hmmm.. long time since i last blog. What can say? well, I cut all the things that i have done just give a general idea will do.
Life in school:
Just surviving is the word. I am not the best there, just good enough. My 'A's have been a inquality ones nowdays. hmm.. haiz.... I am struggling to show my abiliites.
Happy that I got the project director of a BC project - "outing" its a nothing big, but it is a small step ahead. I am determined to go ahead to complete this project though small , but i respect it. Going to do the best for it.Any more project for me to head?? hopefully...
Student Ambassador, isit a place for me?? I hope so? I feel so inferior there?? I don't know why.. but no matter what, I am staying for good..
Judo.. whenever I am there for the training, I don't feel good at all. I am so agitated that I couldn't throw anyone down.. the stress is there.. haiz..hope for a better ending one day..
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Sunday, July 23, 2006
mood: tired,*feel like singing
Nothing much all this weeks, just very busy with school.. Will be performing this monday for Judo, but I losed my Judo Pants.. sianz.. Projects from BC coming up, made a stupid request to BC to have a new department call the "human Resource" haha.. hmmm.. guess thats all for today, very tired.. =0
Monday, July 17, 2006
mood: Happy after CS.. Weather:
" tell me how long was the time I last blog.. LONG LONG AGO.. LONG LONG AGO." hmm, the song long long ago edited version best discribe my blog.. Long ago that it traps dust now.. Nothing much to say.. Its just school after school for the pass 2 to 3 weeks..
Yeah, I dark again!! hmm guess why, I noticed something that my skin tone had turn white as times goes by.. So took the opportunity of my classmate's sentosa trip and went to suntent!! yeah!!
I read a news today, a fit sporty teenage girl collapse and died mysteriously after 3 days in coma. A teenage girl who went to Pulau Ubin and fall down with little bruise and a small minor head injury and was out of danger, but died all a sudden after 2 days.Funny things happening around us.. hmm. whats wrong with this world???
Another wrong happening is the peace of this world. It seems that it is no longer a stable peace countries in the northern hemisphere is sliding to war. I mean the incident where North Korea fired 6 long range cruise missile which landed harmlessly on the international sealine. The US, Japanese, Chinese , South Korea, the whole world is shocked and dissapointed with this. Instead of peace conference about disarmament. North Korea broke the world record to reject international demand, I forgotten the time, it is either 45 hours or 45 mins. This is kind of sad, as it showed some hostility of the North Korean. The worse out come of this is US and Japanese including South Korea taking military actions on North Korea,to make it worse the chinese might come into the action on the opposition side to protect North Korea, to protect their economy since the North Koreans are a vital market to China. And thats just worse come senario. .. At the same time, a war is going now between Pakistan and Israel... WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD???
Guess I got to stop here.. I am too busy..lol...haha.. busy to sleep..busy to do RJ, Busy in school and Busy with games ..hah =P
Thoughts: Perfections, Respect and Happiness Welcome to my life NONG NONG AGO
Yeah, I dark again!! hmm guess why, I noticed something that my skin tone had turn white as times goes by.. So took the opportunity of my classmate's sentosa trip and went to suntent!! yeah!!
I read a news today, a fit sporty teenage girl collapse and died mysteriously after 3 days in coma. A teenage girl who went to Pulau Ubin and fall down with little bruise and a small minor head injury and was out of danger, but died all a sudden after 2 days.Funny things happening around us.. hmm. whats wrong with this world???
Another wrong happening is the peace of this world. It seems that it is no longer a stable peace countries in the northern hemisphere is sliding to war. I mean the incident where North Korea fired 6 long range cruise missile which landed harmlessly on the international sealine. The US, Japanese, Chinese , South Korea, the whole world is shocked and dissapointed with this. Instead of peace conference about disarmament. North Korea broke the world record to reject international demand, I forgotten the time, it is either 45 hours or 45 mins. This is kind of sad, as it showed some hostility of the North Korean. The worse out come of this is US and Japanese including South Korea taking military actions on North Korea,to make it worse the chinese might come into the action on the opposition side to protect North Korea, to protect their economy since the North Koreans are a vital market to China. And thats just worse come senario. .. At the same time, a war is going now between Pakistan and Israel... WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD???
Guess I got to stop here.. I am too busy..lol...haha.. busy to sleep..busy to do RJ, Busy in school and Busy with games ..hah =P
Thoughts: Perfections, Respect and Happiness Welcome to my life NONG NONG AGO
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
mood: half dead
ITAlY WON FIFA WORLD CUP 2006!!!! yeah!! opps, kind of late. hmm thats just yesterday morning. Was delighted when Italy won the world cup, not because that I support ITALY but that my predicution is right. HAHA.. As I said to my buddies, ITALY WILL WIN and it did.
Sunday was quite a boring day over at school, I signed up to be a helper of my school's event, Bridging Lives FIFA WORLD CUP 2006 Fesita. Thought it is going to be a very exciting moment for me but it seems not so. Firstly that I am quite lonely there, no one i am really close with are there. I was the stage crew then with Jeslin, Liyana and Joanne; all from Business Climate. Was told to report at 12.30 and then was a little briefing but nothing much being briefed, followed by a slack till 3.30. I was pretty unclear of my job that day, my job that day as briefed is of no difference of Usher.I was to usher the performers to their stage and check everything is running smoothly. Its not smooth at all that day, the performers are late for 30 mins, stage not set up by the logistics thus delaying the performance by 2 hours. So Jeslin and I was like, 'WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSE TO DO???SIANX' So did little but chat alot with Jeslin as Joanne and Liyana were at the agora while we are at the facilitate room. Secondly, the crowd is really 'huge' , get what i mean? ya its rainning that day, what a bad day!!, so there were little crowd, furthermore i really wonder how they let the public know of this event when they only send mails!! and for your info, it's EMAILS!! I thought they should had let students going block to block to aware the residents of this event, manpower is not quite a problem there are over 5000 students in RP and under CIE's Young Aspirer there is 3 IGs which can cater simply up to 100+ students!! I was wondering sports club people are in CIE's event too? but nevermind they are RP students too. Thirdly would be that no one is going to watch world cup with me =(, Jeslin was not interested and was with her friends who are all girls.. for your info, i am quite shy, Seniors? how many I know??
