Friday, March 31, 2006

Mood:shacked Weather: Rainy

hmm.. i am sorry..so sorry..very sorry..deeply sorry for being so lazy..not to blog here.. humpf.. well.. I have quite abit to blog today ba..haha.. its actually regarding the day before, yesterday and today..muhaha..and i have something to annouce, i am going to create my own blog skin..haha..
well.. i shall start on the the day before yesterday, which is the A.D.2006 29th March..that day, my brother clan spilted into 2 groups. One group consisting of Shawn, Jing Ren and myself, the other group consisting of Honsonn, Derrick and Nigel... Shawn, JR and me actually went to pulau Ubin to cycle while Honsonn, derrick and Nigel went to play Basketball(lan qiu).. ok so i don't know what happen over at TaiZi side, so lets talk about my day in Pulau ubin..haha..
So actually this day, we went to pulau ubin to cycle, so we met eachother at around 10am and reach Pulau ubin at about 11am. then we went to rent our bikes at 5 dollars perday..haha.. then we cycle lo..haha. thanks to shawn who negotitate with his mother about the N70 nokia phone, Jing Ren and I have to wait for him..haha..raftly, 15 mins.haha. then we cycle northwards of the island..then shawn suddenly say, hey, i think later will rain lea.. all a sudden, IT REALLY RAIN!! but i know it will rain also, as whenever it's going to rain, i will definately sneeze.. actually, i sneeze quite a few times that day... hmm.. so we stay under a hut awaiting the rain to stop. times fly, we chat and chat, finally the rain stop; and we continue our journey back to the jetty... half way through, it rain again, so we got no choice but to speed in the rain.. well, not to boast, i feel that the three of us have very good biking skills..haha. cause along the way, it look as though we are having a initial D race..haha..opps.. after which, we head back to mainland, and home sweet home...
The next day, I join Honsonn and Nigel to bedok swimming complex to have a swim..haha.. that day, the other three didn't join us..haha. so we swim ourselves.. actually quite alot of funny things happen on that day.. the first one was Nigel, who want to practise his parade commanding skills..haha. when i reach, he shout at me..' SHAO CHENG!' haha..the whole pool was like looking at him, Honsonn feel embarassed and of course took an alternative way to approach me.haha.. the second funny thing was again Nigel, who proved to have the ability to wage a tsunami..opps..haha. well, honsonn and I was sun-tenting, the complex was quiet, the sun was bright, everyone is enjoying the wonderful sunshine and relaxing silence. out of a sudden, the pool was awaken by the sound' SpshHHH!!' Nigel jumped into the pool..haha..the splash was so loud that once agian, nigel was the center of attraction..haha.furthermore, it really look like tsunami..ahaha.opps..nigel please close one of your eye when you read my blog..haha...
I remember nothing about honsonn,haha.. since nigel's big splash had cast a unforgetable joke in my mind..haha.. opps..haha.but i certainly remember one of my clanmate(ahem, you guys should know) actually calculated and told us that he got 28 cases of scandals+ex-relations.haha.. hmmm. how should we label him.ha...kiddins... thats all for that day, 30th March 2006...
Today, the last day of march... nothing.. went to singpost to pay my Private fees.. then went to SJAB.. haha.. train the contingent, play with my mei mei Wai Yin.. AND U KNOW WHAT!! THE GAY IVAN SMILE AT ME!! and BUMPED ME SOMEMORE!! argh. this is nightmare as i recalled some stuff honsonn told me about that Ivan..oh MY GOD(derricK)..ahaha.. but its ok, cause its over..haha. after which i followed my NCO groupmate, EDMUND LIEW to go eat our dinner acompanied by two of my OCs, Kevin and Shi Yong.haha.. then after reach home, someone called me and chat with me..haha. at the same time, another person sms me and request me to chat with her.., but I sort of forget to call her..haha. then here I am bloggin lea..haha. thats all for today..haha.. stay tune for tml!! haha hopefully i am not that tired tml.haha.. out..

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Mood:calm Weather:Rainy

Why am i so lazy nowadays?? hmm.. so I have not been blogging for 6 days..well, these 6 days, sad to say, nothing big happen..
Maybe I should start by saying to my corp compeitition team, well its ok for you guys not to have won any throphy. its ok cause there's always a tomorrow..hmmm....hopefully the meal at Long John Sliver can cheer you guys up... hmm so thats for that day which is 25th March 2006, Saturday. So sorry to ping ping as i didn't turn up for her birthday party..hmmm.. that night I send someone home, help her massage somemore..then reach home at 12am
Sunday was nothing, whole day at home..hmm then Monday was the day I love the most. I got myself a LAPTOP!! woo-hoo.. but sad, my Laptop doesn't have internet.. cause I haven't upgrade my Broadband to Wireless and my Laptop only has wireless settings...hmmm..
today, nothing as well, camp at home.. play my laptop whole day..haha. hmm.. now overhere blogging.haha..And I have 2 choices for my CCA in poly now. It's either Soccer or Floorball..haha. hmm. nice? yea..haha. I have more confident in these two sports, since there is no Badminton in my School... if there is no interview required, then i will join Akido lo..haha.. then next time, people better don't provoke me worx.. if not I shall flip you over..wahaha...
hmmm...guess thats all.. good nite.. out---

Friday, March 24, 2006

Mood:Happy but tired Weather:Sunny

2 things to blog today.. one for today and one for yesterday..haha.. -_-'''
Swapped department
yesterday, I worked at Pan Pacific like I always do..ahha. but yesteday i work at a different department.. instead of banquet, I worked for Atrium yesterday nite.. haha. well, yesterday; my uniform was cool. its a black colour shirt, pants and shoes and a black professional jacket over it, something like suit..haha..so cool..haha..i love it man. but its very high class down there in the atrium, though its only cocktail procedures..haha.. but its ok..haha.. the uniform was nice..haha. but I only earned 24 dollars yesterday.. SIANX!..
Swimming...
ok..today, I went to SWIM..haha. I was late due to some things which i need to settle..haha.. by the time i reach there.. all my brothers got something for me..they grab me..and throw me about in the pool..wah!! wat to do..they stronger than me.haha.haha. but nevermind..its fun..especially chasing JR..haha..he keep escaping..haha..
after which, we went to have lunch..tell you, I have a very big meal here. 2 meat 2 veg. I requested for additional rice somemore..haha..hmm lately, I went to Pan Pacific to take my 24 dollar pay -_-''' then GOT TO WAIT FOR ANOTHER HOUR.. as i reach there by 3 pm. they put up a sign '3pm, out for associates gathering, be back at 4.30pm :)' still got smiley face..wah..so i scroll around City hall...
Hunt for Laptop
YEah, this means i am going to Republic Poly.. as a Republican i need laptop, however, the person making the payment is not me, so i must do the job of convincing the person. who's that person?that is my daddy.. well, actually i tried to buy from school, but they can't allow installment which my daddy wants. so I no choice, went around the island to search a similar laptop with same functions and cheaper..haha. but to my sadness, all very expensive out there.. so my father decided to let me buy from school, but i very guilty for him, though he got lots, but i know my daddy very trifty.. one swap on the card, 1000+ dollar gone for me i also heart pain.. so MUST STUDY HARD!! don't let this 1000+ go to drain.. hmm!! i must do it..

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Mood: Happy weather: sunny..

haiz. actually, my morning wasn't good.. i woke up at 8am, crying. well, i don't know why, but i guess i still can't get over her.. Thanks to that song Yuan You Hui, which i use to sing with her... i felt that kind of unwanted bitterness in me... argh i don't want it man.. I want something new.. I thought i had long forgotten her.... grghhh. nevermind, it takes me one hour to cool down on my bed.. then i get down. for a day to RP

