26th April 2007...

Brain is getting rusty,
Body is getting lazy
But a mind that is forever going
Its time to do something
Before I turn to be nothing...

Back from Judo and just finished my Reflection Journal for the day. It had been a busy week; a flash of thousand things and here I am... A week after the last entry.

I am getting alittle bored with my blogskin nowadays, guess it is pretty a good time to change one. But this time round I am thinking of making it uniquely mine. With my programming skills with html, I should be able to create my own blogskin. Hmmm, but do I have the time??? Will soon be engaged into Professional Profilling, god knows how I am going to do it... Just afraid that I will be struggling in my year 2, thus I am taking the initiative to read up more on my modules to prepare for the next lesson. Judo!! getting so jelly during trainings, literally I can't feel my body!! So much to make myself something, which means time... Guess lets pioritizes!!! ( I shall replace the old blogskin with a new one soon)

Finally, I get a breather nowaday for a tired mind and restless soul to ease himself... SLA is over!! The project that had been a heart poundering one to me for 3 months. The result was so fine, but with some last minute of changes to the marketing plan which I prepared 3 months ago. Now all I can hope is, the EXCO do what I proposed for BC; since I believe it is the way to keep members around. 3 things up in my head for BC, I shall draw the curtain from here. =p

It is truely thousands that flash by, and I guess millions are on its way but there is no point guessing what will come next, but to prepare for what that might drop by. Got to go, IT security and management for tomorrow... It better be good ;D

thought of the day: Perfect, is it? Faithful, will they? Trustworthy, are they? murmurs around to kill, but shall not listen till its true...

19 April 2007, back to school!! Yesterday was a off, honestly speaking I am so not use to it... Just a day off, I thought I am in holiday =D

Get to the class early today, in fact very early! I was the first student in the class today, hail to my achievement!! The credit goes to bus service 168 which happen to be very punctual today. Frown at my results of JAVA, a B I had got. hmmm will my biggest concern for year 2 ever happen?? Hope it will not =)

Back to work....

17 April 2007, I will smile slightly for the new school semester. First is for the new classmates whom I had just met, a group of quite powerful IT students(though mostly girls). Second is for Republich Polytechnic which finally looks and sense like a polytechnic.

First day of school was quite a bad luck for me as I almost get myself late. Suppose to meet Wei Quan and other friends from SIT camp, but I was seriously late. The culprit of couse is not myself but the bus. No kidding, I missed 4 buses during the first day of school; all so fully packed. I waited at the bus stop at 0655 but got my first bus at around 0730 and reached woodlands at 0830 due to a heavy traffic jam. But its ok, since the bus company did something to deal with such situations and the it is somehow better today. When I reach the school together with Alvin; we saw a sight that had never been seen in RP before, a very crowded path along RPC; so crowded that you can hardly see the tiles on the floor. Agora is getting even more crowded for the first day and the whole campus finally came alive!!

First lesson yesterday was networking, did something very interesting. Setting up a communication system in 1821 on a deserted island. My team created a sound communication system using sound encrytions to communicate simple basic messages such as " I need water". The results were quite sucessful, just a little misinterpretation which happen during the communication. Second lesson, which is today; I did something which had been a wonder for me; JAVA programming. Did VB programming before, thus found JAVA somehow even more troublesome than VB. For VB I could simply start a class, get the codes in and end the class. For JAVA, I have to end every single line of codes with a colon(;) when a colon is missing, the whole program will fail. LOL!!! so challenging. But the increasing interest in IT will get me further for the next 2 years =)

Back to the dull topic which my readers had complained. Business Climate -_-''' SLA reaching its final preparation, the plan are understood and will be implementing it soon. All a sudden, the world went into a fast forward; and I will be happily busying for this event for the next week and the whole of this week. Alittle drained here =D

Last but not least, N~ZiRe's Tai zi; Ren Zhe and JR had safely reached home yesterday from Hong Kong, a celebration for the three of them will be on its way =)

Kind of tired now, words just run out of my mind and spill on this entry. Got to go for a sleep and wake up early tomorrow (despite the fact that its my off day tomorrow), to prepare the details of the SLA for the members and head to Chinatown to get the sticker printing if I can get the budget and design tomorrow. BUSYING!!!

thought of the day: my ideas is facing a heavy traffic jam on the highway of the great mind.

15th April 2007, to celebrate or to frown for a new school semester tomorrow?? Nothing much today...

Bought a pair of shoe today, not really of my liking actually. It is a pair of black puma, with a white and gold stripe across one side.Thought of taking a white version, but the vendor told me that there is no white version for this. This shoe cost me $50.15 which is cheaper than my previous Nike by $9.

Comments??? Actually it is still presentable, so I will live with it... Just came to notice that, I have worn quite a number of branded sporting shoes. I have a Nike totalssium(which is 1 and 1/2 years old and is about to go); Addidas soccer boots(4 years old); Lotto( lost) and now I have Puma, guess the next brand I will go is Umbro or Fila. Anyway I am going to purchase another street soccer shoe; considering taking umbro or back to Lotto.. hmmm??

So the other 3 heavenly kings are having some fun in Hong Kong, which I am personally happy for them. Despite the problems they had faced there, guess this is a well good experience for them. Maybe the next taiwan trip will be a safer one =) They will be back tomorrow night, with my jacket!! =p haha... Will be planning a welcome dinner for them as well.

Alright, guess got to stop here, but not to bore the reader of this pathetic blog, here are some photos before. Enjoy =)

Da shui Zhang; hmmm, change it to dilect please.. =D

East coast sun rise, a beautiful scene?? just minus the litters =p

This is nice....