My final decision for that day is to leave the campus and join my buddies over at Honsonn tai zi's house to watch the world cup as there is nothing to do after 8 til the world cup screening at 2 in the lecture hall. But i didn't leave so early, I left at 11.15 pm with Joanne and liyana. Honestly speaking, I thought that there is some BAD OMEN coming for monday . I accompanied Honsonn to 7-11 after sending Sueh Li home, to get some snacks and beverages for the world cup coming up. Was on the way back, we are chatting all the way about our lifes and so and so and so. There is some funeral going around his block, when we walk pass it, we just kept our eyes to ourselves. SUDDENLY!!! this short sutra blast loudly in front of us!! and the funeral is behind us!! Normally when people play sutra, they will play it fully, but this one is just SHORT AND LOUD!! following by a chill. Was pretty scared, so walked faster to the lift, then we saw this wild cat, not really wild it look quite well fed and has greeny eyes and was looking at us. I told honsonn, what a animal to appear now, so we went home fast... ok lets stop this topic, i am alone now.. Then was the world cup finals, " SIANX" is also the world for the early part of the game. But after all at the extra time, Zidane headbutted A Italian, WHY? he is kind of insane as France is some how at the losing state here? Zidane was shown a red card, it is fair as it is a assault not tackle!.. read the news, they are suspecting that that italian player insulted zidane, " son of a terrorist whore". If its really true, that Italian is seriously having some attitude problem.The Italian won the world cup after a deciding 5-3 penalty shootout. Feel happy for them. After that was school, with weary and teary eyes. Had quite a bad day then since I was pretty tired.
Today was nothing, just normal problem day. I did a calculation too, got total of 33 'A's and i am going for more, not for showcase but for my future, I am sure and clear what i am doing now. No judo so spend the after school time playing CS with Edwin. And get to know a new friend!! her name is mei ting 2 years older than me.. But quite a nice girl.. hmm. nothing much, just a new friend get to say one more HI for the future days ahead.
Ahead of me will be this thursday mentor mentee session in SA at lunch time and a Racial Harmony event this friday.. lets hope the remaining week will be enjoyable and motivating for me.. Cheers =)Thoughts: If I am ever going to get that chance, I will show...
Sunday was quite a boring day over at school, I signed up to be a helper of my school's event, Bridging Lives FIFA WORLD CUP 2006 Fesita. Thought it is going to be a very exciting moment for me but it seems not so. Firstly that I am quite lonely there, no one i am really close with are there. I was the stage crew then with Jeslin, Liyana and Joanne; all from Business Climate. Was told to report at 12.30 and then was a little briefing but nothing much being briefed, followed by a slack till 3.30. I was pretty unclear of my job that day, my job that day as briefed is of no difference of Usher.I was to usher the performers to their stage and check everything is running smoothly. Its not smooth at all that day, the performers are late for 30 mins, stage not set up by the logistics thus delaying the performance by 2 hours. So Jeslin and I was like, 'WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSE TO DO???SIANX' So did little but chat alot with Jeslin as Joanne and Liyana were at the agora while we are at the facilitate room. Secondly, the crowd is really 'huge' , get what i mean? ya its rainning that day, what a bad day!!, so there were little crowd, furthermore i really wonder how they let the public know of this event when they only send mails!! and for your info, it's EMAILS!! I thought they should had let students going block to block to aware the residents of this event, manpower is not quite a problem there are over 5000 students in RP and under CIE's Young Aspirer there is 3 IGs which can cater simply up to 100+ students!! I was wondering sports club people are in CIE's event too? but nevermind they are RP students too. Thirdly would be that no one is going to watch world cup with me =(, Jeslin was not interested and was with her friends who are all girls.. for your info, i am quite shy, Seniors? how many I know??
My final decision for that day is to leave the campus and join my buddies over at Honsonn tai zi's house to watch the world cup as there is nothing to do after 8 til the world cup screening at 2 in the lecture hall. But i didn't leave so early, I left at 11.15 pm with Joanne and liyana. Honestly speaking, I thought that there is some BAD OMEN coming for monday . I accompanied Honsonn to 7-11 after sending Sueh Li home, to get some snacks and beverages for the world cup coming up. Was on the way back, we are chatting all the way about our lifes and so and so and so. There is some funeral going around his block, when we walk pass it, we just kept our eyes to ourselves. SUDDENLY!!! this short sutra blast loudly in front of us!! and the funeral is behind us!! Normally when people play sutra, they will play it fully, but this one is just SHORT AND LOUD!! following by a chill. Was pretty scared, so walked faster to the lift, then we saw this wild cat, not really wild it look quite well fed and has greeny eyes and was looking at us. I told honsonn, what a animal to appear now, so we went home fast... ok lets stop this topic, i am alone now.. Then was the world cup finals, " SIANX" is also the world for the early part of the game. But after all at the extra time, Zidane headbutted A Italian, WHY? he is kind of insane as France is some how at the losing state here? Zidane was shown a red card, it is fair as it is a assault not tackle!.. read the news, they are suspecting that that italian player insulted zidane, " son of a terrorist whore". If its really true, that Italian is seriously having some attitude problem.The Italian won the world cup after a deciding 5-3 penalty shootout. Feel happy for them. After that was school, with weary and teary eyes. Had quite a bad day then since I was pretty tired.
