4..tts why she noe..haha..dun mistake her for having supernatural power..haha.i am the backscene coordinator...haha..my mummy veri glad tt i got tis good bunch of friends, like u , like my brothers....haha..

tts it..heex...Hey guys.. i truly value u guys..though u guys bully me sometimes..bt the brothers sense is there.. n the shi mu and tudi feelings are there too.. i luv u guys...!! thanks...

6-2-06

humpf..today work alone..cos shawn sick.. nvm.. today no service..onli set up..haha..half way..receive a call frm honsonn.. ku ku de.. its true!! tis friday take result..suddenly i veri scared..no mood to do work.. i keep forgeting wat i shd do ..den in the end..kana some scolding..haha.. aft work..go home lo..den.sit here lea..nth today...

Personal Msg:

to...

brothers in 56 teams: hey.. guys.. we went through thick and thin together so many times lea.. and the storm is over.. really over..we will be through tis battle of O'level.. good luck!!:))

shi mu: shi mu.. u dun haf to scare tt much.. being able to made it at PAE..is a great confirmation tt u will make it..i have faith in u.. u haf confidence urself.. u will make it !!! :)

to everyone i noe in my batch taking O'level: good luck!! we will make it together!!

hmm so its quite a long time din blog here le ar..haha.. hmm well busy wif games, busy wif everything.. except work..why? Pan Pacific de coordinatoors suddenly all went missing.. duh!! PEI JUN and AGELINE.. no calls.. haha..maybe becos i din call..nvm i call them pester for work!! haha..duh..so my last blog was on the chinese new year eve ..so lets start on chinese new year chu yi..haha

Chu yi--->29-1-06

ok..this is the first day of chinese new year..well , woke up at 10 plus..brush teeth..den say happy new year to everyone inmy family..haha.. tis day i veri siao de.. i say lots and lots..haha.. den relatives come liao.. den entertain dem till no one bussiness..haha.. den time to go pai nian le.. change clothes..sickening, my uncle say i look like 'ah beng' duh..where got.. tis is style ma..nvm..actually becos i wear my jeans low, den wear sunglasses , dogtag and a dark red polo tees..haha.. den maybe alittle 'ah beng' haha..bt nvm den i go my mother side de uncle..dey say i more and more good looking lea..haha.. fly liao..haha..no la..kiddin..haha..den aft tt went home..snore liao..haha..

Chu er--->30-1-2006

ok..second day of chinese new year..a monday..haha.. well somehow i dunno how to explain why i got so many relatives to go visit de..haha..tt day went to visit my father's elder brother.. who i call.. 'ah beh' in dilect la..aha..dun ask me why. i was told to call tt since de day i open my mouth...haha..hmm see my cousin in law de dog, so cute!! her name is yuki ..haha. so i play wif her whole day lo..haha.. sa yang her..haha.. so fun.. bt sad i no dog at home..if not can accompany me..haha.. duh.. den at nite eat at my 'ah beh' hse..den in the nite..went home..haha.. come back..play com a while..den slp...haha on the same day, received call frm edeline..got a special invitation frm alvin sir to visit his hse de nxt day..haha.. so i went of cos..haha...

Chu San--->31-1-2006

ok...tis is the third day of chinese new year..haha..well.. tt day woke up at 9, becos edeline called and confirm whether i going not..den told her i wake up lei...den in the end.dunno why..i fall back again and slp..haha.den in the end..11 den wake up..pai seh..i sms edeline saying i wil be late fer 15 mins..haha.. i rush myself... anyohow do my hair..den go out le..my father bring me..reach there.. edeline haven reach yet..nvm wait..den see her..at the same time..see clara..haha.. hmm.. den went up together.. saw charmaine..so now i believe tt charmaine brother is alvin..ok..bleh.so kpo fer wat..den go in.. edeline n clara sing..i watch.. watch ..watch..den alvin sir jio me in the room.. gamble!! haha. no money..bt nvm la..cny take little little out to gamble la..hhaa..den alvin sir teach me the game la..den win first few rounds..de rest either i quit or i loss lo..haha..suay kao..haha.. i left at 1330 as i need to rush to other relative's hse oso..went to third aunt hse..sit for a while..grandma give me some beer..haha.. duh..i am addicted!!no la.. i just drink fer fun. den went to first aunt de house.. blah..den we eat out..den go home..slp...haha..nth much actually..haha.