First Visit to Republic Poly :)
wee!! today I made a trip down to matriculate my course.. hmm.. don't ask me the meaning of matriculate.. to be honest, I don't know the meaning :X All I know is that I have to go through that process in order to be a confirmed Republican..opps, its another callsign for students studying in RP.. not the American political party.. hax..well, initially I thought this process is something long and complicated, now i understand its actually not, its a very fast and easy process.. hmmm lets share what happen today...
Today, i'm not alone.haha. i went with Nigel, the carebear of my clan..haha. well, anyway he is suppose to go to shatec today also, so two brothers down the journey to the north..weeeexx.. supposing to meet JR, but this guy overslept, so Nigel and I took our move first, anyway today is suppose to be our business..haha
So we took 168, pretty fast ba, it took only about 45 mins to reach there.. haha.. its long enough for the carebear beside me to sleep ba.haha.. initially tot the school is very far, but once i got down from bus, I can see the building lea..so near.. haha..so we walk there..
So when i reach there.the first ting is to take out the IC, wah, RP high tech lo, they scanned my IC, then they print out my particulars instantly lea..wah!! haha. chey, of course la... we are now in information Age..come on.haha.. so i was told to check particulars. I come across something wrong, since when i took physic, so i change lo..to biology.. then after which, the payment has to be made, pay via CPF, then the admission fee, they told me that i can't pay by cash, so i got to go down to OCBC bank and deposit the money into the school account.. then come back again.wah. then Nigel and I walk again. after which, i varified my place, then they gave me my RP email, RP user name and password, after that, take foto, then my school ICT got orientation camp, so i register lo. after a short thinking, i think i going lea ba..if not no friends..haha. then after which go to the LapTop road show..haha.. yea..so i am so going to get a lap top..haha..EEEPEE!!haha..
After that, went to shatec with Nigel..hmm.. hey Brother, if you think hotel management can hook you, go for it.... brothers forever, brothers aways behind ya..heex... then after which we took 168 home.. and really home sweet home..haha..
wah.. i very excited to go Republic Poly now, hey come on, its not a very bad poly from what i heard.. and see, is totally different...its a fresh school.haha. now i got a dream, I want to join one of the sport CCA in RP, and excel in it and represent RP.. hee..!! and also one more dream, this one is die die one, i want to excel in my course..haha..wish me good luck people..ahaha.. thats all.. good nite..

Sunday, March 19, 2006

mood: fine weather:hot

Lost entries...
hah..ok..sorry for not updating this blog for such a long time..haha.. well I have lots to do..haha.. well 2 things to blog about..the SJAB camp and Honsonn's birthday/..
SJAB camp
well, this camp, ITS NOT A CAMP AT ALL!! well, in this camp, i am not very happy actually.. why, i felt inferior in here.. actually to be honest, I know nothing abt the camp, all i know is, I am incharge of discipline, i am incharge of hiking.. thats sound nice huh, but sad to say, though i am in charge, i still need to be manupilate by someone.. guess its not nice to mention name..so i didn't mention any.. well, i feel someone in SJAB is very power hunger, she rather let those who support her to work in this camp..har.. I was dissappointed that I can't plan the hike with the 3 OCs that night. I truely feel sad for them, through their OC period.. what have they learnt?? have i just help a villian take their chance to learn away??? haiz... that nite, i am suppose to finalise the hike thingy, but due to some selfish chap, i can't do it.. nice reply, any cock up during the hike my problem.. har.. looks like i am not very welcome huh.....
thats the pre hike..well, I personally feels that huh, this hike is a fail.. I HAVE NEVER FEEL SO STRESS PLANNING A HIKE BEFORE..why?? let me explain..in the morning, i got some 8 problematic hikers who refuse to co-operate.. due to them, my hike was late by 1 hour... nevermind still, its nice to say that i am in-charge, but the instructions and changes made, is not by me..har!! nice.. they only tell me the changes thay made.. what to do, i have nothing do since my power is so little.. one grp went missing at the middle of the hike too.. i planned the hike, i gave them position and roles.. but some heros leave the post saying that they want to help search the missing grp..becos of this, for a min I tot the stationary team is gone.. better still, they command me what to do during the hike..so i am just A DOG!!!! I hate this feeling.. I HATE to be manupilate and not appreciated.. ....
And also, the campers attitude..waH!! is totally no respect man.. but however me, the discipline officer can't do anyting to it..becos someone says if i am spoiling the morale.. FUCK OFF!! then what am i there for, pose only mea.. haiz..anyway.. this camp is total.. haiz.. I have no more comments.. what i have to say to the person is, my passion in sjab is not beaten yet, is just that i feel that i have to give up due to someone's desire to be the over power... i am willing to give in, but if sjab falls one day, its just her problem.. not mine....
Honsonn birthday party.
this is nice.. i still feel very intact with this group of brothers.. haha. .so we celebrate honsonn birthday that day..its a very high day man..haha. we sing and play..haha .. honsonn also brought his ahem ahem..haha. eh..opps.. well I sang lots on that day also.. haha. I pei chang with honsonn Tai Fong by typoon.. Feng by Jay with Shawn..Sun Wu KOng by Mayday with Nigel..and I solo Fa Ru Xue and Ge Qian both by Jay Chou..haha. nice nice..haha. well right here all i want to wish is a very bright year ahead for all my brothers and my shi mu Yi Qi.haha.. oo..hmm so thats all.haha.

Brothers forever and ever!!haha...

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Mood: tired(wanna slp) weather:hot and Humid

Camping now...
hmm.. so now I am camping...I am now at my Ex school, Junyuan secondary... hmm... nothing, but wan to complain.. haha.. I planed the hike just in one day lea!! wat the hell.. Didn't sleep at all, as no time to do so.. haha..got to plan all this and that..haiz.. hmm.. hmm..think thats all ba.. tml, is the committee day... to perform....hopefully its a good day tml....Hiking later...

Friday, March 10, 2006

Mood:Tired Weather:hot Sunny

GOne for 3 days.....
hmmm...3 days outdated..haha..thats because these three days..I'm somewhere else..haha..I am at the camp. Sec one camp..
Ok..so hows the camp.. well. I got nothing to say about this camp.. but what i can say is, its different from last year.. haha.. Nigel, Kyla, HuiLi, Yi Qi and I was there..the first day we were like enjoying bombing the sec ones.. then the second day, we are all so shacked..haha..don't know why.. But we felt extras there, so we didn't join the campfire, well We join at some parts, we shout, we scream there..haha..
We thorn at nite!! thats the best..haha. We chat with NPCC officers..haha they have lots of jokes man..I love it.haha though its all NC16..haha.. but its all nice..thats the part I enjoy, no doubts....
We went home early in the morning.. After being annoyed by a sight. this teacher, ask the sec ones to do pumpings, and ask them to say' thank u great one' I was like so shocked! what the hell is he doing, training dogs or training Junyuan Marines??? funny.. great one, he where great, think he shd call the sec one to recite, thank u great F***er.. Heex.. bt anyway, its so damn lucky he didn't get batch like ours or batches b4 us, if not, har, this guy is so going to suffer.haha..
Thats all for the camp..haha.well I am not directly involved in the camp..so thats why there is little from me.haha..hmm.now the nxt camp will be the SJAB camp. I'm at the discipline side..ahaha.. And i am oso planing the hike..bt the macritchite hike was rejected by the rangers due to the late notice..so no choice, i am set this veri challenging task, prepare a safe and simple hike within 3 days in Pulau Ubin..Wah if i success, i tell u i will go take this event management cert and go work straight lo..but lets hope i can success..heex:)

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Mood: shacked(cured by singing) Weather:sunny

oh.. looks like its another gap between this entry and the last entry huh? hmm.. well i am here to report.. heex..
8th March 2006
ok..that day I went to the traffic police to take my statement.. well. if anyone can remember I had an accident last year, 7th October 2005? well can remember well as i have 3 big blows mentally on the 071005 tragedy.... hmm so I went to have my statement, along with me was my witness, come my brother, Ren Zhe Shawn Ho..I gave him a treat on taxi....haha.. the statement was taken down from both of us.. The Investigation officer actually called the accused bus driver in front of us, and he is suppose to see him tonight. Not to leave out, the officer also assured me that he will take action on the driver..phew..its half over now.. Hmm, why half over?? thats because I have yet go claim my medical fees from the company..
After which, my mum went home. then I join Jing Ren and Shawn for a lunch. Guess where we have our lunch?? tell you and you better don't get shocked... we had our lunch at a restaurant.. i have forgotten the name, but it is somewhere at UBI..haha.. well, its not big deal either as we all shared money to have a four course lunch..haha.. actually we are searching for a coffee shop, but find it not very tempting, so we went to the restaurant.haha. at first i scare really no money to pay , so i walk in and out the restaurant..only after i settle down and look at the pay, then I am relieved..haha.. so after the lunch we settle the bill..blars of course la..if not do what..haha. Jing Ren pay first, as we see the waitress service was very poor, so we purposely give them shock..haha. well they have a impression on us tat we are poor..so we show them..haha.. JR gave her 49 bucks and say, keep the change... haha.. funny like hell.aha..
then we went to orchard and played LAN.. at first play battlefield 2, but was annoyed by the speed of the game..so we switch to Counterstrike..haha.. Shawn is the top fragger, Jing Ren is the best Sniper, while I am the Pistol King..haha. shiok..haha.. then after which we all went our way..haha..I went home...
Thats for 8th March.. haha..
9th March 2006->Medical Checkup
man, I hate doctors, they are always there to spoil my mood.. today I had a medical checkup.. ok.. don't get shocked.. I have no disease.. but I have a in borne problem. as diagnosed.. My right leg is abnormally shorter than my left leg.. thats what my doctor told me.. well, its only 2 cm difference.. he make it so big, i go take blood test, and was advised to put the heel raised on my shoe.. wAH..suddenly i feel like i am a person with disablities.. I HATE IT!! I WANT TO BE IN THE ARMY!! but with this HOW WILL THE ARMY WANT ME!!! I WANT TO BE A COMATIST!! I DON"T WANT TO BE ADMIN!! LIKE THIS I RATHER A-WAR!!
Thats why i am so shacked today.. bloody hell... argh!!