Today was nothing, just normal problem day. I did a calculation too, got total of 33 'A's and i am going for more, not for showcase but for my future, I am sure and clear what i am doing now. No judo so spend the after school time playing CS with Edwin. And get to know a new friend!! her name is mei ting 2 years older than me.. But quite a nice girl.. hmm. nothing much, just a new friend get to say one more HI for the future days ahead.
Ahead of me will be this thursday mentor mentee session in SA at lunch time and a Racial Harmony event this friday.. lets hope the remaining week will be enjoyable and motivating for me.. Cheers =)Thoughts: If I am ever going to get that chance, I will show...
Saturday, July 08, 2006
mood: sianx
Sooooooooooo Sorry for the late entry. Actually nothing much these fews day, just abit tired just abit busy...
First would be Business Climate, signed up 3 projects. BC outing every 3 months and Project Manager for Work shops. Lastly would be the project tommorrow where I will be part of the stage crew, the world cup fiesta.
Second would be Student Ambassador, so far so good, will be signing up for the fundraising event, but is still waiting for the result as it seems that alot of SA's signing up... Lets just hope that I will pass the three month probation
Third would be Judo, trainning after training, the source of my tireness, but nevertheless I am there to prove myself, who says size matters? I will train hard... =)
Life is alittle bit stressful nowadays too.. kind of having some enemies around..haiz.. they say it takes some sacrifice to excel, so what am i sacrificing here??????
First would be Business Climate, signed up 3 projects. BC outing every 3 months and Project Manager for Work shops. Lastly would be the project tommorrow where I will be part of the stage crew, the world cup fiesta.
Second would be Student Ambassador, so far so good, will be signing up for the fundraising event, but is still waiting for the result as it seems that alot of SA's signing up... Lets just hope that I will pass the three month probation
Third would be Judo, trainning after training, the source of my tireness, but nevertheless I am there to prove myself, who says size matters? I will train hard... =)
Life is alittle bit stressful nowadays too.. kind of having some enemies around..haiz.. they say it takes some sacrifice to excel, so what am i sacrificing here??????
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
mood: tired
Tired Tired Tired, thats me today.. Haiz.. Brazil , England and Spain is out of world cup 3 of my favourite National Team. But I am still having some expectation on the world cup, will be expecting France against Germany in the Finals, to me it is really going to be a showdown.
Had Cogintive module today, its a drag, real drag as I am seriously tired today... I calculated that I had a total of 28 'A's out of the 45 problems. with about 20 ' B's and 2 modules yet to know. I was very quiet with this result as I don't want any one to know my result. However they found out one day, i mean my classmate found it out. One of them said, " to get 'A's you got to give up your friends" is it true? Isit true that to excel, I had to sacrifice something?? isit true?? All this prove too much for me, I want to excel, I want to socialise too.. haiz..
Shall stop here, tired tired tired,...
Thoughts: Am i a myth or a legend?
Had Cogintive module today, its a drag, real drag as I am seriously tired today... I calculated that I had a total of 28 'A's out of the 45 problems. with about 20 ' B's and 2 modules yet to know. I was very quiet with this result as I don't want any one to know my result. However they found out one day, i mean my classmate found it out. One of them said, " to get 'A's you got to give up your friends" is it true? Isit true that to excel, I had to sacrifice something?? isit true?? All this prove too much for me, I want to excel, I want to socialise too.. haiz..
Shall stop here, tired tired tired,...
Thoughts: Am i a myth or a legend?
Tired Tired Tired, thats me today.. Haiz.. Brazil , England and Spain is out of world cup 3 of my favourite National Team. But I am still having some expectation on the world cup, will be expecting France against Germany in the Finals, to me it is really going to be a showdown.
Had Cogintive module today, its a drag, real drag as I am seriously tired today... I calculated that I had a total of 28 'A's out of the 45 problems. with about 20 ' B's and 2 modules yet to know. I was very quiet with this result as I don't want any one to know my result. However they found out one day, i mean my classmate found it out. One of them said, " to get 'A's you got to give up your friends" is it true? Isit true that to excel, I had to sacrifice something?? isit true?? All this prove too much for me, I want to excel, I want to socialise too.. haiz..
Shall stop here, tired tired tired,...
Thoughts: Am i a myth or a legend?
Had Cogintive module today, its a drag, real drag as I am seriously tired today... I calculated that I had a total of 28 'A's out of the 45 problems. with about 20 ' B's and 2 modules yet to know. I was very quiet with this result as I don't want any one to know my result. However they found out one day, i mean my classmate found it out. One of them said, " to get 'A's you got to give up your friends" is it true? Isit true that to excel, I had to sacrifice something?? isit true?? All this prove too much for me, I want to excel, I want to socialise too.. haiz..
Shall stop here, tired tired tired,...
Thoughts: Am i a myth or a legend?
Thursday, June 29, 2006
mood: almost insane....