Chu Si--->1-2-2006

ok..today..veri happy..cos finally i jio all my brothers out..haha.except fer jing ren la..he got to work..so we went 2 KBOX..haha..finally we sing..haha..nice lei actually..bt the early part we all out of tune..i just wake up..the voice haven break..den honsonn eat too much tibits..den shawn got flu..haha..nigel admit he dunno how to sing..derrick say he dun wish to sing.hahaa.bloody hell..bt we sang alot of song..in the end..nice nice de..haha.i solo de jay chou ge qian.. n dual wif honsonn de jian dan ai..haha.. den oso pei chang the a1 de one more try..haha..nice.. also sang ai wo hai shi ta by tao zhe.. yue liang dai biao wo de xin oso got...haha..sing till siao la..haha..

After KBOX..we went to Kpool..haha.. play pool.. tt day not my day.. can hit in alot of balls.bt the last ball..i loss..why..becos i enter the wrong hole..duh!! always like tt de lo..!!bloody hell..play fer awhile..den shawn went to meet sueh li..we play somemore..den take 969 to yishun and meet shawn tey all..we all slp on the bus..haha..4 cute guys..haha..slp like pig de..ahaha..den aft tt..went to junction 8.. half way i go..becos family reunion again.. den jing ren come join themm.aft my dinner..i went to find dem again at shawn hse..den we chat till 11 plus..den go home..hah..wow!! we are one lot of blissful brothers.haha..

After reach home..chat wif shi mu..she say she sad..den i tok to her..she tok to me.. i tell her i scare lots of ting..den she tok to me .i tok to her..den tts all.haha.i went to play again.haha.. shit me hor..haha...

Chu wu--->2-1-2006

ok..nth tt day.. just wake up late lo..den meet shawn n jing ren..dey siao de..so fast go buy game boy advance sp..din wait for me..bt nvm.. la.. i oso no money de..i broke liao lo..:X den aft tt they went home all.. den i go max tuning.. haha..so happy..my driving skills still dere..bt actually i dunno oso.. dis game i had nvr been tt good b4..bt tt day..i somehow engrosed myself into de speed.. 355KM/H in RX-8..tt car can acceralate faster den any car..and it is hard to drift and turn tt car..bt i did it..wow.. impressive..hmmm..so i tot is my luck again..bt its not..cos the nxt day i went to try agian..

Chu liu-->3-1-2006

woo..today went 2 ngee ann polytechnic open hse..its an eye opening scene fer me..i saw new course..bt sad to say..i onli attracted to 3 of the course there.. bussiness studies, logistic management and ebussiness..haha..all the bussiness bussiness management management one lo..i more keen in those..haha..aft tt..receive call frm edeline again..tis time..serious.. alvin sir visiting my corp..hmm...serious stuff..not play play de..meeting among all the seniors ..den aft tt.. went to play Max tuning again..maybe its stress hor..den let me got the mood to drive well.. i go in..play onli 3 races..bt i win 2..onli lose one.. becos got curves..den i veri lousy de..cos its curves all e way..turn the steering wheel till i can penz one lo..duh..

After reach home..see another letter.. NS!! DNA of a leader.. call me go sign up to be leader in NS.. well its actually the joint poly SAF scheme la..bt must give 10 years of my life to the army..haha..my brother jing ren got the MOE to be teacher letter...bloody hell.i toldmy mum.. govt wan jing ren to be teacher.. govt wan me to pick up rifles to fight..duh..haha..den my mummy smile and say..wat to do?? u look like a soldier ma..i likE pengz..i so small size..dun tell me becos i small size so easy to camoflage..lols..i will laugh till bengz lo..aft tt.... call ngin an..thanks her for the gifts..tts it..mmmm...

WHats up??!

actually.. i am kind of aware of someting nowadays.. ya, agreed wif my relatives.. i changed.. i look myself in the mirror today, i saw a new me.. no longer got the baby cute face liao.. onli got a devilish, killer face.. dunno why lea.. all tis day veri drag de... tok to Ngin An, found out she doing well ba.. den tts fine lo..lots of guys going aft her ar..tts great fer her..now..i no longer one anything.i just wan to live as usual liao.. go smooth in life...

tomorrow...

ok..tink tml got lots more to blog lea..tml is the 7th day of chinese new year...so called the'ren' day.. its a birthday for all chinese.. tml.. go bai nian wif all my brothers ++ Yi Qi my shi mu, and heard honsonn bringing his thai girl-friend..haha.. maybe hu noes tml the girl-friend will become someting more..duh..haha.. hmm lets wait and see.. tml also we go lao yu shen.haha. u must understand.. my brothers and i hor..try out all kinds of funny stuff de..see da ren do wat..we also try one..ahah!!

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