Monday, March 06, 2006

mood:lossed? weathe: calm and sunny

hmm.. its been a while huh..haha... hmm maybe honsonn is right, it looks as if i am updating my blog weekly instead of daily..haha.hmm.. well.. quite abit happen within this one week..haha.. too busy you see, that might be the reason why my blog is so outdated..haha..well..actually i also work alot the last week..haha..i don't think anyone wan to know my working life ba.haha..its the usual one.. but some things i must share..haha..
First headline: brother crisis over!!
ok shiok.. haha.. this is really shiok.. remember that a fortnight ago, my brothers had a big fight.. and once again it look as if we are going to disband this team.. but however, this fate of us once again act..and my brother clan is saved!!haha this happened last friday..five days of war..haha.. but its all over.. we are however still BROTHERS!! haha.. 56 team rawks!!.haha.. I had some dedications too to my brothers at the later part of this entry..
Second headline: Shao Cheng got himself in Republic Polytechnic
arh..this is bothering me for a long time.. I got into Republic Polytechnic.. its a nice school i heard, its a new school as well.. but a new school is eventually a new school, so therefore i wonder if my diploma will be recognised by this society..haiz.. anyway, i got into one of my choice, Bussiness Applications... I will be specializing in Info communication technologies and as well domain bussiness management knowledge.. i also however get a chance to take up hospitaility and retail as a core specialisation.. and also manufacturing and logistics..... sounds so tempting sound so pro huh.. but will i survive through it??
hmm.. maybe I can.. haiz.. I don't mind going that school to study, though its far, but i am willing to travel for my future.. but its just that i am having this unbearable feeling to part with all my friends.. as all of them enter the different course and institute as me.. even some who enter the same as me went to appeal..hmm.. is this course tt bad? or is it the institute they thought is bad..hmm so is it good or not, why do i hear a 50-50 comment when i ask? some tell me it is good..some tell me its not good at all..haiyo.. headache la..
but i know i should not be manupilate by all this comments?? i should act on myself.. so therefore i made a decision not to appeal.. i agreed with honsonn, i am deem to start a new life there, know and meet more people on the northern side of this island... I had too much sad memories over here, perhaps breaking away and start a new life is good.. just like tai zi honsonn says, batman should forget his sad memories..hmm..this makes up the usual batman..heex..guess i am moving on to RP under fate arrangement.. hmmm...
Dedication board(members of the 56 team):
to honsonn(tai zi): hey so good man, you are into TP, not like me got to travel like siao..haha.. but hey i've been to your blog. thanks for your dedications.. all the best in your new school, Temasek Polytechnic.. its a very good school with no doubts..haha.. and I will set my life path on Republic Polytechnic, the examless insitiute...heex..hey and hor, doesn't mean that i'm at the north and you are in the east, we won't be able to meet up and play like we are now huh.. haha.. we are still going to meet up and play , sing, eat together my tai zi brother..batman always behind u.. ;) haha. BROTHERS FOREVER MAN!!=D
To Jing Ren(JR):another good one.. go NYP at first choice..haiyo.. so lucky one tis guy.. hey.. i noe NYP alot of chio bu lo brother.. remember to keep ur saliva frm droping.heex...kiddin..hey, if i cannot find chio bu in my sch..i go ur sch find huh..haha.. kiddin. ok..erh..u have to change some of ur attitude la brother..not overnite..not over years.bt at least u try.. new sch new life brother.. haha.. and no matter wat we are still brothers.haha.. and impt , we are also staffs of Pan Pacific..haha..brothers forever =D
To Shawn(Ren Zhe): another lucky one...go TP..haha. hey you and sueh li, i wish you all the best..haha.same thing la..must always remind you, no matter what i am still your brother, (batman).. your wedding, must invite me hor..haha..good luck brother ren zhe..ahhah
To Nigel(Xiao Fei Xiang): hey brother.. strive for your life man.. live your life and life is how you live it..haha.. nice sentence from you.haha. i will keep it in mind as a beautiful sentence from my magnificent brother..haha. good luck in every little thing you do..and don't forget your batman brother here..cause he will forever be ya batman brother... haha :D
To Derrick(Shen): holy! AMEN!! haha.. kiddin..hey shen, dei dao bu yao pa, ni shi hao shen... hey brother, learn to protect yourself.. don't get bully like you are in 4E2.. life are differnent now as u proceed to Temasek Poly.. good luck shen.. shine ur power on us heex :P

To Yi Qi(shi mu): hey my shi mu..haha.. u are truly my shi mu man.haha. go to JC..i go to poly.haha.. hey ..good luck man..though it will be damn little time for us to meet again.haha.. but rest assure..if really cannot meet, chat on MSN or tok on fone, if not we will meet at shawn's wedding.haha.opps.. good luck shi mu. I will not forget u de.. if can i will oso invite u to my wedding.u must not forget me oso and invite my brothers and I to ur wedding wif ET oso...haha..... heex :P forever and ever your tudi.. =D
In life, friends come and go thats becos we din cherish them.... In my life, there is this group of people who is more than just my friends.. thats why they come..... and stay...

Monday, February 27, 2006

mood:shacked.. losed weather:hot and sunny

so long din blogged lea.. so much also had happen lea.. life is still yet so boring for me now....when will the real times come??
brother crisis
the day b4 was a shattered day.. for the first time honsonn quarrel with us.. i misconcept some stuffs.. shawn and jing ren unhappiness with him leads to all this... haiz. its a awaking problem.. and it had just prove what i see rite.. we are no longer like a family.. all of us changed, including me. we are more and more self-concern... everyone wants to showcase themselves.and we like no longer care for eachother like we do.. and we are putting out all our prides to shut the other party off.. sad..
i was sad when i heard honsonn say he wan to cancel the grand event of our brother.. bt i tell him not to.. bt however the plannings no doubt have make some of us unhappy... and of course honsonn was not happy either .. furthermore lao er' JR' called and actually insulted him big time..Shawn was too unhappy.. no one is happy. .bt i manage to cool my words dwn.. haiz.. i dun wan to say anymore unhappy stuffs abt tis.. its veri heart tearing for me..
some things i dun understand.. why suddenly my brother tai zi bring out his pride and find it hard to put himself dwn and try to give in and settle all tings??? bt maybe i kan blame him as thats his character.. maybe wat i tot all the times is, in a conflict, its always when some one took the first step to cool dwn.. then things will settle.. as the sincerity will touch the other party to cool dwn too..better than holding on.. maybe tts why it looks as though i am a big fool and a coward so some.. as i am always the first to say the word sorry.. my god says.. tt word will create lots of stuffs.. and its the key word to settle minor conflicts like tis.. its not tt difficult to say either.. i found out.. moreover u are saying this to a person tt is close to u.. wat i feel is this. when a closed buddy insults u..ya..maybe it is beri hurting. bt if its real close..den it is easy to forgive... maybe thats my idealogy and i dun expects anyone to be like me.. my idealogy is.. u insult me.can.. u prove to me tt u are better than me.. i will still forgive u in the sake of the word sorry with sincerity.. i wun keep in my heart.. as u din do things like kill my family or kill my loves one.. or snatch my gal or blar....haiz. tts all my theory.. blars.. cut...
yesterday i told both party abt tis ting oso.. i told them its not difficult to forgive someone..i had done it alot of times.. i told tai zi tt tis is the first time he is being insulted by one of his bro..bt i am always insulted by my brothers..bt i dun put it in heart.. i told him, if i am really suppose to be tt lousy in ur heart and yet i gt cheek to come face u all its all becos i treat u guys as my bro,and therefore i forgive and throw whatever u all insulted me.. i oso told Jing Ren, that his words maybe is too harsh.. and i told him tt he shd also say sorry to honsonn.he argees. bt i told him to say sorry in person .. ya.. tink i dun wan to say animore abt tis topic as it is alittle too sensitive and sad. bt anyway.. tis is over.. as honsonn had thought through and so is shawn and jing ren and not forgetting me.. that is the happy thing i had today, i smiled when honsonn told me tt. .and i feel myself uplifted.. haax
for me.. i will never let tis brother clan ever seperate.. i am single now, no doubt they are the closest friends i have.. they are the most trustworthy in me.. i will not loss them.. and i had always remember how they lead and guide me through my darkest day.. which even my ex-girlfriend had never done...
another topic
i also felt very impatient nowadays.. wait and wait and wait... haiz.. wait for poly admission..wait for working days.. i find myself very loss nowadays.. i don't actually know what is happening.. I helped so many people solved their problems, but i myself can't get over my problems.. i find myself very inperfect.. why? i am never sastified with myself. it looks like i always want to improve myself..
but i traces back.. then i found out, i am actually not totally out of what happen to me last year reaching the end.. i am still clinging myself to her... what she had done to me, what she had said to me... what i am doing now, it feels like i wan to showcase to her, i want to showcase to everyone that i can live without her, i will find someone better than her.. but it looks like i am overboarding myself.. am i really that desperate?? omg.. its also suddenly i put myself out of love fate.. i tink i am not to it... or maybe i am just afraid tt i might loss my pride again.. haiz... she called me just now,she said she got problems... i listen to her.. its all relationship problems.. she is being ditch by another guy... i kan explain myself, bt i feel angry with her.. and i said this' now u understand what is the feeling of being ditched..'she kan get over the guy..just like i kan get over her tt time.. it makes me think back and remember how she insult me big time to ditch me.. say i not handsome enuff!! argh.now tink le also angry.. she spoilt my impression on girls.. it makes me now want to perfect my appearane, want to be lady killer, but i am just dreaming.. that is impossible for me to do it.. once i love someone.. it hard for me to shake it off...bt i actually din feel anithing for her as in i din solve the prob like i use to for her.. lately den i found out, my heart is no longer.. with her..
I also felt very tired in St John also.. i was repremanded by one of my office tt saturday during the NCO course POC.. due to my hair.. bt other officer even the commissioner said nth.. i also dun noe why he cared tt much.. maybe its still my fault.. bt i once cared alot on how my officers sees me.. but now, i dunno why i suddenly dun even care how they judge me anymore.. i have loss my pride in there.. due to lots of political stuff i faced in there.. so disheartening...
whats now..
right now, i am just passing each day after each day.. work day after day.. i just hope i dun wan to see people i dun wish to see. i want to breakaway...from what i am before.. i also hope my brother clan don't break.. i dun wish to loss friends like them..cos in poly, i will never noe who will be as truely friends just like them....i rather confirm now, then to decide later...thats all.. hope day after day will be a happy day now... hmmm