So like Ellysium...

No comments...

Beautiful sea... clouds covering the sky

The tide so high la!!

That is so creative.. . Spiral Staircase... I love it..

er.... Nice butt .... -_-'''

That will be the end of my blog for today, stay tune for more updates!! Hopefully as cheerful as this blog entry today =D

Thought of the day:
Others look down you, and if you look down yourself as well.. then you are really down
- Prophet Shao =p

12 April 2007...

Songs from a lonely soul
The blues of the strings of words
Tears from that weary eyes
The pain to live in a cruel world
Scars from that last fight
The reluctance to fight the next war
The mask had been torn
So please never again let it be on.

7th to 11th April 2007, I was in the school attending the Cypher Camp 2007 as a student leader. Despite the cockups I faced, it is considered a well enough camp. My team was Vista, the most hyper team. It could be the reason that they are very active during the waiting on hold for the RP break game. That was when they had finally generated the cheer.Our Alliance think thing was a fun case, they had very enthusiatic and funny people there like Nicklaus and the banana man. I personally believe that they have the qualities of a good team I desire, but nevertheless Vista possessed some of them. Finally got a taste on how club could had look like, low lights and loud music. Swear!! I will go to club once I turn 18!! For that 2 night over at the camp, i had never had a good sleep. Went into a one day coma after returning back home haha!! Anyway, just to tell you guys, I met a very chio girl in my group. Guess what?? She was bornt on the same day, same month and same year as me!! WHAT A CONCIDENCE!!

After the long coma,went out to meet the long time no see N~Zire. This is sort of the last dinner before the three out of the four heavenly kings go for their tour in Hong Kong. Hmmm... maybe Honsonn is right, I should be the one to feel lack of sense of belonging. I truely had feel it strongly nowadays, no reasons but it just feel this way... Hong Kong trip.... haiz.. how I wish I could join them.

Sometimes, it can't help to be so envious of your own siblings. My parents look more upon my younger brother. But I can't blame them, my brother had trophies after trophies for competions he went. He had now 3 trophies while I had only one medal from the last sports day. Though my own brother look upon me, but I still feel that he will do far better than me... Since young, it had been this way; no attention for me; no sense of fulfillment; no luck; no nothing.... Life I led is a considered a miserable one, thus now I wonder how can I make it interesting?? Childish isn't it, am I? But I don't really care about those now, just get on with what I want; but just sad that it had always been obstructed.

I stayed in this small island for 18years, everytime yielding to get out to play and see the world. When young, I wonder how it looks like to be out of Singapore touring in other country. To see the whole world, and know it. Thus that was when I had a dream to be a pilot when I grow up, childhood dream it was; to see the world in the plane I fly. But sad, I was inherited to have slight
astigmatism. Thus had this dream off since secondary school. But I still have the hope to see the world... Thought my parents will support me, but looks like they never will... Over concern to kill me, money to strangle me... haiz...But I can't blame them, because of our family background and I understand...
A matured man will understand why is life is down, and I understand why.... But sometimes, chances just don't come as it likes. But people around kills me just as if they like. But I will never give up, for the future of me and for the sake of myself... Because if I don't help myself; no one will...

Thought of the day:sometimes, we really have to stop and take a look around...

06 April 2007, just awake to find the sun above me so high...

The reason is simple, I was preparing the SLA neccessary things late in the night yesterday. Finished designing the flyers. Calculated the maximum expense of the event and is ready to send for vetting. Now what I am left with is the banner design and 2 of the poster designs which will be done by the exco team members. Its pretty ironic to see so many things done already and it look as if we are ready for the recruitment event, but some how deep in me I feel that we are still lacking of the X-factor to get potential year ones to join us... Currently the major concern I have here is not about the printing, not about the booth location or anything related to marketing, but human resource is the big thing... Wondering what can I do to let a group of ignorant BC members (who's only interest is the rich points the IG provide) to have more enthusiasium in this event??

Will be off to play soccer with N~Zire later... Will not be back till next tuesday since I will be in camp.


Thought of the day: Seriously hoping for the very best in the next few big things I do....

03 April 2007...

When hatred kills love
When no one is down to earth
When the streets are cold
When Friends became Foes
When everyone close their doors
When slience is an adore
When the mood is down
When my world turns around

For the day, I was thinking what will happen if one day I am not what I am... What will happen if one day when everyone shut their doors from me and etc. Not for any real reasons, just a penny of my thoughts. For life now I have what I'm blessed, buddies and family; friends still pass by and say hi; then they say bye. The urge to know more friends is still there, but just afraid I might close that door again...

For the faithful today, I can't attend the second dry run of Cypher camp as I am having a SLA meeting today. Plan was quite smooth as I watch the exco team nod their heads to my plan, but here I am forseeing and fearing the possiblities of cock ups. Yesterday was a dry run of the camp, get to know more people like, Evon, Wei Quan and Shirley who will be my partner in the camp, not forgeting people who I happen to work and play with again, Alvin and Li Jing.Things are well, but still I am here hoping the best in the camp. I also had missed out the fun N~ZiRe had yesterday at Sentosa,(haa) clashing streak is back again... When Usual Routine is not the mulitples of your important things...

Ren Zhe told me that my blog is always revolving two things, Business and Judo; nothing else... HAHA... that is why my blog is black, suppose to be dull... Will try to brighten my blog one day...
Thoughts:Sometimes i just can't stop thinking, my brain is 24-hours functional