He shouted in pain and He shouted to push himself, He breaks down as he is exhausted today... No-no, i am not a gay, the he is me today. Thats me when I attended Judo. Rendori was quite a torture today, it is a tough fight. Furthermore, i came to Judo with a halfly exhausted body.. first round redori, I met up H.K.; quite a tough guy. Was being thrown head first by him, went to a short concussion, but was pushing myself to continue.. Had lost balance here, but the instructor's yelling push me on..Second round was Kelvin, lost my focus here, almost gone hilarious, exhausted too as it is a continual thingy from round one. Leastly was Shao Peang, thats where I got hilarious and was pushing myself with all my remaining mights to push him down, but failed..got thrown by him, and was physically broken down then. Rested for a few minutes and push myself up to go on the next Rendori, almost pinned down a greenbelt but was not fast and strong enough,got choked in the end.. Next was Joe, he pinned me down, I shouted in attempt to break free, Lastly Found Sam, Pinned him down once, and he pinned me last.... thats all today, A tough bloody Judo Rendori...
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Mood: nothing much Weather:calm
HABIT!!Sorry for that, i always have the habit of updating in week basis..haiz.. thats not very good. Last week was a great torture for me as i search back my soul and form. But I still get my 'A's which is great for me. As one of the objective for me this term would be nothing less than B, perfered all 'A's, not just daily grades but also Understanding test. my target would be GPA for all the module 3.5 and above , even the hopeless science I would aim 3.0. Not ambitious but just my expectations. And first week is a booster, but its still a torture as I had to struggle out the holiday mood in me.(world cup fever)
Happening!! I searched back my soul and form this week, start of this week was a good and energetic one. I find the power, I find the soul, I find the go... yesterday was a great GO, I started off with VB, computering and maths module. It started very stressful as i know none of the codes,but i perservered and continued to move on, doing testings, interpretation and even skip my lunch. Eventually I was the first one to come out with the codes to make the programme listen to my command of swapping the bars. Thats something moltivating, and i am expecting A for myself... moving on!!UT was my morning call for today, just like last week. Communication module was tested today, so how was it? It is easy on some questions, but I will still hold back the comments till the result is being released.. HAHA.. hmm speaking of UT, I got an 'A' for my cognitive processing and problem solving module!! so happy!! haha.. Anyway, my lesson today is cognitive, haha.. AND I DID WELL TODAY, despite that i play abit during the second meeting and also deserted my team at the lunch break to meet up with the ambassadors, Kenny, Ernest, Olivia and Ronald. But I still rush back to help my team in the touching up of the presentation. And i seriously thought that my presenting confidence is back and is so much more stronger!! yes, looking forward to the next few days.
After school was Judo trainning, putting all my best today. As my next Objective for this term is to master the skills of Judo and promote to yellow belt by August or Sepetember, so WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS!! (kiddings). But it is quite demoralising today as I CAN'T PERFORM A YIPON THROW TODAY!! meaning a perfect throw. Partly is I am exhausted from the long day and the weight of my partner. But got to thank him as he is the one that tell me" GO GO GO, just throw me"eventually i did throw him correctly after like 10 tries?? hmmm Randori was up today, my first one was against a green belt, Gabriel, he is a strong one man, He flip me the first time, I was shocked as I got a blow on my head.. But soon, I got the mood and really fought with him, but still lose =( I am stillnot good. so I AM GOING TO DETER MYSELF TO TRAIN HARD AT HOME.. FITNESS!! is the thing i am focusing~~and thats another objective.haha
I had talk about three of my objective this term, lets summarise all my objective for this term
1. GET GPA 3.5 and above for modules, science lowest 3.0
2. MASTER JUDO SKILLS
3. GET FITTER4. PAsS Student Ambassador probation and continue with setting foundation
5. set foundation in Business Climate
Another day awakes me tomorrow, shall stop and rest my body for tomorrow's long battle. .. Wake me up when tommorrow comesThoughts: the best of me, is to be brought out!!
Happening!! I searched back my soul and form this week, start of this week was a good and energetic one. I find the power, I find the soul, I find the go... yesterday was a great GO, I started off with VB, computering and maths module. It started very stressful as i know none of the codes,but i perservered and continued to move on, doing testings, interpretation and even skip my lunch. Eventually I was the first one to come out with the codes to make the programme listen to my command of swapping the bars. Thats something moltivating, and i am expecting A for myself... moving on!!UT was my morning call for today, just like last week. Communication module was tested today, so how was it? It is easy on some questions, but I will still hold back the comments till the result is being released.. HAHA.. hmm speaking of UT, I got an 'A' for my cognitive processing and problem solving module!! so happy!! haha.. Anyway, my lesson today is cognitive, haha.. AND I DID WELL TODAY, despite that i play abit during the second meeting and also deserted my team at the lunch break to meet up with the ambassadors, Kenny, Ernest, Olivia and Ronald. But I still rush back to help my team in the touching up of the presentation. And i seriously thought that my presenting confidence is back and is so much more stronger!! yes, looking forward to the next few days.
After school was Judo trainning, putting all my best today. As my next Objective for this term is to master the skills of Judo and promote to yellow belt by August or Sepetember, so WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS!! (kiddings). But it is quite demoralising today as I CAN'T PERFORM A YIPON THROW TODAY!! meaning a perfect throw. Partly is I am exhausted from the long day and the weight of my partner. But got to thank him as he is the one that tell me" GO GO GO, just throw me"eventually i did throw him correctly after like 10 tries?? hmmm Randori was up today, my first one was against a green belt, Gabriel, he is a strong one man, He flip me the first time, I was shocked as I got a blow on my head.. But soon, I got the mood and really fought with him, but still lose =( I am stillnot good. so I AM GOING TO DETER MYSELF TO TRAIN HARD AT HOME.. FITNESS!! is the thing i am focusing~~and thats another objective.haha
I had talk about three of my objective this term, lets summarise all my objective for this term
1. GET GPA 3.5 and above for modules, science lowest 3.0
2. MASTER JUDO SKILLS
3. GET FITTER4. PAsS Student Ambassador probation and continue with setting foundation
5. set foundation in Business Climate
Another day awakes me tomorrow, shall stop and rest my body for tomorrow's long battle. .. Wake me up when tommorrow comesThoughts: the best of me, is to be brought out!!