Thursday, February 23, 2006

mood:tired but happy Weather:rainy, cool

well.. its been a time since i last blog...haax..what to do, busy with work back in Pan Pacific the last 2 weeks...er.. i mean last week and this week.. phew.. earn a bit abit. but i spend some of it to buy things that i have been eyeing for quite a long time..haha..
My Work life
ok.. i worked last week in pan pacific.. er.. its quite slacking as the functions are very small, got to be barman the second time last week also.haar.. not pretty skills for me in terms of berverage control as in i still spilt drinks over the bar..haha.. thats last week..haha.. but there is 2 things i think I must share..haha... it happen yesterday and today..haha..
Well, yesterday, i get to be Barman again.. haha. this time, i'm more skilled, i can open many wine bottles in a short period of 5 mins.. cool huh?? well, thanks to Bala(my manager) and Jason( also my manager) who taught me some tricks.. they teach me better, some manager teach me too, but their language is beyond my understanding.ahah.. ok, thats one minor thing i wan to share,being Barman.haha. the big thing is, i get to see the USA military generals and their armyman, wow they are truely army personel, they have veri built bodies.. ok lets not insult my own country army, but their size is like X2 of our armyman.. i get to talk to the USA ambassmnor(argh..forget how to spell le la) haax.. well i onli ask her what she would like to drink..den she stay at my bar choosing her drink for quite a while..haha. its a experience huh.. nice..haha. ok la.actually its nothing to showcase about this, but i personally feel its a good opportunity to see big shots people at my age..haha..
Another thing, Big shot to me ,might not to you..haha.. I saw the general manager of the Pan Pacific Singapore today, i greet him and he smile and ask me how am I..woo. i was like.. ok, the saying that rich guys are cocky might just have been proven wrong by the general manager.. haha.. you know how i know he is the GM, because he is wearing the Pan Pacific Badge, and i saw the organisation chart before, he is the only Caucassian there..haha..so I know its him lo..
through this few days of working, i get to see successful people in the world.. rick mans, people with status, its a eye-opener for me..you see.. not just this.. through this week, my relations with my managers are also very good now..at least now, i am able to still joke with jeffrey ,joseph and Kevin.. all my manager.. even pei jun.. so its a nice working experience for me.. but because of my injury, i cannot work long hours..like today, i have a sore throat followed by my leg, which has a cut the toe and its swollen.. shit lo.. think shd be ok, i still can walk.. my leg is like jelly after yesterday also..haha..carry this and that..
My mind
well, nowadays, i am thinking a little bit far..as in i am already thinkingof my carreer path.. i want to have a smooth and steady life.. i have 2 plans in mine.. (not to be disclosed)haha.. actually my plans will still depends on what course i am going to be successfully admitted to... hopefullly is one of my twelve choices.. if not, even god also cannot save me.. i have this thought to dedicate my 10 years life as an army combat specialist also... i feel that i am more suitable to this kind of life.. as you know in service line. i am already not that kind of 'WOW' people.. army life might suit me ba.. maybe its because i am the sort of people who demands physical and mentally challenges jobs and also the purpose of the job.. workin for army can also be said as protecting the country isn't it??haha. ok.. i shd not touch so much on all this...
MY interest now..
suddenly i got this interest in studying stars..haha. astronomy.. i studied before..basic one.. well I love stars..haha. i can still remember me sitting alone under the night sky studying the stars pattern when i was pri 4..when i am doing this astronomer badge..aha...stars might be simple from here.. but there is actually more than what it is.. i was wondering.how many of us actually notice that the stars actually moves throughout the nite..due to the rotational movement of Earth.. the only star that doesn't move from its position is the polaris, the brightest star in the nite sky..also known as the north star.. its used in aerial and naval navigation..in the past. polaris is the name of the star..however the north star will never be the same, over thousand years, another star could be the north star for our planets..lalala.. oppss. ok i don't want to write a book about this..haha.. ok actually now i am studying the navigations stars.. haha.. (watch out the sky, do you notice that some stars will always be visible on earth despite a full moon night??)haha..those are the stars i am studying the big dipper and small dipper making the unor major and i also studying the Draco( said that the arrangement of the stars depict a dragon who once protect the golden apples)haha..hmmm

closing speech

ok. thats the end. i see. tml i get to dye my hair.. woo-hoo.. my parents dun allow me to dye mulitple colours.. but i think i will dye 2 colours..haha. woo..

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

mood:moderate , Weather: Sunny

Valentine day
ok... so today is valentine day.. well sad to say i no valentine to celebrate this day.. haha.. well walking around the streets today, i saw lots of couples.. holding hands, hugging blar blar blar..i saw smiles... its a happy day isn't it? haha.. ok. well i have no valentine, but of course i will not let myself slack at home.. i have programs today u see..haha..
ok.. firstly, i tink my valentine today is SJAB ba..haha.. i went back to SJAB to see their training and after which have a meeting regarding the incoming March Unit Camp.. its a combine camp with our corp Girl Guides and NPCC.. well somethings i am not veri happy about it..but lets not spoil valentine day... i am suppose to plan the hike.. haiz.. the hike is at a place i not quite like.. SOMEMORE I DUNNO HOW TO GET THERE.. haiz. but what to do, i am suppose to show professionalism, so no choice, get to it... anyway i got one week.. looks like got to sacrifice the entire next week for this hike and not to go to work.. that is lot of money to sacrifice ok.( p.s. sorry ar, i getting alittle money-minded nowadays)
OK.. then after which, my brother Jing Ren jio me out for maximum tuning.. but however his main reason is not to go race with me, but is on a look out of girls..haha.. i agreed..no harm, i had always also wondered how he woo girls..haha..so actually we raced, I won his RX-7 using my RX-8,(P.M. sorry ar brother,I know quite a handful of girls are looking at our race as it is the only race that time) ok both are Mazda, he go tune his car at 780HP/Dangerous..haha fast but the car has no grip.. I tune my car at 760HP/Drift.. fast, and has minimum grip, but because i finally got the hold of steering wheel, i made my lead at all the cornerings.. ok. then come 2 people challenging us, i got the lead in the first place, but i dunno why suddenly i go bang wall.. den i get to 3rd place..but nevermind, the nxt race also the same, so i got myself 2 stars ;P yea.. I love my Madza RX-8, its getting veri chio..haha..got spoiler behind one..cool man.haha..
after which we went down with no purpose in mind.. then a call came in..its Clara, ok, she is in century square.. she saw me, but I didn't.. so i thought, ok quite a long time since i see her, so actually went to see her..only say hi and she say bye.. lol..haha. then that jing ren go do stupid thing..haiyo..so i gave him a punch at his arm, and a kick at his ass.. haha..(P.M. Brother brother... hows the kick..i told u i am getting alittle strong these day.haha.complain pain hor..haha.. thats why i tell u maybe i want to go army ma..haha) after that, we got nothing to do of course..went round and round.. then meet honsonn, go takan Jie Ying and Xing Hui at Fairprice..haha.. so bad..haha..sad also,i say i won't bully jie ying , but she say i this type very nan jiang....haha.. no lo.. i not so bad bully people de..unless neccessary..muhaha..
from there, honsonn went home, this guy is so shed today..wonder what happen to my brother.. Lao da tai zi.. ladykiller become like duno what liao..haiyo..i get to know wat happen actually in the nite..haha.. so then i and Jing Ren went to play pool.. he won most of the match, not because he got all the ball in..is that i chao suay till i get my black ball into the wrong hole..haiyo...!! madam luck is not smiling at me... humpf... chai shen haven dao..haha.. then thats it, we went home
nothing much.. haha.. what to do?? no valentine mah..thats why.haha. i am so damn single..ahaha. opps.. sorry la.. i not that despo... now let the fate flow.. see what fate brings me the next time.. haha.. hmm maybe in my wish list i should include one more wish,'not to spend my valentine day like this next year??'haha..kiddin..haha my wish all is not given de le, all i man-made and make it come true de..haiyo.. SHEN AR JIU JIU WO BA..haha... lol :p