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Mood:Vexed Weather:Cold
UT!! well, thats what starts my day in morning over at RP in W24L... No problems in it, just hope the result don't fail me.. Let me tell you, if i get a C, it simply means I FAIL! so no Cs!! no Cs.. thats how perfectionist I am. Sorry I have high expectations for me.
Its cognitive Module today, was hot about it, was on to it, but was wrecked half way. I see my teammates all not having the mood to work. Its a demoralising thing for me. But in the end, i screwed up the debate which is up at the third meeting. HAIZ..humans make mistakes but isn't my mistake kind of made at the wrong time?I wrote in my Reflection Journal today," I am dissappointed with myself as i failed to bring up the team spirit in my team and also that my speaking abilities seems to be going down" hope all this is my paranoid. Its a challenge to me now, to get back on track and shine back.
Judo training was up next after school. Today the Guardmen black belt did not turn up, ahem sorry i forget his name that's why i address him that way. Ya his absence means easier warm ups. Today all the guys in Judo all of a sudden became door lock breaker! haha.. The situation was like this, our GIs are in the storeroom behind the forum, but the door was locked!!. So of course we year ones are very keen of getting our GIs as that would mean green lights to throws!! So we actually break the lock and get our GIs since the person in charge is dead no longer in RP and HE IS HOLDING THE KEYS!! Yeah , this time round with our GIs we can do throws!! At the end of the training we had REKSUKMI(no idea if its the correct spelling), ok means SPARING!! Guess who I spared with? The black belt make me spar with a blue belt lady, my senior. Obviously i face 2 stress, 1. She is a blue belt i am only WHITE!! definately she is better 2. She is a SHE, I don't even dare to touch her@*@!.. so she sweep my leg with me being slam! lol. I get to throw her once, but she give me chance one( haiz penetrating my Hard Man Pride) , but did a murdering One hand shoulder throw on her, and she go over my head and thug!! ouch, but i did the wrong way, thats why i call it murdering way. As Shoulder throw is suppose to let the victim fall side way however, this time she fall over me!! wahah.., but its a nice throw to me, but kind of feel bad..=(. Its a good experience and I am looking forward to more sparing..
Tomorrow will be communication module.. Will be up there agian to fight to shine!! .. hope its a better day off tomorrow=)
Its cognitive Module today, was hot about it, was on to it, but was wrecked half way. I see my teammates all not having the mood to work. Its a demoralising thing for me. But in the end, i screwed up the debate which is up at the third meeting. HAIZ..humans make mistakes but isn't my mistake kind of made at the wrong time?I wrote in my Reflection Journal today," I am dissappointed with myself as i failed to bring up the team spirit in my team and also that my speaking abilities seems to be going down" hope all this is my paranoid. Its a challenge to me now, to get back on track and shine back.
Judo training was up next after school. Today the Guardmen black belt did not turn up, ahem sorry i forget his name that's why i address him that way. Ya his absence means easier warm ups. Today all the guys in Judo all of a sudden became door lock breaker! haha.. The situation was like this, our GIs are in the storeroom behind the forum, but the door was locked!!. So of course we year ones are very keen of getting our GIs as that would mean green lights to throws!! So we actually break the lock and get our GIs since the person in charge is dead no longer in RP and HE IS HOLDING THE KEYS!! Yeah , this time round with our GIs we can do throws!! At the end of the training we had REKSUKMI(no idea if its the correct spelling), ok means SPARING!! Guess who I spared with? The black belt make me spar with a blue belt lady, my senior. Obviously i face 2 stress, 1. She is a blue belt i am only WHITE!! definately she is better 2. She is a SHE, I don't even dare to touch her@*@!.. so she sweep my leg with me being slam! lol. I get to throw her once, but she give me chance one( haiz penetrating my Hard Man Pride) , but did a murdering One hand shoulder throw on her, and she go over my head and thug!! ouch, but i did the wrong way, thats why i call it murdering way. As Shoulder throw is suppose to let the victim fall side way however, this time she fall over me!! wahah.., but its a nice throw to me, but kind of feel bad..=(. Its a good experience and I am looking forward to more sparing..
Tomorrow will be communication module.. Will be up there agian to fight to shine!! .. hope its a better day off tomorrow=)
Thoughts: SOMETHING'S WRONG.....
Monday, June 19, 2006
mood:Happy=) weather: Rainy
School starts today, back to problems... Its a rainy morning and its freezing in the bus. Saw alot of the SA Seniors on board, actually not so many only 2 =_=... So in school, perhaps its been a long time back in school, so i am still not getting over the air con.. haiz..But its a great day, as i find myself having more and more friends in Republic, Along the corridor from my block W2 to W1I said "hi" to about 5 people and in the end I said Hi to about 10 people during the first break out.
Today, all the SA to be were all on the same boat, worrying whether they are selected for the next phrase.. Everyone is like so worried. Finally at 10 plus, the result is out. I am proud to say that " I GOT IN TO STUDENT AMBASSADOR!!" yes!!! but its not the end, i will still be going through another round of probation selection over a period... So after that all the burger members had lunch together. so good!haha.. Burger hot hot!!
Today, all the SA to be were all on the same boat, worrying whether they are selected for the next phrase.. Everyone is like so worried. Finally at 10 plus, the result is out. I am proud to say that " I GOT IN TO STUDENT AMBASSADOR!!" yes!!! but its not the end, i will still be going through another round of probation selection over a period... So after that all the burger members had lunch together. so good!haha.. Burger hot hot!!
I shall stop here as tomorrow will be a tedious day. One UT in the morning and Judo training after school..ok.. one shall stop here.
**sign out
Thoughts: its too good to be true.. =)
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Mood: dissappointed Weather: HOT HOT
Sunday without a sunny mood.. haiz, dissapointed=( Yesterday another UT result was revealed, I got another C+ haiz.. whats happening?? Vitamins C are a good for health but definately not if it is a grade.. haiz...
Right now, all i could do is to find out whats wrong and go on..shao cheng go go!!.. yesh!!
tomorrow, another kind of result will be revealed, that will be the SA selection camp, hmm..lets hope i can get in to SA. But if not, like Zul say, everyone has different kinds of leadership, and SA has a unique way.. hmm.. lets not talk so much and sees the result tomorrow.Thoughts: Life is a journey, a dreamy journey....
Right now, all i could do is to find out whats wrong and go on..shao cheng go go!!.. yesh!!
tomorrow, another kind of result will be revealed, that will be the SA selection camp, hmm..lets hope i can get in to SA. But if not, like Zul say, everyone has different kinds of leadership, and SA has a unique way.. hmm.. lets not talk so much and sees the result tomorrow.Thoughts: Life is a journey, a dreamy journey....
Friday, June 16, 2006
mood: HAPPYweather:hot
ENGLAND WON!! hmm.. got an idea what I did yesterday?? yes! WORLD CUP!! so England won T&T( no idea what that country is). The match starts at 12am, so I joined Honsonn and Shawn over at Jing Ren house to watch the match. Initially the match was bored, up to 45 mins the score is still 0-0... It continued this way all the way till the 80++ min.. All of us was like, ' Come on sub that Crouch off!!" we were also quite angry when Gerrard and Lampard missed mulitple chances...but finally at the 65th min Rooney was sub in together with Aarron Lennon.. Lennon is a fast winger, and with his help England soon press down on the T&T defence. On the 83th min, with a nice cross from David Beckham, Peter Crouch heads the ball breaking the dead lock. Not long after that at the 86th min, another breaking long shot by Gerrard gave T&T their second BLOW!!..Final score, 2-0
haha... After the match, the 4 brothers walk down to Macdonald and have coffee.. soon then back to Jing Ren house to catch Sweden V.S Paraguay.. but that match proved to be just to 'sianx' so we played RISK instead.. So from 3am we played RISK till 8am, why? we are all too strong strategist..haha.. Honsonn took the path of eliminating JR's Blue Army over at Asia and i took the path of gathering troops and maintain my stonghold. Initially Honsonn was attacking Shawn and I am happily gathering troops.. But Jing Ren tried to fight in, but failed to do so. Jing Ren manage to stay a power house over at Siam with his 10 cannons.. haha.. but soon being crippled by Honsonn.. ITS A RISK!! as honsonn at that moment only had 4 cannons. Soon my neutral soon turn into violence as i strip shawn's Green Army all the way down from Greenland to Africa and South America.. Shawn eventually was the first to be eliminated. Next was Honsonn and Jing Ren and I stand last.. But due to some time problem..we stop the game, I Got 15 territories in the end and is declared the winner..chey!! haha..Lastly, Jing Ren treat us BREAKFAST!! yeah..the rest of 56 team don't be sad as there will be more comming up..haha..! after which was home sweet home, SLEEP!! till now..wahaha.. I AM A PIG . YEs i know wakakaz..
Thoughts: I know its hard to walk this journey, but i am perservered enough to walk all the way...because i am SHAO CHENG..
haha... After the match, the 4 brothers walk down to Macdonald and have coffee.. soon then back to Jing Ren house to catch Sweden V.S Paraguay.. but that match proved to be just to 'sianx' so we played RISK instead.. So from 3am we played RISK till 8am, why? we are all too strong strategist..haha.. Honsonn took the path of eliminating JR's Blue Army over at Asia and i took the path of gathering troops and maintain my stonghold. Initially Honsonn was attacking Shawn and I am happily gathering troops.. But Jing Ren tried to fight in, but failed to do so. Jing Ren manage to stay a power house over at Siam with his 10 cannons.. haha.. but soon being crippled by Honsonn.. ITS A RISK!! as honsonn at that moment only had 4 cannons. Soon my neutral soon turn into violence as i strip shawn's Green Army all the way down from Greenland to Africa and South America.. Shawn eventually was the first to be eliminated. Next was Honsonn and Jing Ren and I stand last.. But due to some time problem..we stop the game, I Got 15 territories in the end and is declared the winner..chey!! haha..Lastly, Jing Ren treat us BREAKFAST!! yeah..the rest of 56 team don't be sad as there will be more comming up..haha..! after which was home sweet home, SLEEP!! till now..wahaha.. I AM A PIG . YEs i know wakakaz..
Thoughts: I know its hard to walk this journey, but i am perservered enough to walk all the way...because i am SHAO CHENG..
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
mood: tired buT HAPPY!!
hi all, guess i got to first say sorry for the late updating of entries.Back from Student Ambassador Selection camp!!! 12-14 june... met alot of new friends.. ALL POTENTIAL STUDENT AMBASSADOR..hmmCamp day 1
met with Edwin to go to RP together and reported. Got together with my teammates and learn that my interviewer Big Zul is my team leader!! haha.. happy =) as Zul is a good leader,an objective clear one...Sam, my judo friend is also in this team. Soon due to some backing out of campers, another group was splited and eventually spread evenly over the 4 groups.. here are the member of my team:
Ivan, Li Cheng, Sam, Edmund, Raj, Rebecca, Nicole, Karen, Felicia, Nurul, Grace, Jovi, Beverly, Sha,Jerlisa and myself...haha.together, we are the BURGERS!