Friday, February 10, 2006

10 february 2006

its over..i am through
ok... so yesterday i took my O'lvl result.. haiz.. i dunno to be happy or to be sad..or to regret hard.. i scored 22 for L1R4.. sian.. and oso got my first D7 for english.. haiz.. so like wrong timing...
I stayed at da ger honsonn de house overnite..to tink of my courses.. i got lots of choice..bt all frm engineering , build environment and design.. the rest..is ITE... bt i not going there.. aft long consideration.. i registered at o402 morning 11 feb 2006 at honsonn house..here is my following choice
1st DIP. Integrated Facility Design and Management (Temasek Poly)
2ndDip.Facilities Management in Business(Ngee Ann Poly)
3rdDip.Property Development & Facilities management( Singapore poly)
4thDip.Interior Architecture&design(Temasek Poly)
5thDip. in Business Process & Systems Engineering(Temasek Poly)
6thDip. Architecture(Singapore Poly)
7thDip. Quality Management & Engineering(Ngee Ann Poly)
8thDIp. Business Applications(Republic Poly)
9thDip. Maritime Transportation Management(Singapore Poly)
10thDip. Supply Chain Management(Republic Poly)
11stDip. Industrial & Operations Management(Republic Poly)
12thDip Real Estate Business(Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
now.. i got to retake my English as private candidate to secure myself in Poly.. i feel its a tedious year ahead... bt no fears.. i am on to it.. ;)

Thursday, February 09, 2006

9th feb 2006

The judgement day...
well.. haiz.. today i got nth to say..cos actually i camped the whole day at home..simply becos it is raining out there....haiz.. tml.. is the judgement day.. its the day tt will reflect my four year in Junyuan.. it will show how I fare.. veri scared..honestly.. i woke up at 1300..
honsonn cancelled our swimming trip as it is raining cats and dogs, kittens and puppies out there.. so den i woke up.. play gameboy..den eat lunch.. to forget the O stress.. den honsonn call..say tml need to wear sch uniform to go collect result.. den i was like.. wat a auspicious thing to do.. wear tt..dunno suay not?? furthermore.. i dun wish to go back.. i wanna to move on.. den aft a few hours.. den honsonn call back say..can dun wear uniform..I was like. woo hoo! becos if really need to wear, den i tink i die liao..cos my sch uniform is like so out of shape frm my size... haiz...den scare the whole day.. den forget to bathe..den go bathe.. den aft tt.. at the nite...honsonn, yi qi, jing ren , shawn and me conference at my fone..haha.. den we chat and chat.. till veri late.. haha.. den all go slp..i am here.. blogging..haha..
well..dunno wat will happen tml..i wish tt..tml is a sunny day.. really wish.. i'm veri scared... i am oso more than keen to noe where will i be aft all tis.. aft clearing the O.. where will i be..what will i be..how will i be.. hmmm..lets just wait and see....
actually the song now currently played at my blog is for pple i noe so far, and have beri big impact and impression on my life.. here it goes...
56teams: Honsonn, Jing Ren, Shawn, Nigel, Derrick
my shi mu, Yi Qi
SJAB brothers:Jack and Edmund
*** You are not alone**

Monday, February 06, 2006

6th feb 2006

ok.. here to blog.. its a long day...
Ren ri chu qi-->4/2/2006
ok.. as i say..lots to blog on tis day..haha.. well tt day is ren ri.. in chinese.. its a birthday to all chinese..ahaha.. on tis day pple will 'lao yu shen' in hope of good luck and prosperity.. yu shen is actually a kind of dish, ok.. i make it a kind of salad..haha.. becos it is mostly made of vegetables.. it contains, red ginger, carrots strips, cabbage, lemon sause, plum sause, Salmon and crackers..haha..tis is all i can rmb aft working in Pan Pacific..haha..
well.. Chinese likes to hear beautiful words.. esp in days like chinese new year... so there is procedures of preparing a yu shen.. the salad is there..bt the additional ingredients are to be prepared later... ok.. first we will do the salmon, we will put it on top of the salad, it symbolise year of surplus,' nian nian you yu'; secondly the lemon sause, good luck,' da ji da li' then the five spices, ' hong yun dang tou'.. next the plum sause, tian tian mi mi,' happy life'; oil, smooth life 'sun sun li li.. haha for ur info, i learnt tis in Pan Pacific... see it is worth more den a penny to work in hotel industry at my age..haha!!
ok.. two long passage to introduce ren ri to non-chinese blog readers of mine.haha.. for the 'fei hua ren' haha... tts non chinese in chinese..lol.. so ryhme...well lets kick off my blog by sharing how actually i spend my 'ren ri'..haha.. it is veri interesting..
ok, tis day, as planned we will visit hse of everyone in my clan..haha. my clan la. brotherhood, 56 team.. comprising honsonn(tai zi), Jing Ren (JR), Me( batman),Nigel(Xiao Fei Xiang),Derrick(Shen), Shawn(Ren Zhe)..haha.. and 2 gals Sueh li(shawn de fiancee), Yi Qi( my shi mu, JR's sis, honsonn sis) wa..so many status...WAHAHA...
ok..we din visit sueh li hse becos commented too far...den we din visit Yi Qi hse as we tht is not nice.. dun understand?? nvm..its not meant to be understand for readers under the age of 15..duh..sorry.kiddin...wat a big insult..no la..cos all guys ma..den visit a gal hse.wat u tink?? xiang qing ar? er..means match-making in chinese.. lol.. ya..tts the reason ..ok lets start.. wa..i veri chang qi today..lol..
Shawn hse-->first stop
ok.. tis is our first stop..and really stop veri long.. shawn stay in terrace lo..bloody rich guy.. so we visit his hse at 11pm... sad to say..everyone is late..haha..onli SHEN is early..haha.. JR was the latest.. haha..so when he enter..we sing' CHAI SHEN DAO!!' haha.. becos he wear red..funny..haha..den we sat dwn, tok tok tok..haha.. funny..when jane come, (honsonn, thai girl-friend) we all say, eh..thai maid ar..den shawn say i go take broom and dustpan..haha.. actually becos honsonn say de ma..haha.. den honsonn kana sabo..haha..so we joke and play fer 2 hours..den we set off for the nxt stop...the holyland..muahhaa..

Derrick house--->holyland, second stop

haha.. well..since we call derrick shen, means god in chinese..so his house will be labelled as holyland, place where we will see all de gods..haha.!! funny.. .. so we went to his house.. den we tok there..joke here joke there.. say wat..holyland cannot make dirty, must be quiet blar blar blar...ahaha.funny!..

my house(home)--->secret lab of batman,heex, third stop

so sad for my brothers and shi mu... dey din get to find the 'batman suit' n the super car..haha.. blar..kiddin la..i dun own dis.. i am onli batman by name..haha..ok.. dey veri spon de.. sit at my sofa den watch tv..ahaha.. of cos dey in the end chat wif my mummy..haha.. den i oso part of it.. well chinese like to hear good stuff hor..bt when they come my house.i like heard nth good bt bad alot hor..haha.. say my brother more good looking den me..haha.. lol...kiddin la..i dun mind tt much...bt i mind alittle..lol..kidddin again.. no no..i dun mind at all in fact...haha.. dey oso dig out my childhood frm my mum..haiyo.. haha.. veri rei nao worx my hse tt day...thanks brothers...n shi mu...PS: touched ba shi mu, i mention u infront of my mum lea..haha..see she got so good impression on u as my shi mu..so u must really teach me stuff lea worx..haha..kiddin..well brothers.. u noe my pattern one..good stuff i sure share wif my mummy de... so no fears tt my mum noe all of u so well ba..haha..see onli the good stuff come out ..haha.. except jing ren la..sorry ar.. u showed ur exageration mode tt day in front of my mum when i injured la..its nt i say one.:(

Jing Ren house---> the bunny hideout fouth stop

haha.. well..we went to jing ren house aft tt.. along the way.. i shawn, jr and shen sing all the way...in companion of yi qi..haha.. sing sing sing..change lyrics..den we are so like attractive tt day..i mean attract alot of pple ears..cos we sing..haha.. so when we reach there.. we play..we sing..we tok..den shortly.. 5pm.. we left jr hse..den headed to Nigel house..

Nigel house--->Mandai Zoo(lol!! kiddin, no offence) Xiao fei xiang entertainment centre, fifth stop

ok..no offence ar. nigel.i kiddin.ahaha.. i want 2 make my blog full of craps.heex..well..nigel hse is veri neat..i can tell..veri neat.. honestly.. well i like his father cooking..not just me..bt everyone.. its veri mouth watering.. wow... den we sort of tok and tok over there.. we brought out our past..how we meet eachother..n become like we are now..haha..den aft tt.. we went to honsonn hse.. last stop..haha..

Honsonn hse---> the palace of joy last stop

ok..here.. we sing K.. haha. i dunno how to spell tt word.. haha..den we lao yu shen.. i and shi mu are the emcees..hhaa. funny.. den aft tt..continue singing.. i pei chang ziu mei yi ke wif honsonn.veri nice..we even increase the difficulty .. we play sissors paper stone when we sing.bt still nice..hah!!. shi mu yi qi went home at around 9.. den i send her home.. gals la.. no one can fang xin to let a gal walk home alone aft 8.... so i send her home lo, gentleman nvr let a lady walk alone.chey la baus.. den aft tt..went back..shawn n sueh li is off..shawn sick..den sueh li home..aft tt we play uno..den home..haha..

tts all for ren ri for me..here is the PM...(personal msg)

to......

Honsonn: yo brother..hmm good job hor.. bring jane here..haha..well..hmm thanks for the u noe..attendance.. and thanks for praising my dad huh.haha... n shit u for suaning me..haha, KIDDIN!!..haha.. er.. and well i have to say.. i enjoy singing wif u.. hope u enjoy too ;) brothers ferever and ever

Jing Ren: lol..bro..u suan me the most tt day u noe..haha.. bt nvm.. i not petty...bt dun overboard hor.haha.. well..same for ur attendance..so actually how u feel when u enter shawn hse and we sing 'Chai Shen dao'? haha.. well i tink its fair for me to say, actually tt is my idea..haha.. lol.. hmmm.. u are the mastermind of tis event.. thanks bro...brothers forever n ever~~!!!

myself: tis one is extra..haha. i thank myself to be there,joking and craping wif all of u..haha..lol..lame

Nigel: brother.. sorry ar.. i always joke on pple de.hope u understand.. haha.. awell. like father like son. i tink ur father is good at cooking. meaning i tink u are also good in tt..well mind cooking for the whole lot of us one day?? heex.. i tink all of us are craving it..haha.. n thanks for ur attendace.. brothers forever man!! haha.. and ever...

Derrick: SHEN!!! amen...haha..heex.. yo brother.. why u so quiet de?? dis one i help my mum ask..haha.. well er.. u dun haf to ans..haha.. cos my mum is use to noise frm me..so when she see u so quiet..she nt use to it..haha..well..ur hse is neat..veri neat..really like holyplace..haha. er.. thanks for ur attendance..well how u get in our gp..doesn't matter..things tt matter is. ur now part of us...heex...brothers forever

Shawn n Sueh Li: heex.one my brother..one my future sister in law..haha..in our own law..haha... well...shawn ar.shawn.haha..ur house veri big ar.. haha. n we stayed at ur house the longest ..haha..n sueh li ar.. hmm nth for u..bt thanks for ur attendance worx..well u two are the onli survivor of the love crisis of us..haha.ok.. er.. good luck the 2 of u..and I AWAITS UR WEDDING INVITATION.. I WAN VIP!! not just me.. the WHOLE BROTHER CLAN!!..haha.. er shawn..consider Pan pacific..maybe got ex-staff or staff discount.haha..**brothers forever and ever**

Yi Qi Shi mu: thats it.. hahhaha..shi mu ar.. are u touched?? my mum noes u lea..haha.dun me shock la.. my pattern is like tt de. i will tell my mum everything good tt happens to me.. she noe u becos u sms me when i injured ma..she happen to see my msg cos the hp was wif her n she ask me..heex.. i told her u are the one comforting me when i was low la, n i value u as my friend cum shi mu.ahaha..thanks for the er.. concern u give me worx...my brothers and u..is things tt good had happen.. its too good..nth comes more blissful than tt..beside if i get married...lol... i shown nigel de pic and honsonn she met b4..tts why she noe..haha..dun mistake her for having supernatural power..haha.i am the backscene coordinator...haha..my mummy veri glad tt i got tis good bunch of friends, like u , like my brothers....haha..

tts it..heex...Hey guys.. i truly value u guys..though u guys bully me sometimes..bt the brothers sense is there.. n the shi mu and tudi feelings are there too.. i luv u guys...!! thanks...

6-2-06

humpf..today work alone..cos shawn sick.. nvm.. today no service..onli set up..haha..half way..receive a call frm honsonn.. ku ku de.. its true!! tis friday take result..suddenly i veri scared..no mood to do work.. i keep forgeting wat i shd do ..den in the end..kana some scolding..haha.. aft work..go home lo..den.sit here lea..nth today...

Personal Msg:

to...

brothers in 56 teams: hey.. guys.. we went through thick and thin together so many times lea.. and the storm is over.. really over..we will be through tis battle of O'level.. good luck!!:))

shi mu: shi mu.. u dun haf to scare tt much.. being able to made it at PAE..is a great confirmation tt u will make it..i have faith in u.. u haf confidence urself.. u will make it !!! :)

to everyone i noe in my batch taking O'level: good luck!! we will make it together!!

Saturday, February 04, 2006

hmm so its quite a long time din blog here le ar..haha.. hmm well busy wif games, busy wif everything.. except work..why? Pan Pacific de coordinatoors suddenly all went missing.. duh!! PEI JUN and AGELINE.. no calls.. haha..maybe becos i din call..nvm i call them pester for work!! haha..duh..so my last blog was on the chinese new year eve ..so lets start on chinese new year chu yi..haha

Chu yi--->29-1-06

ok..this is the first day of chinese new year..well , woke up at 10 plus..brush teeth..den say happy new year to everyone inmy family..haha.. tis day i veri siao de.. i say lots and lots..haha.. den relatives come liao.. den entertain dem till no one bussiness..haha.. den time to go pai nian le.. change clothes..sickening, my uncle say i look like 'ah beng' duh..where got.. tis is style ma..nvm..actually becos i wear my jeans low, den wear sunglasses , dogtag and a dark red polo tees..haha.. den maybe alittle 'ah beng' haha..bt nvm den i go my mother side de uncle..dey say i more and more good looking lea..haha.. fly liao..haha..no la..kiddin..haha..den aft tt went home..snore liao..haha..

Chu er--->30-1-2006

ok..second day of chinese new year..a monday..haha.. well somehow i dunno how to explain why i got so many relatives to go visit de..haha..tt day went to visit my father's elder brother.. who i call.. 'ah beh' in dilect la..aha..dun ask me why. i was told to call tt since de day i open my mouth...haha..hmm see my cousin in law de dog, so cute!! her name is yuki ..haha. so i play wif her whole day lo..haha.. sa yang her..haha.. so fun.. bt sad i no dog at home..if not can accompany me..haha.. duh.. den at nite eat at my 'ah beh' hse..den in the nite..went home..haha.. come back..play com a while..den slp...haha on the same day, received call frm edeline..got a special invitation frm alvin sir to visit his hse de nxt day..haha.. so i went of cos..haha...