Camp day 2
Camp day 2.. Had camp fire.. during this period, our team also go through lots of challenges..hmm forgotten to add in day camp one. Our team started off losing and losing, but our moltivation among each and everyone of us, we happen to flip back and win all the way, thats the heartening part of our memories in the camp.First was the mascot then the introducing game which is our losing games, but after the Human foosball, we happen to win all the way then.. hmm How happening it is.. haha.. CAmpfire was fun too, crapping ahead.. AND EDMUND GET TO DANCE WITH THE PRESIDENT..haha...
CAmp DAy 3.
ended off with us cleaning the area, and Burgers help alot in the cleaning of area, our team work also help us finish it off fast...lastly in the end, we all went to swenson and have our first gathering but it will not be the last...
I shall not talk more about what happen in the camp, dead tired now.. but through this period of time, I understand how hard it takes a group of leaders to become united, I also understand that being a good leader will also mean we must be a good follower, heard this before but never experience it, now i experienced it and i am going to cherish it.. And also not forgetting my teammates from burger, the true courage from them to improve themselves, is something i really respect them..LAst but not least, i had to say thank you to Big Zul and Amin who give me the moltivation to curb my dominance and help others shine and they are the one that make me find out my own strengths and weaknesses... BURGER ROCKS!! and Student Ambassador ROCKS!!
met with Edwin to go to RP together and reported. Got together with my teammates and learn that my interviewer Big Zul is my team leader!! haha.. happy =) as Zul is a good leader,an objective clear one...Sam, my judo friend is also in this team. Soon due to some backing out of campers, another group was splited and eventually spread evenly over the 4 groups.. here are the member of my team:
Ivan, Li Cheng, Sam, Edmund, Raj, Rebecca, Nicole, Karen, Felicia, Nurul, Grace, Jovi, Beverly, Sha,Jerlisa and myself...haha.together, we are the BURGERS!
Camp day 2
Camp day 2.. Had camp fire.. during this period, our team also go through lots of challenges..hmm forgotten to add in day camp one. Our team started off losing and losing, but our moltivation among each and everyone of us, we happen to flip back and win all the way, thats the heartening part of our memories in the camp.First was the mascot then the introducing game which is our losing games, but after the Human foosball, we happen to win all the way then.. hmm How happening it is.. haha.. CAmpfire was fun too, crapping ahead.. AND EDMUND GET TO DANCE WITH THE PRESIDENT..haha...
CAmp DAy 3.
ended off with us cleaning the area, and Burgers help alot in the cleaning of area, our team work also help us finish it off fast...lastly in the end, we all went to swenson and have our first gathering but it will not be the last...
I shall not talk more about what happen in the camp, dead tired now.. but through this period of time, I understand how hard it takes a group of leaders to become united, I also understand that being a good leader will also mean we must be a good follower, heard this before but never experience it, now i experienced it and i am going to cherish it.. And also not forgetting my teammates from burger, the true courage from them to improve themselves, is something i really respect them..LAst but not least, i had to say thank you to Big Zul and Amin who give me the moltivation to curb my dominance and help others shine and they are the one that make me find out my own strengths and weaknesses... BURGER ROCKS!! and Student Ambassador ROCKS!!
Thoughts: life is a journey not a destination.. HOPE I CAN GET IN TO SA!! and SO MY TEAMMATES! yeah!
Saturday, June 03, 2006
mood: ill weather: hOT!
hi all, sorry for the late entries... hmm just to notify you guys that you might have some problems going to my tagboard, currently i am still investigating the problem.. hope you guys understand thanks. Ending the first semester.. a remarkable long journey of 7 weeks i had passed.Guess its time to take a break. I am also very happy to score 17 A's out of the thirty problem, and the rest scoring B, not touching any grades lower than that.. I am determined to continue this way +). As ususual, my holiday didn't seems like a holiday at all.. Will be going to Networking IG camp on the 5th - 7th June. Then i will have Judo training on the 8th of June, will be only free at 9th and 11th June. After that, will be off to Student Ambassador Selection Camp where I will be put into challenges to prove me worth a Ambassador.. Wish ME GOOD LUCK!!Another Judo Training will be coming up after the camp on 15th June, one day after I break camp. hmmm.. Going to be quite busy during the holidays. Woke up with a slight fever this morning, took a long long rest and cancelling the trip to library. Feel so much better now. =)
Another 9 more problems to go.. I shall conquer all!! yes!! =) 3 more months to Judo Grading, aiming that orange belt and soon yellow and blue and green then brown then BLACK!! lol =D thoughts: how long can i survive?? despite my determination...
Another 9 more problems to go.. I shall conquer all!! yes!! =) 3 more months to Judo Grading, aiming that orange belt and soon yellow and blue and green then brown then BLACK!! lol =D thoughts: how long can i survive?? despite my determination...
Sunday, May 28, 2006
mood: happy weather: rainy
Congrats me!! i changed my blogskin...isn't this nice? hmm... first say a sorry for the late update.. hmm.. I'm quite a busy person plus a lazy person.. get it?? catch the ball?? ok.. good..
maybe share some good news: I PASSED THE INTERVIEW OF STUDENT AMBASSADOR!! WOo-oOH.. but there is still two stages before i am an official student ambassador in RP.. that would be the selection camp and the three months probation.. lets hopes that i can be part of student ambassador sucessfully and officially.