Chu San--->31-1-2006

ok...tis is the third day of chinese new year..haha..well.. tt day woke up at 9, becos edeline called and confirm whether i going not..den told her i wake up lei...den in the end.dunno why..i fall back again and slp..haha.den in the end..11 den wake up..pai seh..i sms edeline saying i wil be late fer 15 mins..haha.. i rush myself... anyohow do my hair..den go out le..my father bring me..reach there.. edeline haven reach yet..nvm wait..den see her..at the same time..see clara..haha.. hmm.. den went up together.. saw charmaine..so now i believe tt charmaine brother is alvin..ok..bleh.so kpo fer wat..den go in.. edeline n clara sing..i watch.. watch ..watch..den alvin sir jio me in the room.. gamble!! haha. no money..bt nvm la..cny take little little out to gamble la..hhaa..den alvin sir teach me the game la..den win first few rounds..de rest either i quit or i loss lo..haha..suay kao..haha.. i left at 1330 as i need to rush to other relative's hse oso..went to third aunt hse..sit for a while..grandma give me some beer..haha.. duh..i am addicted!!no la.. i just drink fer fun. den went to first aunt de house.. blah..den we eat out..den go home..slp...haha..nth much actually..haha.

Chu Si--->1-2-2006

ok..today..veri happy..cos finally i jio all my brothers out..haha.except fer jing ren la..he got to work..so we went 2 KBOX..haha..finally we sing..haha..nice lei actually..bt the early part we all out of tune..i just wake up..the voice haven break..den honsonn eat too much tibits..den shawn got flu..haha..nigel admit he dunno how to sing..derrick say he dun wish to sing.hahaa.bloody hell..bt we sang alot of song..in the end..nice nice de..haha.i solo de jay chou ge qian.. n dual wif honsonn de jian dan ai..haha.. den oso pei chang the a1 de one more try..haha..nice.. also sang ai wo hai shi ta by tao zhe.. yue liang dai biao wo de xin oso got...haha..sing till siao la..haha..

After KBOX..we went to Kpool..haha.. play pool.. tt day not my day.. can hit in alot of balls.bt the last ball..i loss..why..becos i enter the wrong hole..duh!! always like tt de lo..!!bloody hell..play fer awhile..den shawn went to meet sueh li..we play somemore..den take 969 to yishun and meet shawn tey all..we all slp on the bus..haha..4 cute guys..haha..slp like pig de..ahaha..den aft tt..went to junction 8.. half way i go..becos family reunion again.. den jing ren come join themm.aft my dinner..i went to find dem again at shawn hse..den we chat till 11 plus..den go home..hah..wow!! we are one lot of blissful brothers.haha..

After reach home..chat wif shi mu..she say she sad..den i tok to her..she tok to me.. i tell her i scare lots of ting..den she tok to me .i tok to her..den tts all.haha.i went to play again.haha.. shit me hor..haha...

Chu wu--->2-1-2006

ok..nth tt day.. just wake up late lo..den meet shawn n jing ren..dey siao de..so fast go buy game boy advance sp..din wait for me..bt nvm.. la.. i oso no money de..i broke liao lo..:X den aft tt they went home all.. den i go max tuning.. haha..so happy..my driving skills still dere..bt actually i dunno oso.. dis game i had nvr been tt good b4..bt tt day..i somehow engrosed myself into de speed.. 355KM/H in RX-8..tt car can acceralate faster den any car..and it is hard to drift and turn tt car..bt i did it..wow.. impressive..hmmm..so i tot is my luck again..bt its not..cos the nxt day i went to try agian..

Chu liu-->3-1-2006

woo..today went 2 ngee ann polytechnic open hse..its an eye opening scene fer me..i saw new course..bt sad to say..i onli attracted to 3 of the course there.. bussiness studies, logistic management and ebussiness..haha..all the bussiness bussiness management management one lo..i more keen in those..haha..aft tt..receive call frm edeline again..tis time..serious.. alvin sir visiting my corp..hmm...serious stuff..not play play de..meeting among all the seniors ..den aft tt.. went to play Max tuning again..maybe its stress hor..den let me got the mood to drive well.. i go in..play onli 3 races..bt i win 2..onli lose one.. becos got curves..den i veri lousy de..cos its curves all e way..turn the steering wheel till i can penz one lo..duh..

After reach home..see another letter.. NS!! DNA of a leader.. call me go sign up to be leader in NS.. well its actually the joint poly SAF scheme la..bt must give 10 years of my life to the army..haha..my brother jing ren got the MOE to be teacher letter...bloody hell.i toldmy mum.. govt wan jing ren to be teacher.. govt wan me to pick up rifles to fight..duh..haha..den my mummy smile and say..wat to do?? u look like a soldier ma..i likE pengz..i so small size..dun tell me becos i small size so easy to camoflage..lols..i will laugh till bengz lo..aft tt.... call ngin an..thanks her for the gifts..tts it..mmmm...

WHats up??!

actually.. i am kind of aware of someting nowadays.. ya, agreed wif my relatives.. i changed.. i look myself in the mirror today, i saw a new me.. no longer got the baby cute face liao.. onli got a devilish, killer face.. dunno why lea.. all tis day veri drag de... tok to Ngin An, found out she doing well ba.. den tts fine lo..lots of guys going aft her ar..tts great fer her..now..i no longer one anything.i just wan to live as usual liao.. go smooth in life...

tomorrow...

ok..tink tml got lots more to blog lea..tml is the 7th day of chinese new year...so called the'ren' day.. its a birthday for all chinese.. tml.. go bai nian wif all my brothers ++ Yi Qi my shi mu, and heard honsonn bringing his thai girl-friend..haha.. maybe hu noes tml the girl-friend will become someting more..duh..haha.. hmm lets wait and see.. tml also we go lao yu shen.haha. u must understand.. my brothers and i hor..try out all kinds of funny stuff de..see da ren do wat..we also try one..ahah!!

Love makes someone a better person.. bt love can also make someone worse than he is b4...

Sunday, January 29, 2006

23rd post

3 days not here
haha..well 2 days din blog le..hmm..not quite long also la huh.. heex.. er... ok.. lets cut the craps dwn..lets start.woo-hoo..tts it baby..

25/1/06-wednesday

nth much today..except i went out with my buddies, honsonn, jing ren, shawn and me , to watch movie..guess wat we watch..we watch 'I not stupid too' man..tis show rocks tt i wish to watch it again..bt tis time maybe find someone else to watch wif me..muahaha..
The show really is veri touching.. it shows how singaporean parents are today.. they valued academic excellence and neglected non-academic talents... there is 2 part which is the most touching part for me .. the first one is when one of the lead actor, 'Jerry' was caught stealing...he is actually wanting his parents to be there at is concert..bt his parent is always not there for him.. so he tot of saving and getting enuff money to buy tickets..however he was rebuked by his father.. bt one sentence which is veri touching for me.. he said ' i dun wan to buy pokemon cards, i onli wan to buy 1 hour of ur time.. to watch my performance' of cos he said in chinese la..haha.. den wow..its veri touching man.. lols..
den the second one is the part when another lead actor, 'Chen Cai' who is a single parent child.. he likes fighting n was expelled in the end...n his father always beat him up... in the end..to protect his son..his father falls and hit the concrete floor head down..n was hospitalised n soon dead.. its veri sad real sad..i dunno how to explain it.. bt it is really sad.. lots of guys in the cinema cried man, of cos they act act la.. including me..haha..tis is the part i touched the most..b4 the father is gone.. he said tis in chinese to the principals, ' i noe i have not much time left, bt i hope u give my son a chance to turn a new leaf.. i am at fault... there is no child tt dun understand.. bt there is onli parents who dun understand how to teach'' it shows tt actually sometimes parental love is veri hidden..omg..so touched..wan to watch again!!
After the movie.. we walked home.. haha.. den we saw Sharon Poon in Baleno..den we went there and di siao her..haha..
26/1/06- Thursday
ok..same ting.. over here..nothing much.. we went swimming..the same gp of pple. honsonn, jing ren, shawn and me....haha.. hmmm. thanks to shawn..we waited for him!!..haha. den in the end, we cannot tahan we go dwn water wait for him..haha.. we din swim actually..we sit dwn there sun tent instead..haha..now face is red like guan gong..haha.. aft the swimming session, we went to bathe and style..den all of us wear sunglasses except shawn..den we act cool in bedok.. opps..no we are cool in bedok..haha.. blas...
after our lunch...which is a veri big feast..haha.. we bought one main dish for us..and 4 to 5 side dishes.shiok ar..we all eat till bao lo..haha.. aft tt..jing ren went to pan pac to meet his collegues.. den i honsonn n shawn walk back to tamp..haha..sorry becos its my fault..forget ez link no cash..den oso din bring out cash..haha.. bt it is fun..becos we lost.. get lost in bedok..ahaha.. no la..actually is we walk wrong..bt i veri proud..cos i walk them out of the maze..haha..WOO HOO..haha..
we crap alot tt day..suay suay damai sec is the one we suan the most..haha.. as u noe the campus has a veri long path frm the gate to the building..so i said' pity daimai student sia, wan to cha bo sch got to finish a 100 metres run first..haha.' den we all laugh..den we start a comedy abt the sch.. we say den got snipers at the building den got student running out..haha.. den got commentary somemore..haha' we have 2 students running out..dey are reaching tey are reaching!!, BANG! oh my god..one is dwn and the teachers are chasing up.. BANG!! omg its a friendly shot, the teacher is dwn.. look!! the second student is reaching..bt he is looking back... PHUM!! omg!! din he noe tt the sch gate is actually closed??" haha.. den we all keep laughing..haha..funny..poor damai
after which.. went to TM.. meet my parents..den tts it..haha.. happy..father bought me 2 more tees..WOO-HOO..haha..