Nothing much for this whole week, went for the business climate welcome tea session and decided to join that IG.. well actually i planned it long ago to join 3 IG, Student Ambassador, Business climate and Judo.. hmm.. thursday was again Judo training and we learn another new throw!! yeah!!
well i shall write till here for the past few days activities.. school life is interesting but too much to say it here. wee!! i dyed my hair today.. ahem correction, highlighted... hmm look more fresh now.. ok.. well its school again tomorrow..lol..currently thinking of a poem to put down in my blog..haha...thoughts: times fly so fast, so fast that you are no longer part of me anymore...Saturday, May 20, 2006
mood: happy weather:hot
190589--> Mark's birthday
yesterday was my birthday.kekex.. There is alot of people I want to thanks.
Morning was a torture... my neck was aching from the JUDO training.but was greeted with lots of SMS-es wishing me happy birthday.. I AM SO HAPPY.. On bus shi mu yi qi called me.. She missed called me 7 times the previous night but i couldn't pick up the phone as i am too far asleep..haha...
In School, was a torture too. SCIENCE!! ARGH.. i know nothing about it..but thanks to my classmates who sing a birthday song to me during the third meeting.. weee..thanks W24L !!!
After school, huili treat me a ice cream. follow that i met up with my brothers who also helped me celebrate my bdae over at sunplaza park.. heexx. thanks guys..
Personal message:
to honsonn, Shawn and Jing Ren: hey brothers, thanks for your shades.. its nice.. heex.and thanks for you guys' presence too.. I am specially happy with you guys around...
Nigel and Derrick: YO.. thanks for you guys' present .the wrist chain...haha.. its so nice.. i love it..thank you..!!
Yi Qi: yea..still the best shi mu of mine!! haha.. thanks shi mu for your presence yesterday, one of the most VIP people there for me..heex.. thanks for your present too.. its very nice haha....
Sueh Li: hey.. thanks for your coming too despite that you are ill.... =)
My class..W24L: thanks guys for your happy birthday song.. I still thought its a shooting Q&A.. haha..thanks!!
NginAn: thanks for your bdae present..but i couldn't get it from you personally.. sorry..
Shing yee: hey thanks DA JIE!! for your happy birthday SMS..haha..
There is still alot of people ..haha if i miss you out, I hereby apologise.. and thanks ... hmmm.. now I AM WAITING FOR TOMORROW!! as tomorrow wil be the release of the student ambassador interview result!! hope i can get through to the selection camp and the 3 months probation..haha...
yesterday was my birthday.kekex.. There is alot of people I want to thanks.
Morning was a torture... my neck was aching from the JUDO training.but was greeted with lots of SMS-es wishing me happy birthday.. I AM SO HAPPY.. On bus shi mu yi qi called me.. She missed called me 7 times the previous night but i couldn't pick up the phone as i am too far asleep..haha...
In School, was a torture too. SCIENCE!! ARGH.. i know nothing about it..but thanks to my classmates who sing a birthday song to me during the third meeting.. weee..thanks W24L !!!
After school, huili treat me a ice cream. follow that i met up with my brothers who also helped me celebrate my bdae over at sunplaza park.. heexx. thanks guys..
Personal message:
to honsonn, Shawn and Jing Ren: hey brothers, thanks for your shades.. its nice.. heex.and thanks for you guys' presence too.. I am specially happy with you guys around...
Nigel and Derrick: YO.. thanks for you guys' present .the wrist chain...haha.. its so nice.. i love it..thank you..!!
Yi Qi: yea..still the best shi mu of mine!! haha.. thanks shi mu for your presence yesterday, one of the most VIP people there for me..heex.. thanks for your present too.. its very nice haha....
Sueh Li: hey.. thanks for your coming too despite that you are ill.... =)
My class..W24L: thanks guys for your happy birthday song.. I still thought its a shooting Q&A.. haha..thanks!!
NginAn: thanks for your bdae present..but i couldn't get it from you personally.. sorry..
Shing yee: hey thanks DA JIE!! for your happy birthday SMS..haha..
There is still alot of people ..haha if i miss you out, I hereby apologise.. and thanks ... hmmm.. now I AM WAITING FOR TOMORROW!! as tomorrow wil be the release of the student ambassador interview result!! hope i can get through to the selection camp and the 3 months probation..haha...
Monday, May 15, 2006
mood: not so good weather:hoT!
Hmm..maybe a sorry for a long time since the last blog entry.. pretty busy with school.. nothing in school either.. just problems solving day after day. but my life in school is being brighten to my pending Student life activities. I have 3, STUDENT AMBASSADOR, JUDO and BUSINESS CLIMATE.. ya. i know its kind of crazy to do that, but i want to busy myself out..to numb myself from something.. hmmm. think thats all.. i will soon uploads some of the pics i have in RP.. heex...
Thoughts: I WANNA GET YOU OUT OF ME!!! ur face, ur actions!! dun wanna move back to the past.. love is just but a dream to me...
Saturday, May 06, 2006
mood: tired weather: rainy
hmmm.. my seah_1989@hotmail.com had been hacked!! 2 days ago.. argh........ damn that hacker, wonder what will he/she get from that a/c.. but its kind of bad for that person to do that. Now i had a new email a/c ... got to suffer alittle to add back all the contacts..
ok, i'm stuck between 2 choices.. to go to sentosa tomorrow or to go gym.. but think most likely is gym, as it seems like not many of my camp mates are going.. expecially someone.. hmmm.. thats all..
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
mood: fine Weather: Hot
same thing, school!! nothing much today.. hmm took my student card today, quite happy, its a long wait. hmmm didn't chat with that person today much.. hmmm. tts it?? tomorrow will be mock Understanding Test, so shall stop here...hmmm thoughts: i walked so far now, its my hard sweat work, i am NOT giving up....
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