27/1/2006-Friday

ok..today went to JYSS to see their celebration..haha. hmm so much diff..haha.. nothing much.. aft tt i went to play pool.onli one round..haha.clear rack lo me..den nigel cry..bt the last ball i enter the ball to the wrong hole.he win..haiz..last min miss lucky decided not to smile on me..haha...

After the pool..went to work.haha.today is a small function..n please to annouced.. i get another good service compliment..de guest write my name dwn at e comment card..YEA!!.shawn and i is the best partner man..haha..he is part of tis achievement..brothers forever man..haha.. aft which we rush 2 get the train..tt day diff..normally we work till 1 de..bt tt day special we work till 11..haha

28/11/2006- Saturday

new year eve..haha..wake up at 11 plus.. den eat eat play play..den go take pay.haha..bloody shawn..make me wait... haha..den i veri frustrated..den i sms him..' brother... ten years pass lea.. i am married now..' haha..den he send back 'haha.wif hu..haha..sry..' den he late for anotther 15 mins..haha.. den he scroll there..den cannot see me..turn round saw me smiling at him..haha..den he smile back..den he say pai seh..den i like joke joke say' wa lew, wait for u..my wife give birth lea la.'hahha.. den he laugh till bengz..haha. funny..den along the way..we crap again.haha...nth to do..suddenly i become a joker in e grp..ahaha..

bt in the end i oso pai seh..becos i see wrong..its not 2.30 get pay is 4.30..haha den we both slack fer 1 hour..cos we reach pan pacific at 3..haha.. we went to arcade and play..go see see..haha..funny..

then come back for reunion dinner..haha.den i drink beer..haha.. den alittle drunk..keep laughing..haha..den my cousin laugh at me..haha..bloody him...he qian bei bu zhiu..i diff ma..i liang bei jiu zhiu..haha.. i lied dwn at the sofa den laugh..haha..den he joke' tink of gals again' i like..no gals for me to tink lea..haha.. he bengz lo..aft tt..better le hou..went to pray wif grandma..den come back blog lea.haha. woo-hoo.hhaha.. tml new year..hope to see lots of red packets.. n i have alot of dreams to fulfill.. I WAN THE BEST FOR TIS YEAR!!..haha..heex..hmm

new year , new things, new experience, new heights

Thursday, January 26, 2006

22nd post

long time no see lea
ok..haha.. 6 days din blog in lea..haha.. hmm actually i am just tired n tense..so no choice..i played games to destress myself.. hey..at least it works.. hmm..haha..
Pan pacific
ok... well last week..i work almost everyday beside mon and tues.. 5 days of working..hmm..veri happy.. i learn lots of ting..n the managers there oso noe me lea..good..tts veri good..so i look forward into seeing more banquet times for me..wahaha.. hmm well tis 5 days.. wat i wan to say is the last three days is really a veri dramatic scene for me.. starting on last friday, i partner up wif tis gal call Bao Ping..her surname same as me..duh..not my sister..haha.. well..she is fast man.. i can tell u.. toot.. i kan deny tt my serving speed increase under her..well.. however.its so stress for me tt day..aft work.. i am no difference frm half dead..saturday..partnered wif my best time buddy, shawn..tts ok.. veri happy.. cos speed veri normal.and veri pleased to annonce..we got 3 tables giving us excellent service..MUHAHA...then sunday..bloody..tts the stress up day.. my partner is so bloody hell slow n toot.. tt in the end instead of 2 to 3 tables.. i served 1 to 3 tables!! argh!.. bt aniway its all over..so why bother..heex..

Money gone...

ok.. took my pay ytd.. i donno how to explain..bt i am totally mad ytd.. i spent a bomB!!.. i bought 2 model total 20 dollars.. den a game which cos me almost 60..den clothes which cos me 72 dollars..food add up 20 dollars..n i continue to spend 5 bucks today for foto..total i gone wif 180 ++ duh.. cry liao la..tts my 3 day work pay lo

now tis friday got work.. bt tis time onli earn back..36 dollars..i am so GOING TO SAVE TIS SUM..cannot tahan ar... now no choice..my mother give me 10 dollars.. cos i help her top up her card tt time..haha..heex..mummy the best..

Officer training course 2006

ok.. well.. i have decided..n have decided.. tt i wan to join OTC 2006..bt sad to say..no one inform me.. i onli noe tis through clara.. duh.. another SNCO frm springfield.. now.. last min.. i send in my application together wif bambang.. onli hope n pray to god tt..it will be approved..if not..well SJAB ma.. i tink i will forever stay as SNCO le..hopefully not..

Thursday, January 19, 2006

21st post

I am PAN PACIFIC..
haha.. hmm.. long time no put in entry le worx..haha..sorry la.. i busy ma.. haha.. well see my title?? haha... ok..hmm actually i am busy being a service personnel in Pan pacific..haha
Veri happy..i got to work whole week tis week.haha!! yea.. money come in happy..i go there serve happy..haha.. hmm.. i met lots of new friends there in Pan Pacific..hmm.. its nice noeing lots of friends..hmm. well tis work..keeps me frm tinking lots of stuff.. sorri ladies n gentleman..shao cheng had just become a work holic..haha.. hmm true..now play games oso no mood..die.onli wan to work.. n wan to go to poly fast..I WAN TO EXCEL!! dun care la.send me to one Poly now lea..haha.. hmm say till as though MOE my father open one..haha..hmm.. ok..maybe all tis week gonna be veri veri tedious and busy..heex
OK..going to work non-stop liao..nxt week rest..bt next week is shopping week..haha.. HUMPF!! mummy say' go buy ur own clothes 4 new year..i wan u to be handsome on tt day.." die.. gonna spend bomb on clothes lea..haha.. hmm n i am going to buy game boy..haha..wan to play pokemon wif shawn..haha.. den oso father buying me laptop..so tt i will not be bored if my bro and sis use com..haha!! hmmm.. same ting.. i saw lights shooting out frm my diminishing storm clouds.. tis year is my year! i am going to make it..YEAH!!!

there is always sunshine aft storm..be optimistic in life..

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

its a day of styling n enjoying
ok..today nothing much..onli noe tt i slept alot today.. and actually dun wish to wake up..haha..the wedding is veri veri good fer slping.haha.. bt got to wake up.. ok. so today i woke up at 1230 and immediately i chiong out to hav a hair triming and styling.. i met my buddies shawn and honsonn fer tt. together we went to do tt...
ok.so we went to the salon and there we waited!! shawn got the hair cut first.. as his mum is with him.. so den aft which he went to shop wif his mum..left me and honsonn..haha... so actually we wan to go to fusion.. bt aft going there..we found tt fusion is more crowded than the salon we went to just now.. not just tis..the price will oso crowd my veins...haha.. meaning veri expensive lo..so we went on back to the salon..and its not crowded animore.. so i go first..i cut my hair frenzy..n make it thin..haha..den the stylist help me spike my hair and cut out my fringe..YEAH!!.finally i get back my usual hairstyle aft the sloop nightmare
haha.. then after which went to meet jing ren at the small mac.. then after which..i went away fer awhile... then they go pizza hut eat..shit sia..today onli bring some cash out..so not enuff to eat pizzas..so i onli drink..haha..regret to take onli 40 bucks out..20 dollars return to jr.. den left 20..then spent 12 dollars on hair cut..den left onli 8 dollars.. the rest at home.. SIAN SIAN!!... so after which i went home..sad..cos no more money as i spend money on game... shit.. haha.. tempted.. tml got to return 4 bucks to honsonn n clear the rest of my debt to jr..as i owe him due to 2 mths ago when he help me repair my bike aft the accident..haiz...